Roll Call 143

ofthevalley · Feb 04, 2019 at 01:56 PM

It’s 55 out! It feels like spring

tomorrow is supposed to be 58.
I’ve decided to ignore the dramatic drop in temp and impending snow later this week and just focus on the positive.
Went to see my guy. They crack me up. I’m so glad I know them.
I don’t have much to do but the kids will be home soon. I think my sons going skateboarding. Not sure about my daughter.

Angelique67 · Feb 04, 2019 at 02:07 PM

They said they charged the MVP. But either they did it wrong, or the batteries are rusted. They didn't charge the 30w istick. I hope they charge it and it works.

My bf hasn't ordered a new mod for me yet because the retailers online make you show proof of your age. And he's really set on being as anonymous as possible. If the 30w works after charging, I can wait a bit longer but it hasn't been working well in a few months now. I hope everything will go well and that I won't have to wait another week or more.

Desoxyn · Feb 04, 2019 at 02:07 PM

My heart went up to 136bpm in my sleep for 10 minutes and then went back down to 80bpm.

I was dreaming of an alien invasion. Rockets were exploding in the sky.

Angelique67 · Feb 04, 2019 at 02:17 PM

I was incredibly vulgar when I was asking how they had charged the MVP. Because they always think the charged battery should be drained to fill like a phone with a charge. I'm depressed. But I don't know why I was like that. Maybe just really pissed off.

Desoxyn · Feb 04, 2019 at 02:20 PM

Took an extra beta blocker because I'm going to drink a bunch of coffee with people

Angelique67 · Feb 04, 2019 at 02:20 PM

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Originally Posted by Desoxyn

My heart went up to 136bpm in my sleep for 10 minutes and then went back down to 80bpm.

I was dreaming of an alien invasion. Rockets were exploding in the sky.

Once I had a really cool dream that it was the end of the world, and I stood in my doorway watching. There were wonderful colors in the air and dinosaurs on the sidewalk.

Blue_Bird · Feb 04, 2019 at 02:30 PM

I was reading in a 2018 Ripley's Believe it or Not book that a 62 year old man, here in NY, was outside in the woods at night (2am) playing Pokemon Go and had to be rescued because he got stuck in mud up to his waist.....

SlumberKitty · Feb 04, 2019 at 03:23 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

I was reading in a 2018 Ripley's Believe it or Not book that a 62 year old man, here in NY, was outside in the woods at night (2am) playing Pokemon Go and had to be rescued because he got stuck in mud up to his waist.....

Wow....he must have really liked that game.

SlumberKitty · Feb 04, 2019 at 03:44 PM

Its been raining here for several days...weird for So CA and this morning there was a beautiful bright rainbow that was huge. The edges were really bright and you could really see the colors. It was magnificent. Kit

Blue_Bird · Feb 04, 2019 at 04:45 PM

I walked to the store a little while ago and back and my anxiety was horrible. I was practically panicking the whole time which is strange. I think it's because the weather's nice and there's a lot of people out, that's one other reason why I like cold weather, people stay inside lol

Angelique67 · Feb 04, 2019 at 04:45 PM

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Originally Posted by SlumberKitty

Its been raining here for several days...weird for So CA and this morning there was a beautiful bright rainbow that was huge. The edges were really bright and you could really see the colors. It was magnificent. Kit

I hope my sun catcher isn't ruined in my apartment. I made it at the hospital. Hang it in the sun and it produces rainbows!

newtus · Feb 04, 2019 at 04:45 PM

Bf said hes tired of dealing with my sadness and irritability.

newtus · Feb 04, 2019 at 05:06 PM

Im definitely depressed.

Ive been sleeping so much past 2-3 weeks. And having nightmares all this week. I havent even worked. I havent done anything or much of anything.

SlumberKitty · Feb 04, 2019 at 05:07 PM

HUGS Newtus

newtus · Feb 04, 2019 at 05:17 PM

I just sent an email to my job counselor about them getting me a therapist in my area. I hope they can. Idk if im too far out now but i hope

.

They tried to get me one before but those therapists never answered my call. Or never called me back.

Angelique67 · Feb 04, 2019 at 05:25 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

I just sent an email to my job counselor about them getting me a therapist in my area. I hope they can. Idk if im too far out now but i hope

.

They tried to get me one before but those therapists never answered my call. Or never called me back.

I hope you can get a good therapist.

Desoxyn · Feb 04, 2019 at 05:31 PM

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Originally Posted by Desoxyn

Took an extra beta blocker because I'm going to drink a bunch of coffee with people

Bad idea. Drank too much coffee.

I'm a fool

SlumberKitty · Feb 04, 2019 at 05:45 PM

Newtus, I hope you can find a good T for you. It's hard but it can be helpful. Kit

newtus · Feb 04, 2019 at 06:11 PM

Just won this in my apartment complex’s raffle!!!!

Desoxyn · Feb 04, 2019 at 06:23 PM

I'm having bad poverty of thought lately

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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,988 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,912 hugs given	Feb 04, 2019 at 02:07 PM #223 My heart went up to 136bpm in my sleep for 10 minutes and then went back down to 80bpm. I was dreaming of an alien invasion. Rockets were exploding in the sky.

Angelique67 Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2014 Location: USA Posts: 22,115 (SuperPoster!) 9	Feb 04, 2019 at 02:17 PM #224 I was incredibly vulgar when I was asking how they had charged the MVP. Because they always think the charged battery should be drained to fill like a phone with a charge. I'm depressed. But I don't know why I was like that. Maybe just really pissed off.

Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,988 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,912 hugs given	Feb 04, 2019 at 02:20 PM #225 Took an extra beta blocker because I'm going to drink a bunch of coffee with people

SlumberKitty Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jul 2018 Location: CA Posts: 27,329 (SuperPoster!) 5 117.7k hugs given	Feb 04, 2019 at 03:44 PM #229 Its been raining here for several days...weird for So CA and this morning there was a beautiful bright rainbow that was huge. The edges were really bright and you could really see the colors. It was magnificent. Kit __________________ Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA

newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Feb 04, 2019 at 04:45 PM #232 Bf said hes tired of dealing with my sadness and irritability. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII

SlumberKitty Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jul 2018 Location: CA Posts: 27,329 (SuperPoster!) 5 117.7k hugs given	Feb 04, 2019 at 05:07 PM #234 HUGS Newtus __________________ Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA

SlumberKitty Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jul 2018 Location: CA Posts: 27,329 (SuperPoster!) 5 117.7k hugs given	Feb 04, 2019 at 05:45 PM #238 Newtus, I hope you can find a good T for you. It's hard but it can be helpful. Kit __________________ Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA

newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Feb 04, 2019 at 06:11 PM #239 Just won this in my apartment complex’s raffle!!!! __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII

Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,988 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,912 hugs given	Feb 04, 2019 at 06:23 PM #240 I'm having bad poverty of thought lately