Roll Call 163!!! Dancing Chili

The Last Roll Call reached 100 pages. Time for a new one. Post, comment, thank, hug, talk, ponder, express, reply, muse.

Yay! thanks SK!

Thanks Kit!

Thank you

Was bored so reorganized my food cabinets then washed the dishes

Still have this cough. Guess I'll start using the rest of the leftover benzonatate from last month and if it still doesn't get better then ask for a refill

Thanks SK.

Hey guys. So the coffee guy, the person who’s renting our place for a coffee shop got confirmed with Covid-19, he’s in hospital now. Luckily he hasn’t come here for months now. But his employees met him and they came here in daily basis. My mom often talked to them. It’s uncertain whether they met him when he was carrying the virus or not.

On top of that, my mom’s still refusing to wear a mask, saying it’s uncomfortable. I tried anything I could to convince her, she said “yeah yeah”, but not doing it. I’ve never felt this disappointed with her before.

My work is sending us home with 8 rolls of toilet paper!

I'm giving my 8 rolls though to the guy that has like 5 kids and hasn't been able to find any toilet paper.

We still have jobs for now, even though we are in CA. We qualify (we think) under the essential manufacturing exemption. But as of the week of April 5th we will be going to 4 day weeks and maybe 3 day weeks if we need to. At least I'm still working. At least I can still come to work. We have a small plant, only 15 people total and 2 of them work remotely, so only 13 people on 5 acres. So we don't have a lot of contact. Usually one or two people come into my office a day but we are keeping the six feet space between people.

Thanks for the new roll call Kit!

For some reason people are more on edge today. My friend is.

Need to have a nap except just drift into lower brain waves not actual unconsciousness.

I might see about contacting my Primary care physician tomorrow to see what to do about this cough, it’s been going on a month now

I mean on Monday

Hello everybody

It’s probably just the silent gerd I have though, maybe I’ll look into ways to help that. I was on Zantac for it but it was recalled. It would be hard to get an appointment during all this so I’ll just look up ways to help it naturally through diet and whatnot.

One of my friends on Twitter is sui. She’s deleting her account. She says between depression and COVID stuff, she can’t deal with anything right now.

I knew stuff like this was gonna happen. I wonder if there will be a rise in sui’s over this whole ordeal.

I understand. I am here if u ever want to talk. Especially on the weekends.

The Coronavirus situation is triggering my delusions and hallucinations. I was doing well on the 3mg VRAYLAR until like yesterday.

This is just a horrible situation all around.

I ordered like 30 items on instacart just now. 27 of them not in stock. Oh well.

Idk how much longer I will be working. I mean due to this stuff.

But oh! I decided to write an Anne frank style journal book about this pandemic/lockdown situation. It’s the best idea I’ve had. It’ll go along with my memoir but it’ll be separate book.

Thank you, I appreciate that. I’m here to talk always too if you need too.

Sorry you’re struggling with delusions and hallucinations again

Thank you. And it’s not bad right now. Not yet anyway.

God I saw "Heart rate: 215bpm" recorded on my watch at 1pm today.

I thought to myself "OMG" then my heart rate went up to 96bpm.. I started to panic..

Then I realize, "That's impossible!!" cuz I was awake at that time and didn't feel it..

Must have been a wrong reading....

I knew there would be a rise in suicides but I didn't say it cuz I thought that no one would believe me..

My intuition can only be so crazy until it goes uncommunicatable.. It's like writing a poem or song.. It's not that meaningful to the person writing it and then when you listen to lyrics or read a poem that you could have written, you're like "wow"..

Just food for thought...

Eh we’re all gonna die some how. Only way I’m leaving this ***** is suicide..