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Grand Magnate
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Jun 06, 2019 at 01:05 PM
#741
Might take a short nap. About one hour until I leave for pdocs appointment
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Jun 06, 2019 at 01:06 PM
#742
They took my robe and a sweater. If it's in the laundry it better come back tomorrow. God I just can't feel well. I'm exhausted. Have to nap.
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Jun 06, 2019 at 02:00 PM
#743
Have a really bad headache
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Jun 06, 2019 at 05:11 PM
#744
What's everyone up to ?
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Jun 06, 2019 at 05:21 PM
#745
I hate this ****ing apartment, the ceiling is dripping again, I can't wait to get the hell out of here and into that new place when there's an opening , I hate the whole place, the management, everything. This new manager who ust started here sent me a notice saying I never paid the $250 pet deposit fee, which I paid in person to the previous manager almost 2 years ago, the one who kept screwing up my rent even though I turned it in on time every single month
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Jun 06, 2019 at 05:22 PM
#746
I'm so angry and stressed out
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Jun 06, 2019 at 05:35 PM
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I think I'm dying
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Jun 06, 2019 at 06:10 PM
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My brother is so up to date with current events that he surprises me. That's how I want to be. He says it drives him a bit crazy.
But that's what I want. To be slightly crazy. I hate my injection. My injection kills what makes me, ME. The insanity of information. Can I not handle all the information while on a lower dose of a antipsychotic? We'll have to find out when I see my psychiatrist in July. If she doesnt lower it, I'm skipping it for a week or more. I can't help this type of thinking and be compliant. I really can't. I hate negative symptoms soooooo bad. I'm supposed to be speedy, tweaking and absorbing information that drives me a little crazy. So many people smoke weed and they are the best to converse with. I feel like a complete zombie most of the time. It's not fair. I know the hell that is happening in the world and I accept that humanity will end and ww3 will start soon. I just want to know about it. The injection makes me uninterested in everything. A lot of people lose their minds slightly every once and a while. I just need to learn not to go off the deep end and make sure to not kill anyone or myself. I feel like I'm missing out on life with these antipsychotic "meds". Have you ever taken too much antipsychotic before? How do you feel. Horrible, right? You feel sedated and your thoughts are almost non existent and you're THINKING LESS. I shouldn't be complaining so much that I'm doing well. But I'm not doing well in terms of the moral dynamics of psychosis psychiatry. Its apart of the illness to believe this. It's apart of psychosis to believe you're not sick but maybe I'm an exception and I'm really not even though it could be the injection masking it because it might not be. Everything is possible. *Rant over..* |
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Jun 06, 2019 at 06:12 PM
#749
God someone is gonna get mad at me for saying that.. but idc..
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Jun 06, 2019 at 06:16 PM
#750
I'm eating heart shaped pasta for dinner.
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Jun 06, 2019 at 06:18 PM
#751
I used to feel like that somewhat when I was on the Invega. but I've been doing a lot better with the vraylar and seroquel , oddly enough I've been doing even better with motivation when the seroquel was increased to 600. Kind of expected the opposite
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Jun 06, 2019 at 06:20 PM
#752
I'm excited about things in life again and have goals
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Jun 06, 2019 at 06:22 PM
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Jun 06, 2019 at 06:23 PM
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Jun 06, 2019 at 06:24 PM
#755
How are things going wth the Geodon newtus?
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Jun 06, 2019 at 06:26 PM
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Jun 06, 2019 at 06:27 PM
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Jun 06, 2019 at 07:40 PM
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Jun 06, 2019 at 07:42 PM
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Jun 06, 2019 at 07:42 PM
#760
My pdoc appointment today went well. No med changes, I see him again in two months.
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