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#926
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Was in a rage. Calmer now.
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#927
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Clonidine made me sleep for a bit.
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#928
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Thanks, I talk to T tomorrow. So I'll mention that and the hallucinations.
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#929
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I'm starting to run low on ear plugs, have to ask my friend to send some. He might stop by this weekend and we can look at each other through a window for a bit.
Pure talk is giving Cricket a run for their money. They just doubled the data to 10gigs this week and I haven't run out yet. Thinking of getting a wifi booster though soon. I rarely get a decent wifi connection in my room. |
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#930
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Good to see you Angelique!! Hope you get to see your friend this weekend.
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#931
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Clonidine is used for hyperactivity in ADHD
"clonidine has been found to help people with ADHD symptoms like hyperactivity, impulsivity, aggression, overarousal, and sleep difficulties." |
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#932
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Craving adrenaline (Or a stimulant..)...
I might go for a hike when my mom comes home from work. |
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#933
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#934
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saw the doctor today, fully off the geodon
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#935
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very paranoid
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#936
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HUGS falcon!!!
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#937
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Sooooo tired.
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#938
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Tried taking a nap yesterday and kept hearing voices. So annoying. I thought it was my Mom but she denied it. Usually my voices are male but these ones sounded female or non-gender specific.
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#939
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worried i may need hospital
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#940
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That sucks, but if you need it, you need it. Do what you need to do to take care of yourself. HUGS!!!!
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#941
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Need a mind rest
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#942
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mind is all over the place tonight
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#943
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Can't focus
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#944
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I wonder if my meds interfere with my ability to meditate
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#945
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I chewed 8mg of nicotine gum and feel more "in of it" slightly. I took L-Tyrosine which should help replenish my dopamine.
I'm learning about meditation. I'll teach you guys! I think meditation is my most important thing that I'll be doing over the next few weeks. Like 5-10 times, people have recommended meditation to me more than anything else. So I'm gonna set a time to do it - Since it's summer, I can do it outside on the front lawn. There's a fence so people won't see me. It'll be good.. I feel sad.. lol.. |
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#946
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It’s like I barely eat anymore. I don’t find myself thinking about food all the time either. I feel fine tho. I eat 2 or 3 small meals a day and no snacking. Wow. That’s a big deal for me.
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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#947
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I didn't eat very often on Vraylar, it had a kinda stimulant effect on me.
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#948
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Food is bad!
No jk. A healthy amount of food is what I eat. I eat really healthy except I enjoy walks to the gas station and end up buying a coke almost every day - Along with chocolates etc. But yeah I'm gonna find a way to become immortal. I know that there's a way. I wouldn't have thought otherwise without my trips. I will prepare with spirituality a lot and then take the spiritual chemicals if I feel like it is time. I decided not to smoke DMT because I felt like it wasn't time - Since I deal with psychosis. I threw it away. |
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#949
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Quote:
You should feel more energy eventually. I should have warned you that the low blood sugar at the start would make you depressed but idk |
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#950
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You ever feel sometimes that things are too good?
I have a good job. I’m studying successfully. I have a balanced mental state. Everything is going good despite there being a pandemic going on. Inside my mind it wants to push a reset button. Wants me to go off my meds and go crazy. Be delusional and starving myself and washing my hands obsessively worried that if I don’t something bad will happen. I don’t want that. By mind drifts to it. Wants the chaos. I wish these thoughts would just go away. |
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