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Grand Magnate
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Apr 19, 2019 at 05:34 PM
#721
Hallucinations out of nowhere tonight.
I'm on high doses of two antispychotics and I still get this ****, very infuriating |
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The Dopamine Flux
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Apr 19, 2019 at 05:36 PM
#722
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No. If i was skinnier maybe. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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Apr 19, 2019 at 06:13 PM
#723
So i was finally able to do a background check for this *FIFTH* delivery job i signed up for, delivering amazon packages. For amazon. They had temporarily closed down sign up. They do every so often. Reason i did this one is because people were saying its more guaranteed money. We will see. My BC should clear in a day or two.
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Apr 19, 2019 at 06:54 PM
#724
Happy Birthday SP!!!
    
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El Psy Congroo
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Location: UK
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Apr 19, 2019 at 07:09 PM
#725
Happy Birthday SP...
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The Dopamine Flux
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Apr 19, 2019 at 07:54 PM
#726
Bf just told me hes on probation. He didnt tell me hes on deferred probation for the paraphernalia charge he got.
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Apr 19, 2019 at 08:05 PM
#727
Phew...went well.
I was a nervous wreck but it was good. Love those girls 
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Apr 19, 2019 at 08:05 PM
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That’s unfortunate. How long is he on? __________________ Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety
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Metaphysic
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Location: The Netherlands
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Apr 19, 2019 at 08:38 PM
#729
Pffff "paraphernalia charge"
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Apr 19, 2019 at 09:12 PM
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Just until he takes a drug education class. Its unsupervised deferred probation. To be clear, i know he got in trouble. But i guess I misunderstood. I was under the impression that onces he pays the fine, its over with. Apparently, if he just paid the fine it’d still be on his record. So he needs to attend a drug education class to get it expunged for free. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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Apr 19, 2019 at 09:25 PM
#731
I’m almost done with my Easter baskets. Need something else for my daughter but otherwise they are done.
The kids baskets are trash baskets for their room. The basket one is for my sons gf.   
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The Dopamine Flux
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Apr 19, 2019 at 09:26 PM
#732
Youre so sweet valley!
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Apr 19, 2019 at 09:59 PM
#733
So I had a nice couple hours.
Most I’ve spent with my youngest niece in years. It literally breaks my heart that I wasn’t mentally capable of taking her when **** went south with her mother. I ache for the relationship we should have. I think at this point it would just be too much upheaval. The people that have custody of her love her like their own. She’s lived there since she was 2 or 3. She’s unhappy there because they are old school older people...60s. And they try to keep her away from her brothers and sister. Part of me doesn’t blame them for wanting to shelter her from what their lives are like but the other parts just thinks...they are siblings for Christ’s sake. They need each other...no dads...whatever you want to call their mother. They need something ya know. As it is we barely know each other. The kids don’t really feel comfortable around her. Totally sucks to have such a dysfunctional family. Just makes me hate their mother even more. Sad 
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Apr 19, 2019 at 11:08 PM
#734
Retail therapy.
Got this  And these...I don’t know if the colors will match but I REALLY want the shoes and saying I have to have them for the wedding will work  If they don’t match I’ll look for different ones
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Metaphysic
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Apr 19, 2019 at 11:10 PM
#735
Why am I so lonely.. I miss happiness..
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Metaphysic
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Apr 19, 2019 at 11:23 PM
#736
Why can't I just do the right things.. I have to wonder through the abyss to find content.. this ****ing antipsychotic could be making me numb.. all the colours turn black and grey in my mind.. black and white dreams.. I am still childlike after tripping.. world unknown to me.. hopefully one day I'll grow up.. be more responsible.. suicidal thoughts happen sometimes.. the future is going to be a mess.. heroin addiction.. no jk but idk.. I am lost.. I said to myself in the past, "I don't need to find me. I know who I am" but all that has happened, I don't know.. I was manipulated.. in the middle of no where.. people didn't seem like they were for me.. If only I knew what I know now.. I could see much more and gain perspective.. But the way I grow is so slow.. the soldiers said they don't hate me as a person but what product of society I have become.. like they are better than me.. they're not.. we're all the same.. possessed by demons that we have to tame..
The spirits will guide us through hard times. But they are dead. I seek what I don't know.. I like to keep my options open.. but for how long? When can I allow myself to feel happily trapped? Psychosis.. panic.. depression.. dying.. we're all dying and find ways to distract ourselves to see the light.. but we all know darkness follows behind us.. our shadows.. |
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Metaphysic
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Apr 20, 2019 at 01:10 AM
#737
Lol my cat can't have anymore catnip... She gets hyper and meows like crazy and rolls around..
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Apr 20, 2019 at 08:48 AM
#738
Finally got some rest, was able to sleep straight through the night!
__________________ R.I.P mom  8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Apr 20, 2019 at 09:25 AM
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__________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Apr 20, 2019 at 11:41 AM
#740
Have a horrible headache
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