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newtus · Dec 07, 2019 at 05:26 PM

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Originally Posted by Desoxyn

If I could draw I'd draw a human with the organs showing, shrooms growing out of the severed vessels of the heart and LSD molecular structures, arms holding a brew of Ayahuasca on a table with flames coming out of it and in the flames there is the Aztec calendar where the stomach is, intestines around it. In the background is the jungle. The head of the human is the sun God.

I will draw that for you tonight. Give me a few hours!

newtus · Dec 07, 2019 at 05:28 PM

I'm taking crazy drawing requests!

Desoxyn · Dec 07, 2019 at 05:59 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

I will draw that for you tonight. Give me a few hours!

*WOW REACT*

Try your best. Your soul is beautiful.

Desoxyn · Dec 07, 2019 at 05:59 PM

Gonna finish shovelling snow then smoke a little weed.

Atypical_Disaster · Dec 07, 2019 at 06:20 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

Drew cubone

****ing amazing!

Blue_Bird · Dec 07, 2019 at 06:26 PM

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Originally Posted by Atypical_Disaster

****ing amazing!

Thank you! I enjoy drawing Pokémon

newtus · Dec 07, 2019 at 06:43 PM

I'm pissed off beyond belief.

I didnt have my meds. One of them. So I asked for an 4 day supply out of pocket from a local pharmacy because it was too early for a new supply. They gave me a 30 day supply. Which fcks up my packaging for my future meds on my regular pharmacy.

It's a very long confusing story. I dont wanna try to get into it. But the doctor should've NEVER prescribed me just one medication in the first place. She knew better. And should've gave me all three. And now going on for the future, my whole med system is messed up on how I get my medication.

So pissed.

newtus · Dec 07, 2019 at 06:50 PM

They shouldn't have switched my doctors for that one day. They said they were busy that day. And I saw my NP and she said she wasnt busy and doesnt know why they put me with another NP that day. They know better. They really do. They know how important a rapport is to someone with their doctor. And it pisses me off because switching doctors just because they are busy is ineffective in the long term. Doesnt matter how fast they get through the day in the short term.

Pisses me off.

newtus · Dec 07, 2019 at 06:52 PM

I'm so stressed out right now.

Desoxyn · Dec 07, 2019 at 07:05 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

I'm pissed off beyond belief.

I didnt have my meds. One of them. So I asked for an 4 day supply out of pocket from a local pharmacy because it was too early for a new supply. They gave me a 30 day supply. Which fcks up my packaging for my future meds on my regular pharmacy.

It's a very long confusing story. I dont wanna try to get into it. But the doctor should've NEVER prescribed me just one medication in the first place. She knew better. And should've gave me all three. And now going on for the future, my whole med system is messed up on how I get my medication.

So pissed.

Us with our pure O minds, we like our different meds on exact dates xd

Desoxyn · Dec 07, 2019 at 07:08 PM

My GP doctor (That fills in for my psychiatrist for mental health) likes to see me every 2 weeks cuz I like talking about my mentals. I guess he likes to learn.

So if I have 1 atenolol and 5 vyvanse, he'll fill those but wait another week for the 9 days of seroquels

Desoxyn · Dec 07, 2019 at 07:18 PM

My mom is gonna go for a walk tomorrow morning with her friends and then we're both going to the cancer treatment living place for her to do radiation for 5 days. She's gonna bring her papers, bills and stuff to work on and a book that my sister bought her for her birthday (I forget what it's called.. Oustwitz? It's about the holocaust). I'm gonna bring my books with me. And my laptop cuz I'll be researching about breast cancer a bit.

It will be a vacation for her from work except she'll be thinking about her cancer now but I'll make sure that she doesn't feel alone.....

It's a nice place. There's rooms to go to and chill and relax. There will be other women with breast cancer that she'll talk to and I'll be there to be "Her son" for the social integration things so my mom will be friends with them when I leave for her extra 5 weeks of radiation? Is that how social things work? Me knows ;D

I feel nice and cosey from little weed, phenibut, one vyvanse and an energy drink..

newtus · Dec 07, 2019 at 08:13 PM

Haldol makes me more depressed and tired. But it takes away all my symptoms. Geodon still gives me breakthrough psychosis a bit, but I'm really happy and energetic on it.

Which one to take?

Desoxyn · Dec 07, 2019 at 08:42 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

Haldol makes me more depressed and tired. But it takes away all my symptoms. Geodon still gives me breakthrough psychosis a bit, but I'm really happy and energetic on it.

Which one to take?

You need a haloperidol/ziprasidone hybrid.

But no if you can handle a little psychosis, keep your stress down and then Geodon is good... If you have too much stress, then you'll have to take Haldol..

Or increase Geodon to moderate-high dose...

newtus · Dec 07, 2019 at 08:57 PM

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Originally Posted by Desoxyn

You need a haloperidol/ziprasidone hybrid.

But no if you can handle a little psychosis, keep your stress down and then Geodon is good... If you have too much stress, then you'll have to take Haldol..

Or increase Geodon to moderate-high dose...

I have too much stress. And I keep adding more. With geodon I was able to handle all this stress. I was just still a bit paranoid and hearing voices. Which scared me. But I was energetic like the Energizer bunny. Forreal. I really was. I was going and going and going, for hours. I couldnt even sleep well.

But now on haldol, I'm canceling events because I'm so fckn tired everyday. And falling asleep at work.

Oh well.

Sometimes psychotic · Dec 07, 2019 at 09:10 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

I have too much stress. And I keep adding more. With geodon I was able to handle all this stress. I was just still a bit paranoid and hearing voices. Which scared me. But I was energetic like the Energizer bunny. Forreal. I really was. I was going and going and going, for hours. I couldnt even sleep well.

But now on haldol, I'm canceling events because I'm so fckn tired everyday. And falling asleep at work.

Oh well.

1are they opposed to mixing a half dose of each 2canyou cut the haldol dose down?

Blue_Bird · Dec 07, 2019 at 09:38 PM

I'm tempted to get one of those big hershey kisses, definitely don't need it but it would be pretty cool lol

newtus · Dec 07, 2019 at 09:46 PM

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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

1are they opposed to mixing a half dose of each 2canyou cut the haldol dose down?

I could try cutting the haldol in half. But that time I went down to 2.5 I had symptoms. Doctor said it's not good to have 2 APs. So idk.

newtus · Dec 07, 2019 at 09:47 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

I'm tempted to get one of those big hershey kisses, definitely don't need it but it would be pretty cool lol

I saw one at target. Also saw a huge sour patch kid box for 15 dollars. Tempted to get it for fiance.

Angelique67 · Dec 07, 2019 at 09:54 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

Haldol makes me more depressed and tired. But it takes away all my symptoms. Geodon still gives me breakthrough psychosis a bit, but I'm really happy and energetic on it.

Which one to take?

I'd go for happy and energetic! Unfortunately I think I'm too old for both those things.

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