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Blue_Bird · Aug 25, 2019 at 07:13 AM

Good morning, my friend is coming over later

Blue_Bird · Aug 25, 2019 at 08:45 AM

Finished reading the book and took a long walk

Hummingbird1950 · Aug 25, 2019 at 09:29 AM

Desoxyn ~ When I quit smoking I had to use these remedies as I would chew the nicotine gum beyond the allowable limit, so my doctor refused to refill the presc. for me.

This is what I did: brushed my teeth with very cold water, when I felt the urge to smoke, I got up and changed what I was doing, chewed regular gum, drank icy cold drinks. There were other products I used, but would be prohibited from mentioning them here. Eventually the cravings went away, but it took several months. Hang in there, you are going thru alot right now with all the physical symptoms of withdrawals. One thing at a time.

Birdie

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"Cognitive fatigue is most commonly induced under the influence of moderate dosages of antipsychotic compounds, such as quetiapine, haloperidol, and risperidone. However, it can also occur during the withdrawal symptoms of many depressants, and during the offset of many stimulants."

Ok so antipsychotics, withdrawal from gaba depressant and vyvanse wearing off.. I have all three things. No wonder I keep moving around and can't sit still or focus and pay attention. God forbid I try to watch something on Netflix. Cant do that..

And I took my last nicotine gum today. I'm not going to use nicotine anymore but I'm craving.

Im a mess.

newtus · Aug 25, 2019 at 10:07 AM

Morning

I think I may need to stop drinking coffee. I drank half a cup and I feel pretty anxious. So I took half a gabapentin. I think it's this geodon. Ever since I started geodon I cant seem to drink coffee anymore. Or alcohol either.

childofchaos831 · Aug 25, 2019 at 10:14 AM

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Morning

I think I may need to stop drinking coffee. I drank half a cup and I feel pretty anxious. So I took half a gabapentin. I think it's this geodon. Ever since I started geodon I cant seem to drink coffee anymore. Or alcohol either.

I would just have to die if I couldn't drink caffeine anymore...

newtus · Aug 25, 2019 at 10:30 AM

I forgot I had decaf. Lol. Maybe I will make that tomorrow.

newtus · Aug 25, 2019 at 11:38 AM

I'm shaking/tremoring.

I'm nervous today idk why. I feel like butterflies in my stomach. It started when I drank half a cup of coffee. My hands are shaking.

Desoxyn · Aug 25, 2019 at 01:11 PM

Yeah weird that I'm not able to drink alcohol anymore because of my invega injection I think. Like I'm not physically able to have more than 2-3 drinks.

I used to abuse the hell out of alcohol when I was 18 on the abilify injection.

Findingreason · Aug 25, 2019 at 01:26 PM

I broke down in a corner and they wouldn't stop screaming for me. They said I would die if I didn't go to my room then they called me out. I started crying and two nurses showed as well a couple patients. They gave me some medication and I’m feeling better but still shaky. That was scary, it was real...

newtus · Aug 25, 2019 at 01:28 PM

I feel better now. I guess the gabapentin worked. Everyone sang happy birthday to me and I got some presents. I will show u guys later on here and snap.

My birthday isnt til Tuesday but my mom is celebrating early for me. I will goto my dads on my actual birthday tho.

Blue_Bird · Aug 25, 2019 at 02:24 PM

Had a great time with my friend

newtus · Aug 25, 2019 at 03:47 PM

Some stuff my mom got me for my bday. Minus the shopping spree she took me on today at target. Roll Call 152

Hummingbird1950 · Aug 25, 2019 at 03:52 PM

Irritable, but here.

Desoxyn · Aug 25, 2019 at 04:08 PM

I'm so irritable and agitated.

newtus · Aug 25, 2019 at 04:09 PM

Gonna buy some books for the kindle my mom got me for my bday, with the amazon card she gave me today!

newtus · Aug 25, 2019 at 05:25 PM

I havent been updating my blog at all. I just dont have time.

Blue_Bird · Aug 25, 2019 at 05:35 PM

Ready for bed, it's been a long day

newtus · Aug 25, 2019 at 05:41 PM

I just been thinking...

No one at my job really knows anything about me. Idk if that's good or bad. Part of me is really scared to open up, but part of me wants to be humble.

They dont know I have schizoaffective disorder. They talk to me all the time about people with schizophrenia they encounter on the job. They talk about them with amazement. Only my boss knows about it. And maybe HR. No one knows I write books and sell them. Etc so much more stuff.

Like I said I'm kinda scared to open up, but I also wanna be humble. I dont want to brag.

newtus · Aug 25, 2019 at 05:43 PM

Working at this place and hearing stories from my coworkers about all these people with schiz or other mental illnesses... I wonder if I'm truly schizoaffective. But then I home at the end of the day having hallucinations and dealing with paranoia and anxiety, from stress, and it reminds me I do.

newtus · Aug 25, 2019 at 05:47 PM

I'm starting to get major anxiety before work now. I got it thursday and friday morning. And right now too, for tomorrow.

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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,745 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.3k hugs given	Aug 25, 2019 at 07:13 AM #701 Good morning, my friend is coming over later __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,745 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.3k hugs given	Aug 25, 2019 at 08:45 AM #702 Finished reading the book and took a long walk __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Aug 25, 2019 at 10:30 AM #706 I forgot I had decaf. Lol. Maybe I will make that tomorrow. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Aug 25, 2019 at 11:38 AM #707 I'm shaking/tremoring. I'm nervous today idk why. I feel like butterflies in my stomach. It started when I drank half a cup of coffee. My hands are shaking. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,988 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,912 hugs given	Aug 25, 2019 at 01:11 PM #708 Yeah weird that I'm not able to drink alcohol anymore because of my invega injection I think. Like I'm not physically able to have more than 2-3 drinks. I used to abuse the hell out of alcohol when I was 18 on the abilify injection.
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Findingreason Resident Queer Girl Chat Moderator Member Since Dec 2016 Location: Finland Posts: 3,190 7 4,864 hugs given	Aug 25, 2019 at 01:26 PM #709 I broke down in a corner and they wouldn't stop screaming for me. They said I would die if I didn't go to my room then they called me out. I started crying and two nurses showed as well a couple patients. They gave me some medication and I’m feeling better but still shaky. That was scary, it was real...
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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,745 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.3k hugs given	Aug 25, 2019 at 02:24 PM #711 Had a great time with my friend __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Aug 25, 2019 at 03:47 PM #712 Some stuff my mom got me for my bday. Minus the shopping spree she took me on today at target. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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Hummingbird1950 Member Member Since May 2011 Location: Washington DC area Posts: 219 12 66 hugs given	Aug 25, 2019 at 03:52 PM #713 Irritable, but here.
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,988 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,912 hugs given	Aug 25, 2019 at 04:08 PM #714 I'm so irritable and agitated.
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Aug 25, 2019 at 04:09 PM #715 Gonna buy some books for the kindle my mom got me for my bday, with the amazon card she gave me today! __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Aug 25, 2019 at 05:25 PM #716 I havent been updating my blog at all. I just dont have time. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,745 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.3k hugs given	Aug 25, 2019 at 05:35 PM #717 Ready for bed, it's been a long day __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Aug 25, 2019 at 05:47 PM #720 I'm starting to get major anxiety before work now. I got it thursday and friday morning. And right now too, for tomorrow. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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