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So, apparently my friend made his friend really happy for her birthday. She said they rented a car and that she'll tell me more tomorrow. I'm jealous and pissed off. I don't know how many days they spent together.
Meanwhile there's a hanging in a corner of the bathroom. If it disappears I won't know where it went. My friend has been in a very good mood this trip. I sure don't make him that happy. All I am hoping for now is that he buys all the stuff I want (out of the money that I had in savings). First on the list, thanks to the threatened vape ban, is a Zamplebox. I can't stock up for a long time but I can hopefully have some decent juices for two months. Anyone who supports vaping should send a tweet (or two) to Donald Trump. Things are really making me wonder what's going on. He said last Wednesday that he doesn't like vaping but he was impressed it's a multibilllion dollar industry, but he's considering a flavor ban. Within 72 hours he reversed himself, saying he liked vaping as an alternative to smoking. I'm wondering if he's really so flip floppy or is he playing a mind game on vapers. Anyway, if he does go through with the flavor ban he'll lose his second term. There are an estimated 10 million vapers in the US. If even a fraction of that number doesn't vote for Trump he'll lose. I believe he is well aware about vaping, I just don't know what he's doing. |
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I had a panic attack. It started after I watched 3x 22m "Explained" documentaries in a row and then I walked to the gas station to buy a coke and listen to a podcast. I noticed that the conversation sounded quite awkward when I never noticed that before. Then I was walking in a dark alleyway and thinking if I should turn back and go home but I didn't. When buying the bottle of coke, the woman at the counter was counting change and I had to stand there not knowing what to do. I walked back, deep breaths and then got home and took a benzo to try and go to bed but then it got worse until it kicked in.
When I started feeling better, I smoked CBD flower which made me feel even more better and now I'm drinking chamomile tea. It's the same time as last year when my panic attacks first started getting really bad.. something about the cold and darkness because I'm afraid of the dark. Also it could have been the 5mg psilacetin so I threw that away. I'm not doing psychs anymore. I know what I need to know to work on myself and I have psychosis so I shouldn't be doing that. |
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Listening to the sound of rain on youtube helps. I'll put it on when I'm sleeping.
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Sometimes glasses r annoying though like when it rains and water gets on them Or losing them or breaking them! I have a backup pair cuz I've broken a lot of mine __________________ |
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__________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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__________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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Don't know how much I slept. It was broken up into 1-2 hours here and there
__________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Seeing my therapist in a couple hours
__________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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__________________ Diagnoses: PTSD with Dissociative Symptoms, Borderline Personality Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Fibromyalgia and Chronic Pain |
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I slept pretty well in my new rearranged room
I cleaned it up too I'm telling yall if u feel down in the dumps rearranging a piece of furniture rly helps My therapist suggested that to me once __________________ |
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Saw my therapist. Got the letter stating my cats are emotional support animals. Also met with my care manager filled out the voc rehab program application. They will help with interviews, resumes, etc. You go to this education place for awhile and learn all that stuff. They guarantee you'll get a job within a certain amount of time. We're also looking into section 8 housing since there's a lot more options than the supportive housing place I applied to, and it doesn't look like there's going to be an opening any time soon there. So that will get me into a new apartment hopefully soon with reduced rent and things will be a lot easier financially with that and a part time job. Then the plan is to start classes again in the spring to finish my associates degree while working
__________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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