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Old Sep 28, 2018, 03:40 PM
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I forgot to mention I finally got my psych report back from when I saw the psych in July.

Basically their diagnosis says:

- Bipolar type II (in remission)
- Schizophrenia-type not otherwise specific psychotic disorder
- Eating disorder not otherwise specific (in remission)
- Borderline personality traits

My doctor said basically anyone who self harms gets the borderline personality trait line.
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Old Sep 28, 2018, 03:40 PM
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Fck life right now

Fcking hate that i dont have friends. 2 but one is now ignoring me.

He says i have options. I said “what are my options tho?” He never said but idk

Just fckin hate life. I hit an all time amazing high in my life and now its going down little by little.

I probably only have 1 friend now. For reasons that arent my fault.
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Old Sep 28, 2018, 03:56 PM
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Wow your not on any meds ? How is it? Any residual effects?
I'm not in good shape, it's why I'm back in partial hospital stuff.

It was ok for a while but went downhill
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Old Sep 28, 2018, 03:59 PM
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Im sorry im a downer today
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Old Sep 28, 2018, 04:14 PM
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Hello?....
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Old Sep 28, 2018, 04:19 PM
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First week of PHP done.

I'm still kinda shocked, still foggy, talked some today but not much.
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Old Sep 28, 2018, 04:25 PM
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Tuesday is going to be the best day of my life Roll Call 135 I get to go grocery shopping!
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Old Sep 28, 2018, 04:56 PM
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I'm not in good shape, it's why I'm back in partial hospital stuff.


It was ok for a while but went downhill


sorry to hear falcon. I hope the partial is helpful for you
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Old Sep 28, 2018, 06:31 PM
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Trying to read but feeling agitated
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Old Sep 28, 2018, 06:55 PM
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I'm pissed at my doctors office.
In good news i resolved my wife's eye dr bill. The billing departing person was a huge b××××, but the insurance person was very reasonable, and that place should shoe a zero balance on Mon.
Some day I'm gonna have to resolve all 18 million of them. But not today, nope.
I always feel like everyone at work is mad at me. Some of the items have been talking, but they're neutral or nice, so that's okay, but it seems to pump up the everyone's against me idea.
I try to just remind myself its far more likely no one gives a s××× about me.
My cat just sat on my lap.
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Old Sep 28, 2018, 07:18 PM
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First week of PHP done.

I'm still kinda shocked, still foggy, talked some today but not much.
How long will you have PHP?
Its nice you were able to talk today.
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Old Sep 28, 2018, 07:21 PM
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I feel better right now
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Old Sep 28, 2018, 07:30 PM
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Old Sep 28, 2018, 07:35 PM
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Talking to my friends. I let everything out on Door2015 and FR about this past week. Talking to people helps me a lot, especially my close friends. Roll Call 135
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Old Sep 28, 2018, 07:39 PM
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Talking to my friends. I let everything out on Door2015 and FR about this past week. Talking to people helps me a lot, especially my close friends. Roll Call 135
Well there's 2 friends right there, maybe not as lacking as you thought!
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Old Sep 28, 2018, 07:40 PM
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Well there's 2 friends right there, maybe not as lacking as you thought!


Thats true!!!!

But i wonder if i lost my other friend. She has been ignoring me.
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Old Sep 28, 2018, 07:41 PM
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FR is a really really good friend. We have skyped a few times past few months and talked on messenger.

I really value her.
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Old Sep 28, 2018, 08:02 PM
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I feel better now, I played Harry Potter Lego on my xbox for an hour and a half, trying to not be too reliant on the Klonopin
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Old Sep 28, 2018, 08:05 PM
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Took my meds

Played a little bit of Jeopardy: World Tour on my iphone. Sucked tonight.

They have a thing going where if you have a really high score you can get your name and pic on the real jeopardy show.
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I went out for dinner with my mom and sister. I had a coupon for a free appetizer. We ended up ordering five appetizers and shared them all and that was our whole meal.
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I went out for dinner with my mom and sister. I had a coupon for a free appetizer. We ended up ordering five appetizers and shared them all and that was our whole meal.
That sounds like a good idea what did you guys have?
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I won another book on Goodreads, this one was an E-Book so it went straight to my Kindle. Still waiting for that Advance Reader Copy of The Binding by Bridget Collins to come in the mail, it could take 4 to 6 weeks
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That sounds like a good idea what did you guys have?


Chips with honey dill dipping sauce, four cheese spinach dip with nacho chips, bacon cheese bbq potato skins, smoked wings, and bbq chicken lettuce wraps.

And margaritas were on special so we got them too except for my mom just got water.
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I feel better now, I played Harry Potter Lego on my xbox for an hour and a half, trying to not be too reliant on the Klonopin
Same I'm trying not to be too reliant on Ativan. I guess I'll only take it when the subconscious anxiety about my heart eats me alive and I get a panic attack.

I'm not going to take it for generalized anxiety.. It helps to have the Ativans available to me and then I can just focus on ignoring.
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Chips with honey dill dipping sauce, four cheese spinach dip with nacho chips, bacon cheese bbq potato skins, smoked wings, and bbq chicken lettuce wraps.

And margaritas were on special so we got them too except for my mom just got water.
That sounds great!
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