Roll Call 152

Angelique67 · Aug 21, 2019 at 06:57 PM

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Did you lower your meds?

I just saw your answer. Yes, I agree with SP and Kit, you need to tell the pdoc asap.

It will be ok.

Angelique67 · Aug 21, 2019 at 07:03 PM

I love the little mango aio I got in June from the local vape shop. I have to get more. It's horrible when in the winter they won't take us outside to vape. It's semi safe to take the little aio into the bathroom for a minute.

I wish I could go stay with my mother to take care of her. But maybe there's some karmic reason I can't.

Angelique67 · Aug 21, 2019 at 07:07 PM

But I don't know if the aio has any nicotine. Definitely need to get some with decent nic.

newtus · Aug 21, 2019 at 07:08 PM

I'm really scared.

I dont have anymore geodon. Only for tonight and tomorrow morning. Im gonna need to goto my doctor during my lunch break because my hours this week is exactly when my doctor is open.

I'm gonna ask them for emergency geodon.

Long story short: there was a mess up with my pharmacy.

newtus · Aug 21, 2019 at 07:11 PM

I'm fckn shaking, I'm so scared.

I was shaking earlier at work too. I get shaky near the end of the day. I think its cuz it wears my brain out by 3pm and I feel anxiety and stuff and I start getting paranoid.

Sometimes psychotic · Aug 21, 2019 at 07:37 PM

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I'm fckn shaking, I'm so scared.

I was shaking earlier at work too. I get shaky near the end of the day. I think its cuz it wears my brain out by 3pm and I feel anxiety and stuff and I start getting paranoid.

What have you eaten today?

newtus · Aug 21, 2019 at 07:38 PM

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What have you eaten today?

Just had coffee in the morning and half a bag of a big bag of chips tonight. I didnt have time or money today to eat lunch. No time to go home to eat and no money to eat from a place nearby.

newtus · Aug 21, 2019 at 07:45 PM

I feel like I'm about to breakdown right now. I'm scared about my meds and I'm tired from today.

newtus · Aug 21, 2019 at 07:46 PM

I got tired today and said it out loud and the guy in the room said, "you cant be tired in the mental health field".

Sometimes psychotic · Aug 21, 2019 at 07:50 PM

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Just had coffee in the morning and half a bag of a big bag of chips tonight. I didnt have time or money today to eat lunch. No time to go home to eat and no money to eat from a place nearby.

You need to pack a real lunch like a sandwich

Sometimes psychotic · Aug 21, 2019 at 07:51 PM

Talked to my mom she’s doing ok....she said she had to make a follow up appointment for a week from now to figure out what’s next.

newtus · Aug 21, 2019 at 08:27 PM

I texted all my friends. No reply. All of them. Like an hour ago.

newtus · Aug 21, 2019 at 09:20 PM

I took my anxiety med. I feel much better and relaxed now. Thank god for that 400mg gabapentin!!! I just took my night meds and I am heading to bed in 30 min to an hour.

newtus · Aug 21, 2019 at 09:27 PM

I love the show Catfish. I think I may be dealing with a catfish of my own.

Sometimes psychotic · Aug 21, 2019 at 09:30 PM

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I love the show Catfish. I think I may be dealing with a catfish of my own.

How so???

newtus · Aug 21, 2019 at 09:33 PM

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How so???

I met this girl on reddit like so many months ago. She has a snapchat I follow. She shows herself on there and her kids/husband. But she offered awhile back to talk on the phone. I asked her maybe 1 week ago or 2. She said she was on the phone with her aunt and would be off soon. I waited 2 hours and then I just said whatever in my mind, and went to bed. She said she was sorry. I asked her again today and she never responded. It was a couple of hours ago. She always usually responds kinda quick. So idk.

Sometimes psychotic · Aug 21, 2019 at 09:38 PM

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I met this girl on reddit like so many months ago. She has a snapchat I follow. She shows herself on there and her kids/husband. But she offered awhile back to talk on the phone. I asked her maybe 1 week ago or 2. She said she was on the phone with her aunt and would be off soon. I waited 2 hours and then I just said whatever in my mind, and went to bed. She said she was sorry. I asked her again today and she never responded. It was a couple of hours ago. She always usually responds kinda quick. So idk.

I see......

newtus · Aug 21, 2019 at 09:54 PM

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I see......

What??? You see?

Desoxyn · Aug 21, 2019 at 10:00 PM

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What??? You see?

That post made me blind and scrambled my brains

I don't see!

Desoxyn · Aug 21, 2019 at 10:06 PM

I have so much stress. I took a lorazepam and an alprazolam cuz I took too much caffeine today. I put 50mg CBD in a capsule and swallowed it.

I'm gonna wake up tomorrow at 8am.

Brought 3 years worth of pay stubs to my disability worker. I'm supposed to report my work income every month. I haven't even paid my taxes yet so I'll probably get audited or something.

I didn't want to get out of bed this morning cuz I know the day is just boring. I don't want to do anything. My mind is too numb. I wish I was in the perfect state of mind but I'm not. I don't know what to do.

Maybe I'm getting depressed again. I don't see the worth in anything. Everything is so slow.

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Angelique67 Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2014 Location: USA Posts: 22,122 (SuperPoster!) 9	Aug 21, 2019 at 07:03 PM #522 I love the little mango aio I got in June from the local vape shop. I have to get more. It's horrible when in the winter they won't take us outside to vape. It's semi safe to take the little aio into the bathroom for a minute. I wish I could go stay with my mother to take care of her. But maybe there's some karmic reason I can't.
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Angelique67 Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2014 Location: USA Posts: 22,122 (SuperPoster!) 9	Aug 21, 2019 at 07:07 PM #523 But I don't know if the aio has any nicotine. Definitely need to get some with decent nic.
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Aug 21, 2019 at 07:45 PM #528 I feel like I'm about to breakdown right now. I'm scared about my meds and I'm tired from today. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Aug 21, 2019 at 07:46 PM #529 I got tired today and said it out loud and the guy in the room said, "you cant be tired in the mental health field". __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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Sometimes psychotic Legendary Wise Elder Member Since May 2013 Location: Chicago Posts: 26,410 (SuperPoster!) 11 22.8k hugs given	Aug 21, 2019 at 07:51 PM #531 Talked to my mom she’s doing ok....she said she had to make a follow up appointment for a week from now to figure out what’s next. __________________ Hugs!
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Aug 21, 2019 at 08:27 PM #532 I texted all my friends. No reply. All of them. Like an hour ago. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Aug 21, 2019 at 09:27 PM #534 I love the show Catfish. I think I may be dealing with a catfish of my own. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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