three's forced me into posting this, please forgive me and don't hurt me

I managed to edit but it won't let me delete

I'm sorry please don't hurt me for this

[Yzen]

No need to be sorry. You get hugs from me.

[MickeyCheeky]

You're safe here, whispershadow. Please remember that. We all love you here. Sending many hugs to you

[Travelinglady]

Sweetie, who is three?

Originally Posted by Travelinglady

Sweetie, who is three?

three is the bad voice in my head

The only good whisper is a whisper who has shh'd

[seeker33]

Hugs Whispershadow

[SlumberKitty]

HUGS Whispershadow

three says everyone wants me to delete my account from the forum

i might do it this year cause that's what people want

[SlumberKitty]

I don't want you to delete your account from the forum! I like having you here on the forum! Don't listen to 3! HUGS Kit

[Yzen]

We need you on this forum. Don't think about deleting your account. I want to read what you say, but I always ignore three. You are the best.

[WishfulThinker66]

Is there something that talks 3 down? Can 4 or 5 help if you can find them? Please don't quit. You are worthwhile, good, and valuable here. You are important. If I could say anything to 3 it would be to stop being mean.

[seeker33]

I want you here too Whisper!

[Taylor27]

Please stay here we all care about you hugs We want you here and you are a valued member here on pc hugs

Three is the only voice in my head

My heart just broke even more if that's even possible for a broke heart to break even more

I got in from work and Willow had got hold of a bit of rubbish from the bin and she decided to "guard" it like poor sweetpea Ebony used to Ebony would grab rubbish then imitate Gollum from lord of the rings "Myyyyyy Preciousssssss" kinda thing), clamp her mouth round it and stop either me or Tigger taking it until she figured out it wasn't food (Ebony's history being what it was, I wasn't surprised that she used to do that a lot)

Willow is so like Ebony was, it hurts Willow had a better time of it than Ebony had, but it does feel like Willow is Ebony come back to me even though that can't of happened

Willow knew I was really bad last night, I just wanted three to sod off and leave me alone so I was hiding in bed and Willow came onto the bed and decided to lie down balancing herself on top of me, Ebony used to cuddle up and purr but Willow balances on the top of me while loudly purring as comfort for me

Tigger had tucked herself up near the end of the bed and was also trying to settle me as well, she knows I'm needing her tonight as well cause she keeps coming up next to the laptop to share kisses And Willow wants to make me laugh by taking one of the christmas toys "hostage" in the carrier

I had this song in my head today, haven't heard it for years but then had to look it up on youtube to get rid of the earworm

I remember long before all this happened, it was one of the songs and song artist groups I loved listening to, I so wish I could go back

Another one from same band:

Takes me back to my teenage years

Singing along to them now

I'm crying now

I need to stop looking for their songs on youtube

and steps

[SlumberKitty]

HUGS Whispershadow HUGS

"Everything is just the same but all I feel is hurt"

And deeper shade of blue

I remember listening to that one on repeat in my bedroom as a teenager, I really need to stop finding steps and s club 7 songs on youtube, I'm crying now

Managing to sing along to them though even though I cannot sing in tune

"but I'm still missing you, nothing's changed"

And another steps song and I should go to bed

I remember me and a few other kids at school used to make up alternative versions of this one just to take the mick of it, was the only steps song we all took the mick out of

Looks like I probably won't sleep much tonight

then three will decide to be a arse

This song breaks me every time