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Angelique67 · Jul 31, 2020 at 08:51 PM

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I wonder how to get over a choking phobia. Not just meds, it makes even eating difficult.

Yes, it's terrible. I recently developed a choking phobia too, mainly around eating. The one huge pill I take turns to granulated powder in my mouth thank God.

Desoxyn · Jul 31, 2020 at 09:28 PM

How to Handle Fear of Choking | HealthProAdvice

Desoxyn · Jul 31, 2020 at 09:32 PM

All the common anxieties thingz

To relax.. Relax the mind.. relax the body, unwind..

bpcyclist · Jul 31, 2020 at 10:22 PM

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Originally Posted by falcon09

cant remember if i took meds this morning

Try medisafe app. It helps me.

falcon09 · Jul 31, 2020 at 10:35 PM

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Originally Posted by bpcyclist

Try medisafe app. It helps me.

I have that! I just don't always mark it off lol

Desoxyn · Jul 31, 2020 at 10:56 PM

Desoxyn · Jul 31, 2020 at 11:25 PM

O.o graphene quantum computer pentadiamonds clean sea water

Desoxyn · Jul 31, 2020 at 11:27 PM

Need to be in present moment now ommm

Desoxyn · Jul 31, 2020 at 11:40 PM

You may not know.. But these little things I cognitively do means I'm getting better... from negative symptoms.

It's definitely the exercise and heat. I took zero drugs just meds

My mom isn't drinking and her heart didn't stop on the hike.....

But I have to sleep now cuz work in the morning. I might go for another hike tomorrow.

bpcyclist · Aug 01, 2020 at 12:46 AM

I want to thank everyone for supporting me today. Feeling better. I decided no secret agents are after me. Was maybe a little bitty bit psychotic. Also now thinking maybe God didn't damn me to hell. Maybe I was just psychotic again.

Hugs.

Desoxyn · Aug 01, 2020 at 09:02 AM

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Originally Posted by bpcyclist

I want to thank everyone for supporting me today. Feeling better. I decided no secret agents are after me. Was maybe a little bitty bit psychotic. Also now thinking maybe God didn't damn me to hell. Maybe I was just psychotic again.

Hugs.

Did you get some sleep?

bpcyclist · Aug 01, 2020 at 10:08 AM

Yeah, 4 and a-half hrs straight thru, so great. Made myself do 26 miles on the bike. Sposed to help my depression. Super tired still, but not psychotic any more.

Thanks, Des!!

newtus · Aug 01, 2020 at 10:29 AM

I’m scared to take the metformin

Blue_Bird · Aug 01, 2020 at 11:08 AM

I love all the cat groups I'm a member of on Facebook, seeing everyone's cats and cat memes makes me so happy

Blue_Bird · Aug 01, 2020 at 11:14 AM

Getting stuff to make crispy buffalo chicken tender wraps at the grocery store.

Job 30 26 · Aug 01, 2020 at 01:19 PM

Listening to music with my new headphones.

I thought i was going to have to buy a new laptop because it slipped off the bed and fell pretty hard. After that it wouldn't charge, but it's just the power block.

My anhedonia is pretty bad today. I really can't seem to feel anything even after 2 beers. I just keep zoming out like a zombie. I can't help it. I did feel a bit pleasant yesterday at lunch.

In good news, I found a migraine headache med that actually works! Excedrine extreme. I ****ed up and had 3 pints at work. Now i know my limit and a cure. I've taken tylenol and that didin't work, and ibuprofen didn't work, but excedrine has tylenol asperine and caffiene. I wonder if it was the asperine...

I few people bought my book!

Blue_Bird · Aug 01, 2020 at 02:08 PM

Got my Chinese food

falcon09 · Aug 01, 2020 at 03:41 PM

spent most of my morning pacing because of akathisia, not sure if this is because of the clozaril or geodon

Desoxyn · Aug 01, 2020 at 03:55 PM

Got off work. Worked for 4.5 hours. I love this job.

Addiction update;

- On 350mg of phenibut (Half of what it was).
- Trying to go 2 weeks without any benzo (On day 3 I took 1/4 (2.5mg) of a diazepam. It's been two days since then.. So basically 5 days without a benzo !)
- I don't think I'm taking any other drugs? Nicotine gum and coffee..
- My last cigarette was on August 6th of 2019.
- Stopped taking Ashwagandha because it makes my OCD symptoms much worse.
- Taking all meds (Invega Sustenna, olanzepine, Vyvanse, zopiclone, atenolol, minocycline).
- Taking vitamin C, D and a fish oil every day.
- Not taking psilocybe microdose cuz dealing with depersonalization every night.
- My mom hasn't drank alcohol in over a week.

Blue_Bird · Aug 01, 2020 at 04:08 PM

My sister ordered me a smart watch with my money. The one I picked has the lighter colored band. And also that planner and a yoga set

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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,987 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,912 hugs given	Jul 31, 2020 at 09:28 PM #622 How to Handle Fear of Choking \| HealthProAdvice
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,987 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,912 hugs given	Jul 31, 2020 at 11:27 PM #628 Need to be in present moment now ommm
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,987 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,912 hugs given	Jul 31, 2020 at 11:40 PM #629 You may not know.. But these little things I cognitively do means I'm getting better... from negative symptoms. It's definitely the exercise and heat. I took zero drugs just meds My mom isn't drinking and her heart didn't stop on the hike..... But I have to sleep now cuz work in the morning. I might go for another hike tomorrow.
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bpcyclist Legendary Member Since Sep 2019 Location: Portland Posts: 12,681 (SuperPoster!) 4 40.2k hugs given	Aug 01, 2020 at 12:46 AM #630 I want to thank everyone for supporting me today. Feeling better. I decided no secret agents are after me. Was maybe a little bitty bit psychotic. Also now thinking maybe God didn't damn me to hell. Maybe I was just psychotic again. Hugs. __________________ When I was a kid, my parents moved a lot, but I always found them--Rodney Dangerfield
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bpcyclist Legendary Member Since Sep 2019 Location: Portland Posts: 12,681 (SuperPoster!) 4 40.2k hugs given	Aug 01, 2020 at 10:08 AM #632 Yeah, 4 and a-half hrs straight thru, so great. Made myself do 26 miles on the bike. Sposed to help my depression. Super tired still, but not psychotic any more. Thanks, Des!! __________________ When I was a kid, my parents moved a lot, but I always found them--Rodney Dangerfield
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Aug 01, 2020 at 10:29 AM #633 I’m scared to take the metformin __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,743 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.3k hugs given	Aug 01, 2020 at 11:08 AM #634 I love all the cat groups I'm a member of on Facebook, seeing everyone's cats and cat memes makes me so happy __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,743 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.3k hugs given	Aug 01, 2020 at 11:14 AM #635 Getting stuff to make crispy buffalo chicken tender wraps at the grocery store. __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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falcon09 Grand Magnate Member Since Feb 2015 Location: United States Posts: 3,018 9 1,867 hugs given	Aug 01, 2020 at 03:41 PM #638 spent most of my morning pacing because of akathisia, not sure if this is because of the clozaril or geodon __________________
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