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newtus · May 30, 2019 at 12:54 PM

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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

Brain zaps? Did you miss an AD?

Yea I think its brain saps. I told yall last night I've been severely missing my ad. Started out as missing 1-2 days every so often. Now it's like everyday I miss it.

newtus · May 30, 2019 at 01:24 PM

I just called about the job interview to follow up. They said they dont know yet; haven't heard anything from management about me.

It's kinda tiring. But oh well.

SlumberKitty · May 30, 2019 at 01:45 PM

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Originally Posted by Day Tripper

My cat has cancer

So sorry Day Tripper

SlumberKitty · May 30, 2019 at 01:47 PM

Hey guys. How's it going? Things are okay here. I've gotten like a jillion phone calls this morning at work, which is abnormal. Lots of stuff to do with the possible buy out. I'm trying to be as helpful as I can. Having lots of anxiety today. Trying to be chill and calm but not succeeding. HUGS. Kit

newtus · May 30, 2019 at 01:51 PM

I feel like shyt. I really dont know how I got myself in this mess of forgetting my meds.

And idk about the alcohol. I went and bought some more. Even pulled out an extra 1.47 in change cuz I only had 5 bucks in ones. But I just dont know anymore. I'm tempted.

newtus · May 30, 2019 at 03:10 PM

Here comes the depression

newtus · May 30, 2019 at 03:57 PM

I'm gonna work on my list of things to do

newtus · May 30, 2019 at 04:00 PM

Never mind I give up

Sometimes psychotic · May 30, 2019 at 04:02 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

Never mind I give up

It’s only gonna get worse if you give up now....

newtus · May 30, 2019 at 04:05 PM

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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

It’s only gonna get worse if you give up now....

I give up on writing anything. I'm just tired. Of everything. I need to start taking my weight seriously but I just idk. I dont wanna go for a walk I just dont. I dont really wanna do anything.

SlumberKitty · May 30, 2019 at 04:11 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

I give up on writing anything. I'm just tired. Of everything. I need to start taking my weight seriously but I just idk. I dont wanna go for a walk I just dont. I dont really wanna do anything.

I struggle with not wanting to do anything also @newtus Usually I just push myself to do it. I don't always feel better having done it, but I feel better that I did it. Does that make sense? HUGS Kit

newtus · May 30, 2019 at 04:19 PM

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Originally Posted by SlumberKitty

I struggle with not wanting to do anything also @newtus Usually I just push myself to do it. I don't always feel better having done it, but I feel better that I did it. Does that make sense? HUGS Kit

Yes it does. Maybe I just need to do something..

I'm gonna sit here for 5 or so min. Then maybe I will do something.

newtus · May 30, 2019 at 04:54 PM

I took my dog for a walk

Sometimes psychotic · May 30, 2019 at 04:56 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

I give up on writing anything. I'm just tired. Of everything. I need to start taking my weight seriously but I just idk. I dont wanna go for a walk I just dont. I dont really wanna do anything.

The less you do the more depressed you’ll get....eventually it will be beyond help....what I’m saying is act now before it gets worse.

Sometimes psychotic · May 30, 2019 at 04:58 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

I took my dog for a walk

That’s good.....

newtus · May 30, 2019 at 05:02 PM

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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

The less you do the more depressed you’ll get....eventually it will be beyond help....what I’m saying is act now before it gets worse.

Yea I took fiances dog for a walk on a whim. I did it before I backed out.

Idk why I'm always depressed. Or maybe I know and am in denial. I know for a fact fiances unwillingness to spend time with me breaks my heart to the core. I have to beg him to do anything with me.

newtus · May 30, 2019 at 05:03 PM

I feel like fiance just tells me to not be dependent on him so he wont have to do anything with me. I know for a fact this wasn't the life I thought I was getting into and isn't exactly what i wanted. But i know if I ever leave him I wont find someone else better.

Sometimes psychotic · May 30, 2019 at 05:17 PM

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I feel like fiance just tells me to not be dependent on him so he wont have to do anything with me. I know for a fact this wasn't the life I thought I was getting into and isn't exactly what i wanted. But i know if I ever leave him I wont find someone else better.

That’s all or nothing thinking....I’m sure he loves you and wants to spend time with you on occasion, just not 100% of the time. You need outside interests and other people to support you.

Desoxyn · May 30, 2019 at 05:22 PM

I read a meme.. I forget what it said.. I was gonna send it to newtus..

It said something like..

Stick with it through the non love times.. that's the best thing you can do.. it's not always like in the movies.. this life.. The apathy is love..

I butchered it but yknow what i mean.. i think..

Desoxyn · May 30, 2019 at 05:23 PM

I wanna get high and a little ****ed up :/ I can get by with a little bad luck :/

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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	May 30, 2019 at 01:24 PM #502 I just called about the job interview to follow up. They said they dont know yet; haven't heard anything from management about me. It's kinda tiring. But oh well. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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SlumberKitty Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jul 2018 Location: CA Posts: 27,329 (SuperPoster!) 5 117.7k hugs given	May 30, 2019 at 01:47 PM #504 Hey guys. How's it going? Things are okay here. I've gotten like a jillion phone calls this morning at work, which is abnormal. Lots of stuff to do with the possible buy out. I'm trying to be as helpful as I can. Having lots of anxiety today. Trying to be chill and calm but not succeeding. HUGS. Kit __________________ Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	May 30, 2019 at 03:10 PM #506 Here comes the depression __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	May 30, 2019 at 03:57 PM #507 I'm gonna work on my list of things to do __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	May 30, 2019 at 04:00 PM #508 Never mind I give up __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	May 30, 2019 at 04:54 PM #513 I took my dog for a walk __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,996 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,917 hugs given	May 30, 2019 at 05:22 PM #519 I read a meme.. I forget what it said.. I was gonna send it to newtus.. It said something like.. Stick with it through the non love times.. that's the best thing you can do.. it's not always like in the movies.. this life.. The apathy is love.. I butchered it but yknow what i mean.. i think..
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,996 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,917 hugs given	May 30, 2019 at 05:23 PM #520 I wanna get high and a little ****ed up :/ I can get by with a little bad luck :/
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