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Old Aug 07, 2020, 02:56 PM
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Was in a rage. Calmer now.
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Old Aug 07, 2020, 03:00 PM
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Clonidine made me sleep for a bit.
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Old Aug 07, 2020, 03:06 PM
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Hugs, Kit. Did u tell the pdoc or T?
Thanks, I talk to T tomorrow. So I'll mention that and the hallucinations.
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Old Aug 07, 2020, 03:39 PM
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I'm starting to run low on ear plugs, have to ask my friend to send some. He might stop by this weekend and we can look at each other through a window for a bit.

Pure talk is giving Cricket a run for their money. They just doubled the data to 10gigs this week and I haven't run out yet. Thinking of getting a wifi booster though soon. I rarely get a decent wifi connection in my room.
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Old Aug 07, 2020, 03:43 PM
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Good to see you Angelique!! Hope you get to see your friend this weekend.
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Old Aug 07, 2020, 03:50 PM
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Clonidine made me sleep for a bit.
Clonidine is used for hyperactivity in ADHD

"clonidine has been found to help people with ADHD symptoms like hyperactivity, impulsivity, aggression, overarousal, and sleep difficulties."
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Old Aug 07, 2020, 03:55 PM
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Craving adrenaline (Or a stimulant..)...

I might go for a hike when my mom comes home from work.
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Old Aug 07, 2020, 04:03 PM
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www.amazon.com/epinephrine-pen

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Old Aug 07, 2020, 04:03 PM
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saw the doctor today, fully off the geodon
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Old Aug 07, 2020, 04:32 PM
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Old Aug 07, 2020, 04:33 PM
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Old Aug 07, 2020, 04:34 PM
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Old Aug 07, 2020, 04:35 PM
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Tried taking a nap yesterday and kept hearing voices. So annoying. I thought it was my Mom but she denied it. Usually my voices are male but these ones sounded female or non-gender specific.
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Old Aug 07, 2020, 04:47 PM
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worried i may need hospital
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Old Aug 07, 2020, 04:57 PM
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That sucks, but if you need it, you need it. Do what you need to do to take care of yourself. HUGS!!!! Kit
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Old Aug 07, 2020, 05:47 PM
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Old Aug 07, 2020, 06:56 PM
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Old Aug 07, 2020, 08:12 PM
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Old Aug 07, 2020, 08:21 PM
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I wonder if my meds interfere with my ability to meditate
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Old Aug 07, 2020, 08:28 PM
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I chewed 8mg of nicotine gum and feel more "in of it" slightly. I took L-Tyrosine which should help replenish my dopamine.

I'm learning about meditation. I'll teach you guys! I think meditation is my most important thing that I'll be doing over the next few weeks.

Like 5-10 times, people have recommended meditation to me more than anything else. So I'm gonna set a time to do it - Since it's summer, I can do it outside on the front lawn. There's a fence so people won't see me.

It'll be good.. I feel sad.. lol..
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Old Aug 07, 2020, 08:33 PM
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It’s like I barely eat anymore. I don’t find myself thinking about food all the time either. I feel fine tho. I eat 2 or 3 small meals a day and no snacking. Wow. That’s a big deal for me.
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Old Aug 07, 2020, 08:40 PM
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It’s like I barely eat anymore. I don’t find myself thinking about food all the time either. I feel fine tho. I eat 2 or 3 small meals a day and no snacking. Wow. That’s a big deal for me.
I didn't eat very often on Vraylar, it had a kinda stimulant effect on me.
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Old Aug 07, 2020, 08:50 PM
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Food is bad!

No jk. A healthy amount of food is what I eat. I eat really healthy except I enjoy walks to the gas station and end up buying a coke almost every day - Along with chocolates etc.

But yeah I'm gonna find a way to become immortal. I know that there's a way. I wouldn't have thought otherwise without my trips.

I will prepare with spirituality a lot and then take the spiritual chemicals if I feel like it is time. I decided not to smoke DMT because I felt like it wasn't time - Since I deal with psychosis. I threw it away.
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Old Aug 07, 2020, 08:53 PM
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It’s like I barely eat anymore. I don’t find myself thinking about food all the time either. I feel fine tho. I eat 2 or 3 small meals a day and no snacking. Wow. That’s a big deal for me.
Mett..forminn...

You should feel more energy eventually. I should have warned you that the low blood sugar at the start would make you depressed but idk
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Old Aug 07, 2020, 10:03 PM
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You ever feel sometimes that things are too good?

I have a good job. I’m studying successfully. I have a balanced mental state. Everything is going good despite there being a pandemic going on.

Inside my mind it wants to push a reset button. Wants me to go off my meds and go crazy. Be delusional and starving myself and washing my hands obsessively worried that if I don’t something bad will happen.

I don’t want that. By mind drifts to it. Wants the chaos. I wish these thoughts would just go away.
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