Roll Call 160!

I would start with the next generation...lts the first one after the shatner one which was like watching 70s Batman. Anyway a lot of people like Picard to the point where there is actually a brand new series called Picard. It’s also my personal fave.

Thanks! I'll start with that then I'm sure my local library has it or my friend, he owns like all of them and would let me borrow

There's no wrong way to approach Star Trek, hopefully it pulls you in. You could rotate 2 or 3 series everyday, like an episode of TNG, and an episode of Voyager everyday, or of course whichever series you prefer.

Lucky you, you get to discover so much excellent Syfy!

I thought you were all talking about vape brands for a second I was like nooooo SP nooooo.. Thought you meant shatter

My sister is giving me her old Fitbit since she got an Apple Watch, yay!!

Hilarious 😂

I felt like taking an alprazolam and watch Netflix but I'm using weighted blanket instead.

#AutisticThingz

So I literally have 100 options on things that I can do.. At least one week I'm going to just meditate and do Tai Chi. I know it sounds like wasting time but the time will be wasted anyways right?

One week. I will update on what happens to my mental health symptoms chart.

I have an appointment at the employment centre to look at jobs in the morning. I'll try and meditate a bit before it so I'm not anxious about it.

Psychiatrist appointment today....

I'm really paranoid about the FBI stealing my thoughts, and I'm hearing voices again.

I made a list of every antipsychotic I've been on

Hope they can figure something out....

Good morning

Got up at a time I can live with--7:30am--and had a healthy breakfast then skimmed the New York Times daily briefing and read some of the articles while sipping green tea. I will do some yoga after I hang out here for a little while. (I still feel the benefit from yesterdays poses.) I've got some errands to run but it's supposed to rain off and on today so I may procrastinate on this. I'm feeling a little depressed but I think some self-care will help this, particularly the yoga.

I'm so glad I came back to PC. Listening to people here has really given me clarity on my own situation right now and encouraged me to take a number of steps forward. Plus it keeps me from becoming isolated.

Hang in there today everyone

For the first time in a while I have hope for my sister.....after she finishes chemo and rads they’ll give her Keytruda it specifically blocks the virus from hiding from the immune system so it’s possible her own immune system could cure her.....

The Seroquel and Invega combined make my heart beat less when I lay down and then a small pain goes down my arm to my finger. I took a benzo and ate two bowls of cereal and then I felt better and went to sleep at 1am.

I woke up at 8am, took Vyvanse and woke up again at 9am, walked to the employment centre and it was the guy that was filling in for the professional workers and he could barely do anything so I walked back and made an appointment for next monday to look at jobs.

I told him that I was completely different last year (Before the soldiers and crypto investor put me down) and said that I don't like talking to people anymore and just want an easy job like dishwashing where no one expects anything from me.

I always used to work so ****ing hard and got praised by everyone. I always did a really good job with everything. Now I have to prepare for my future and I'm way too hard on myself - I don't want conflict or stress. I have a low tolerance to stress.

Just throw me in a garbage bin and let me sort out garbage for you.

Idk how to pay off a credit card it's way too complicated for me.. It says "13.72" then the bottom one says "26.43" and another 3 dollar payment so I just payed how much credit back to 2500.. I don't get it.. There's like 10 payments and idk

There's many people that are going to be psychedelic therapists in the future. Rick Doblin founded MAPS (Multidisciplinary Association for Psychedelic Studies) and that's why psychedelics are becoming legalized.

But I want be a psychedelic researcher by becoming a pharmacologist (For the Western scientific analytical side) and also travel to different countries while also studying anthropology, studying different cultures and religions (For the Eastern or South American spiritual side).

I'll study psychology too so I can then participate and train the psychedelic therapists, study neuroscience and chemistry.

I also want to study sociology to understand the brainwashing of society and free people, be motivating and help people that were like me.

Or no? Idk..

Did some yoga

Saw my doc today.

He upped my Haldol to 20mg (I don't even know what the max is, I've heard people on here go on 40mg before. Just curious, because my doctor isn't one for tapering usually).

He also put me on Lexapro 10mg for depression.

The max is supposed to be 30mg....

Work was easy today. I finished a drywall patch. The crazy part of it was that there was a dead beehive that was the cause of the drywall issues. I have never seen that before. All is well though.

The coworker I was assigned to work with today told me, while crying, that she gave her 2 week notice this morning. I don't know what to think or feel, except, it made me sad, because I know the stress of changing into a new job. All the uncertainty of working with new collegues and what not. It's a lot of red tape to deal with.

I had a "private selections" frozen pizza today, it was a veggie one, meh, it was okay but I need to spice it up better next time.

I'm so sorry.

I've been eating healthy for 4 days and my junk food cravings have gone way down. The first 2-3 days were horrible, I wanted anything and everything, chocolate, donuts, pastries, ice cream, etc lol

I hear a lot of millennials do that with avocado and toast, but I have no idea what it would taste like. It sounds good, but I feel like I'd want half a loaf to really make a dent with my manly appetite lol

I understand. Risperdal made me crave. I would have just eaten a meal and I'd still crave. I craved so much that it was suffereing, because I felt like I always starved. Some of these meds just tortures us.

So irritable and agitated tonight. Took one of my klonopin

All the planes the fly overhead everyday make me so pissed off for some reason and paranoid , it makes me want to hide in my closet