Roll Call 145

Last one reached 100 pages so welcome to Roll call 145!

Thanks blue bird!

Thank you bb!!!!!!!

Thanks Blue Bird

Thanks Blue_Bird

my ***** *** mom stole my charger and left my phone uncharged. so i stole it back and now i'm charging my phone.

My sister brought me a ton of quarters so I can do laundry, and a new battery for my Fitbit Zip

Welp, I finally caved in and designed a more functional cover so that people can read my name, the book title, and the back cover with out squinting. The binding and the back cover are now black, and I used a design that has a darkened strip that's translucent so the image can be seen and the title page is too. It was the only way to make it clear. It's good.

I’ve been having intrusive thoughts on and off. Been more off than on lately but it was bad last week and before. I should tell my doctor when I see him on Thursday.

Im back home. My mom took me out shopping.

I feel better. Its weird. I feel better...

My frontal lobe hurts again. Some people scare the **** out of me. This world can be dangerous and I don’t feel safe. That moment when you want to ask for help but you can’t because if you do you’ll hate yourself for whining over silly things. Feels like I need to move but I can’t, I’m frozen in confusion.

I think they cut some of my food stamps benefits. they gave me half my march benefits on feb 22 and the other half on the 16th... but i only got 40 dollars. i should of gotten around 80 dollars.

I thought erti and 12am were the same person for a min

Fixed

I was feeling real good

And then the new jeans i bought dont fit.

They fit everywhere but over my stomach.

i fit into a size 14 jeans. you're probably about my size. have you tried size 14s?

Its not the actual jean. They fit on my legs but the band isnt stretchy. And my stomach sticks out way too much.

I wear size 17/18 in jeans.

oh wow. my stomach sticks out too. but i fit into smaller jeans because I don't have a butt. however the jeans i'm wearing now are stretchy but i can fit into regular jeans too. have you tried maternity clothes? they are usually bigger around the stomach and some can be pretty stylish. at one point when i was 240 pounds my mom suggest to me to wear maternity clothes. however... i refused. there's no shame in it... just i'm not pregnant.

I'm getting all kinds of ideas watching funny videos of The Sims gameplay

My butt is so big!!!!!!

But maternity. Idk man.

Good morning!

It seems I'm back to being a morning person. I always was, but wasn't when my sleep was all screwed up the past year. I enjoy mornings, they're quiet and peaceful

I've never been a morning person but that seems to be here recently where my energy has been coming from.'

Aphrodite is talking to me i can hear her but i can't see her right now... the gods and goddess are among us.

Gonna take a nap at 4am and wake up at 6am.

Still want to stop my injection and all my meds so i can be normal

hugs.

I keep hearing bass kind of sounds and it's been driving me crazy. My perception seems to be screwed up because I can't tell if it's coming from inside my head or from cats and stuff outside or other things