Roll Call 132

Yea thats true.

I started seeing messages or coding on the wall that needs to be solved. Maybe if i solve them it'll be okay. I feel presence of law enforcement. I know they're here.

Probably will take my meds an hour early since my dad is off today.

Im bored

Im bored cuz im excited about tomorrow and dont know what to do with myself right now.

Its like i shouldnt get my hopes up bit i just ammmm

milo wont stop humping blu... blu looks like he's about enough with milo's ****.

Drank some ground up leaves

kratom???

I was thinking tea....

A little bit ^^

I'm going to drink some tea too

I;m too young to have hot flashes... ha

If it were me, I'd go to the interview regardless. BB is a huge chain and you might want a job with them at some point Also, I'd try to get a job before moving out because you haven't tried living on it yet. You might find that at first you need to take what you can get as far as work and a place to live.

kratom can be drank as a tea

Sorry for my absence

I wasn't feeling well yesterday. I was kinda depressed yesterday. I chalked it up to drinking alcohol the previous evening. I feel a lot better today.

I didn't feel like catching up, but I saw newtus ask about my ethnicity. I'm white. If I am more specific, Cajun french, German, Irish, Scottish, ect. My boyfriend's family is from Hispanic descent. My boyfriend is probably a quarter Mexican. However, I know more Spanish than him. His grandma forgot her Spanish a little.

I like studying languages in general.

I was remembering about my aunt telling me how our great great grandmother was the seventh daughter of a seventh daughter and she had occult powers. She could heal wounds by putting her hand on a wound and say some things and the wound would vanish. She told me this story when I was like 15 because I told her how it's weird how I sense if a person is good or bad. I've been thinking about it a lot lately. I keep wondering maybe all the ghosts and demons I saw as a kid we're a result of occult powers. The reason I went to the hospital was a result of the ouija board. I didn't know the rules back then. Perhaps, the demon did play mind games.

Then after I think about it, I think "Nah, it was probably psychosis"

There are things still that happened that weren't explainable. Like I had witnesses.

But perhaps they were lying.

I had a pretty intensely strange incident with a ouija board when I was 15

I thought I had been possessed up until my early 20s

I think I love white water rafting. It was SO much fun. They had mini inflatable kayaks to raft in and my kids took them the 2nd and 3rd runs. My daughter did a 360 and capsized lol. Poor thing. My guide said someone went for a swim and I said probably mine and I was right.
Then we went on a nature lake tour. It was beautiful but friggin cold on the way back. We saw eagles, loons, osprey, ducks, a beaver and a couple other birds.
Then I came back and hit the hot tub. Both my kids ditched me so I got lonely and came in.
My son has glass stuck in hit foot that we can’t get out. May hit the walk in before the park tomorrow. It’s his downhill mountain biking day. I don’t want him to miss it.
Now the kids are finally eating and I’m laying in bed. Good day. Miss my husband and dogs though.

Well I went to band this morning...not feeling good mentally. Band leader picked up on it very quickly. We talked a bit and I told him what was going on, he said it sounds like a mix of excessive worry and not rooted in reality. I feel it still is reality. He sent me home for the day and said to get some rest.

Good morning. Even on vacation I can’t sleep! So tired.
Going to rain ALL day today. What a bummer. Oh well it’s not the end of the world. We’ll have fun anyway. Today is the first mountain park. Think we’ll skip the water slides.
So cute. I FaceTimed my dogs yesterday and they squealed and danced around. They were putting on a show. My husband said they’ve just been sitting at the side door watching the driveway
The last couple days have flown by. I wish I could afford to do more of this. But it cost me a couple grand just for this 4 days. The urge to book another night is strong though. Spend a full day sight seeing. There is so much to see and explore here. We are surrounded by national forests. I drove back 65 miles at 40 mph last hour watching for friggin moose. There are no street lights here so it’s dark, there’s forest and streams on both sides of the road, and “break for moose” signs. That would be how I saw one after all these days. Right before I suffer a violent death lol. It was a long ride.
Today I’m only traveling about 5 minutes to the mountain base. Then when we leave it’s about 60 miles to the next hotel.
Then 1 more park and home. We’re going zip lining between two mountains. Gets to speeds of 65 mph. I’m a nervous nelly but I’m excited too.

Little freaked out this morning. I live close to a horse racetrack and this morning (before 6am) I had the window open and could hear announcements on the track loud speaker.

I don’t know if it was real or not. Why would there be announcements at 6am? It doesn’t make sense for it to be real.

Happy Birthday Angelique

Ugh. Feeling pretty lazy today. Used the hot tub in the rain! It was cool. I almost fell asleep.
It’s freaking pouring and it’s only going to be 73. We’re going to be cold.
Last night after the rafting we ran to some local yocal store and bought sweats because we were soaked. I washed them last night so I guess we’ll wear them again after the park.

Morning

My dad woke me up prematurely and im oh so very sleepy