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The Dopamine Flux
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#741
I always thought the heaviness feeling was cuz I was overweight but this feeling and feelings I get off meds (which is very rare nowadays) proves me wrong. I think the APs make me feel heavy and lethargic.
This is all weird to me because I’m used to anxiety and lethargy and no energy. And now I just feel normal. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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#742
Idk how to explain it. I haven’t specifically changed mentally but I feel physically different lately.
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#743
It’s so cold out today.....
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#744
my hair ended up looking black instead of purple. It has a purple tent to it lmao
oh and you know what's also purple... we murdered some smurf and as you can tell... lmao[/quote] |
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#745
Hi everyone. I think I am getting depressed again. I'm not sure if it is depression proper or just because of the work furloughs and COVID stuff. I talk to T on Saturday so I'll bring it up I suppose. I'm getting around to thinking about doing the exercise she suggested for me. Fighting depersonalization/derealization today. Kind of feel like eh.
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#747
Did u not bleach your hair beforehand?
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#749
I am good now. Realized my mental health professionals were trying to convince me of some stupid stuff.
I now am going to stop doubting school so much. __________________ "Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it!” |
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#750
I keep eating those pumpkin shaped Reese's. Peanut butter and chocolate is the best. So addicting
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#753
Really exhausted this morning. Took 3 hrs to wake up. I feel physically like I used to when my depression is 8 out of 10 bad, but it's only 6 rt now.
Doing some DBT distraction watching this show about people that work on snobby 200-ft charter yachts. Super trashy and spctac scenery. Makes me feel better. Hugs ase __________________ When I was a kid, my parents moved a lot, but I always found them--Rodney Dangerfield |
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My sleep is good but I am sleeping more than usual. Also I usually sleep straight through but I am waking up at 1, 2, o'clock and staying awake for a little while. I'm fatigued and getting migraine headaches. My appetite is good (thanks to the AP!) It's a little too good. Nothing feels pleasurable. I sleep to escape life. Having thoughts of harming myself but not suicide. Just dark thoughts. Hallucinations have been okay. Occurring a little more frequently. __________________ Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA |
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#756
Laying here listening to the rain
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#757
Slept in. Didn't feel like getting out of bed.
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#759
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#760
Getting a Fitbit charge 3 later this week. My sister already has it she just has to drop it off for me.
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