Roll Call 132

Talk talk talk!

Thank you!
I’m still just lazing around. Took a shower and got dressed. My son is in the shower that likely means he needs a ride somewhere.

Oh man. It’s 50 degrees in the mountains. I’m going to freeze lol.

Morning

Just downed a coffee in like a few minutes.

They're after me...even if it wasn't my fault. I'm scared, terrified. Not sure what to do...I'm sure law enforcement is watching me in every way. Ugh.

Morning..having a latte and the bf is making pancakes 🥞 this is the life 😀

Sure is!!!!!!

Try to calm down. I seriously doubt anyone is after you. Especially on a support site. You are safe. Have you tried a prn?

Okay I took a prn...but it'll only help the anxiety. Won't stop them from coming though.

Alone again. My husband went out to tractor supply...this could be an all day affair. My son is off on his skateboard and my daughter is sleeping. I guess I could start packing the car and stuff. I’m going to kill my son if he doesn’t pack soon. I do not want to leave late and hit rush hour. We should be hitting the big city around 1 so we should be okay.
I’m just killing time until my guy gets up. I’ll probably wait until around 11. Then I’ll go see him and stop in to see gram on my way back. She’s going away this week too. 93 and still traveling! She went to Hawaii last year to visit my rich uncle. Too bad I hate him. There could have been some inheritance lol.

No one is coming for you FR. That’s your illness clouding your mind. Have you gotten any sleep or have you been stressing for the last couple days?

they are though. But I have been sleeping about 8-10 hours a night lately. Life is stressful with band, life, making calls, finances, etc... I can handle the stress though. Must continue to plow forward with life...

They have tractor supply here too

Be gentle with yourself.

Trying and failing at finding cute brown boots for my daughter. I wish I could talk her into liking muk luks. But she hates them.
Ugh. Scotty told my husband he gave me a bag. Now my husband is pissy about it. He text me and told me I smoke too much lol. No ****.

I feel so rundown today

My mom suggested b12 shots. I found a place called Any Lab Test Now that can test you for a variety of things without a doctor’s prescription.

Cleaned out animal cages

Printing out directions for all my destinations and trying to match them with gps. I’ve been at this an hour. Gaaaah should have done this sooner. I have the sense of direction of a rock. When I worked in the big city I’d get lost on my way home at least once a week.

I don't feel good at all, physically I'm exhausted and mentally I'm on edge.

Did i tell yall i tried Elote for the first time yesterday?

Elote is a mexican snack. Its corn with mayonnaise (or butter), hot sauce, chili pepper, and salt and pepper.

It was DISGUSTING!

I wanna try elote again but without the mayonnaise. Either just butter or not butter. Everything else.

Did I tell you guys that there is now a mayonnaise flavored ice cream?

We make it with butter, Mayo, parmesan cheese, chilli powder, and I will also use cayenne pepper. I like it, but I'm a weirdo.

Ew. No. I would substitute the mayo for butter. Personally, thats me. Never really been a mayo fan anyway.