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#876
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I feel really rundown.
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
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#877
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I'm getting anxiety cuz I have 10 things to do tomorrow and my mom said she was feeling dizzy and my sister is in a dysphoric mania and having panic attacks.
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#878
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#879
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Morning
I tried hard to sleep in, but I still woke up before 8am.
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
#880
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I finally slept... 11 hrs. Woke up stuff as hell. Had to take a muscle relaxer.
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![]() Diagnoses: PTSD with Dissociative Symptoms, Borderline Personality Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Fibromyalgia and Chronic Pain |
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#881
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Went back to sleep and woke up to this from my fiance for my bday. Belated bday gift.
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
![]() Angelique67, Blue_Bird, SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic
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#882
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I went home for the weekend and stuff happened just before leaving the ward and I am paranoid and feel like I am being possessed again. Voices, walls breathing, smoke off skin. I don't feel like I am who I am. I don't feel like me. It's scarying me. Maybe I need to go back to the ward....
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#883
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Took me 4 hours to falls asleep last night cuz I have hyper awareness of the heart. It was hell sort of. Kept waking up. I should cut down on the energy drinks.
Gonna go mountain biking at noon =] |
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#884
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Couldn't sleep well last night. Kept waking up because of pain (princess period is visiting). So my sleep was all disrupted. I still managed to get up nearly on time but I don't feel as well today as I did yesterday, emotionally. I felt really okay yesterday and today I feel like I can barely keep my head above water. IDK why. Like nothing happened except the sleep thing.
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#885
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Hope you have a relaxing weekend Kit
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#886
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Done mountain biking. Might go for a run tomorrow.
But right now I'm literally procrastinating everything. WHY do I procrastinate so much? Is that ADD and schizophrenia? I'm telling my psychiatrist to put my invega injection back to every 3 weeks instead of 4 weeks. Idk if a benzo or olanzepine would work idk. Nothing works. I aways have like 20-30 tabs open on my browser because I get bored. When I want to read something, I bookmark it to read later but I NEVER read it :/ |
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#887
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Yall remember years ago when I said I had seen a woman strip naked and run into the street and then eventually stab a woman? That was in 2007. In my hometown.
I found out the woman that did that, she was murdered in 2015. They found her body in a dumpster in Dallas.
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
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#888
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#889
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I'm going to tell my psychiatrist about my procrastination of a million things and not focusing on one thing at a time. It's really making my life an absolute living hell. It's the main thing that is wrong with me right now.
I've been complaining about this and calling it negative symptoms but I have no idea what it is. Does anyone know? Quarter life crisis? |
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#890
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Scheduled my wisdom tooth surgery, it's gonna be this upcoming Tuesday at 9:30AM. Not looking forward to it, but I'm ready to get it over with.
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#891
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Feel really nauseous
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#892
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One of my meds was increased and I ended up sleeping like 15 hours. I haven't slept that long in years
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#893
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Good luck! Let us know how it goes!
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
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#894
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Wow I feel sad from the high dose cbd, 0.5mg benzo and low dose phenibut.
I just feel sad. Like I don't like my life. I don't want a house. I want to wander and do things, interacting with people and strangers. I noticed that a lot of hitchhikers have schizophrenia. I wonder why. Their families kicked them out? Or they just want to wander? I'm sick of the internet and intellectual absorbing of information. I don't want to go to school. I just want to live a simple life. I don't want material things. I don't want a car. I want to go somewhere else. I get cabin fever a lot. Why not just do occasional shrooms, smoke weed, be a hippy. Give love to the world. Volunteer. I want a dog. I want to see incredible places. Surfing. Idk. I want to be on an island or live in South America or South East Asia. The Netherlands. But I have to take this Invega injection. Why can't I just have a life times worth of it, save up money by working and leave Canada? |
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#895
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I guess I just have to go to school, find a passion and interest, continue on my path and then I can do those things when I'm older.
That's basically what I'm striving for right now. But that will change. |
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#896
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Morning
I gained all my weight I lost back. I guess from the food I ate for my birthday celebration all week.
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
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#897
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Glad the library was open. Felt like I was going to pass out on the way to the pharmacy and back. Stopped in there on my way home and drank some water
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#898
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My memory is still foggy from the Seroquel or Trileptal. I've been off Seroquel for about 4 days now. I hope I get it back soon. I am sleeping better though. |
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#899
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I was gonna go see my old pss today, but I'm so tired. Plus I havent had a chance to write a darn thing. I'm busy everyday, and half the days this week I havent come home til around 7 or 8pm. So I'm just staying home today. She asked to meet on monday, but I just hope to god, that between the chores I need to do, and relaxing, that i can get something written down.
I haven't had a chance to sleep in all week. Even on my off days and my bday.
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
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#900
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Went on a little shopping spree but shouldn't have. I mainly got stuff we needed for the house. Then some extra stuff.
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
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