I can't fight three posting this any more

shh whisper your spamming now, go to bed

Phil Collins now

I remember this song



You need to stop finding these songs, whisper

Stop singing along to them and go to bed

I wish three and my own brain wasn't so hard on me

Trying to self soothe with disney music



Tigger and Willow are both in bed



I loved that film as a kid



And so there's more than the bad number of songs from disney in this post:





I dare anyone to *not* sing along to at least one of these

And another one to self soothe:



I should go to bed and join Tigger and Willow in bed but I can't get to sleep

Nearly 1.30am and I've not even tried to go to bed yet

too anxious to get some rest

Tigger tried to get me to follow her to bed and carry her to bed cause that's what she likes but she gave up cause I'm too restless and anxious to go to bed and it's just turned 1.30am according to my laptop

Trying to self soothe with a load of disney music and I know I should go to bed but I doubt I'll sleep tonight

Willow petal I know it's bed time in the carrier, meowmy can't sleep

I better try get some sleep, work tomorrow, I can hear Willow or Tigger (idk which girl) snore-purring now

snurrs?

puores?

idk???????

?????????

idk if I'm word salad ing now

I didn't settle until about 4am last night so at best I had 5 hours of sleep

Ebony, my sweetpea, I remember every time I started singing along to anything you used to give me a "What the hell is THAT NOISE?????" look and you used to run and hide from the awful noise of my singing

What wouldn't I give to have you running for the hills from my singing again like you used to

Me putting youtube on again this morning reminded me when I started singing along again

Willow and Tigger are not bothered by my singing (aka making That Awful Noise) Family members think I can sing in tune but I believed you, sweetpea, above them any day of the week

I know I'm polluting the forum

shh spammy whisper

i am so cold

this house feels like a freezer

Couple more songs before I go out to work:



I loved these as a teenager



There's another one as well but I can't remember the title and I need to head to work

I remember I got introduced to this band in the immediate aftermath of losing my grandad I wanted another CD (Eminem) but my grandma couldn't get it so got the one with these songs on by a1 instead and I fell in love with these songs and one more by them. I'll find the other song after work and post it, not got time now

okay I managed to find it just now:



I need to get to work now.

whispershadow

I never understood this disney scene when I was little but I understand it now from taking Ebony *there* for the final time



My already broke heart broke even more finding this

It's fast approaching a year ago that you became so poorly, sweetpea, it still hurts so much

February you was taken ill and you was to and from the vet and then end of febuary you started having those fits/shakes and the vet tried to save you but that thing had likely reached your brain according to the vet

I wish I could of swapped places with you, you never deserved it to end like that you deserved to be tucked up in your lovely warm bed, not lying on a blanket at the vet - or worse - lying on the streets like you very nearly did - you could of gave up out there but you tried every single day and I just hope I did enough to help you, my sweetpea

You never deserved what those scumbags did to you when you was trying to survive on the streets with your kittens, your only "crime" was wanting to survive and look after your kittens, most of them never made it and you yourself was nearly lost before you'd even found out what having one caring human there for you felt like

I'll always love you and I still miss you

Trying to self soothe with disney music again:

This scene that I put some of in my signature always breaks me



I keep imagining me as being Chance and Ebony being Shadow on Ebony's last day

Ebony sweetpea this is going to be us both together when we're together again forever, the part where Shadow makes it home



One day I'll see you again and I promise once we're reunited we'll never be parted again

Whisper

Had a rough day, three's been a complete arse all day and it's not helped by the fact it was a quiet day so I didn't have much distraction from three's arsey comments

Annnnd I finished work finally ......... old girl (car) wouldn't start first time, then even after starting she took a bit of coaxing to get moving then she objected to going under the barrier to get out of work's car park (she hates that barrier for some reason, stalls under it every single time)

This has been my day: