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#981
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I really don’t clean much at all....I mean unless there is visible dust then there’s no need.... __________________ Hugs! |
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Angelique67, Blue_Bird
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#982
As they always ask, do you have a plan? I've had those thoughts all my life, but less so now. My faith is getting stronger again and it helps.
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Blue_Bird
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#983
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My faith is getting stronger too actually and it's helping I pray the rosary and talk to God and it helps me feel better __________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic
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Angelique67, Job 30 26
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#984
I'm very sorry to hear, I am sending love and prayers.
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Legendary Wise Elder
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#985
I feel pretty good today. Staying up all night since I have to be up early for my haircut appointment. I'm happy. Things are good in my life. I'm thankful. That's what I focus on, everything I have to be thankful for.
__________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Angelique67, Desoxyn, falcon09, Job 30 26, SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic
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#987
Had a nice subway for dinner.....
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Angelique67, Blue_Bird, Job 30 26, SlumberKitty, WastingAsparagus
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Legendary Wise Elder
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#988
__________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Angelique67, Job 30 26, SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic
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#989
I listened to lectures on the New Testament today by one of my favorite professors. It's a shame he doesn't have more lectures on the great courses because he's a gem. I'm downloading more lectures right now from bit torrent. I think I might buy a series on romanticism. In fact i will. =) Im also getting Neil Gaimon's Masterclass on writing so i can listen while i work. Its time i step up my game. I have o many books to read this weekend.
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Metaphysic
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#990
Enjoying playing guitar. Might play piano soon later.
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SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic
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Angelique67, falcon09, Job 30 26, Sometimes psychotic
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Metaphysic
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#991
I felt happy and then sad then happy and now really really sad. But it's ok.
I noticed that I get dysphoric depression and euphoric depression. I wish my mom stuck to teaching me piano. I love piano I'm starting to realize. And I'm like an autistic savant with music - I can play by ear. I'm gifted in music she says. Same with my dad. That's why he gave me his 10 thousand dollar guitar. My mom was a piano teacher. And I can't play piano. It's not too late right? I just regret so much and keep thinking about the past. I was really dealt a ****** card. I just want to play music at least. But I accomplished nothing in life - Yet want to end it sometimes - Known for nothing and it's just another tragedy for my mom. She knows what she's doing. I don't blame her for anything - She's the best mother in the world. But I feel like I came second to her relationships and her obsessive compulsive cleaning. All of a sudden my anhedonia is gone and I feel emotions. I'm not sure why. I guess this was just the way it was meant to be. |
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#992
__________________ One day I’ll leave my 6 flowers
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