Roll Call 173

falcon09 · Aug 11, 2020 at 05:28 PM

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Originally Posted by Erti

I'm going to the hospital... ttyl guys.

Hugs. Be safe

Job 30 26 · Aug 11, 2020 at 05:30 PM

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Originally Posted by Job 30 26

$600 each visit for ketamine.

That's for weekly visits, not monthly visits.

falcon09 · Aug 11, 2020 at 06:54 PM

went to the pharmacy and got my clozaril

Angelique67 · Aug 11, 2020 at 07:08 PM

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Originally Posted by SlumberKitty

Mom was real sick. I guess she's back to not feeling good again. Blood pressure was up to 189 over something. Then down to like 167 over something. Dad took her to the ER. He was able to go with her because of my Mom's memory issues. They didn't admit. They would have if it would not have been for COVID. But they are trying not to admit right now. Sister came down with my nieces and one nephew. Stayed for a day. To help with Mom. Talked to the doctor. Told her to take more of her PRN blood pressure med. Might change up her meds on Thursday when she talks to him again.

It's scary to know they would have admitted your Mom if not for covid. I hope she feels better soon. Hugs, Kit.

Angelique67 · Aug 11, 2020 at 07:23 PM

Charging my headphones. My knees actually hurt less right now yay! They've been messing up my meds. Giving me 400mg Motrin instead of 800mg, refusing to give it to me at all. There's a sadistic nurse here who won't let me have any Motrin even though the doctor has it for me. There are some bad things happening here.

My friend ordered me the root beer I asked for, but not sure if he ordered the Cokes. I need them desperately. I didn't force the issue about the Fanta Orange. But I hope I'll get some soon.

What this place needs is a drinking water tank in the lobby. Then it would be easy to make tea. Assuming it had a hot water tap. I miss my tea in the late morning. I always had some and it's so good.

Angelique67 · Aug 11, 2020 at 07:29 PM

I hope after I blow through my high speed data the slow data is good enough to listen to podcasts. Because the WiFi here is so weak.

falcon09 · Aug 11, 2020 at 07:43 PM

In a really good mood

newtus · Aug 11, 2020 at 07:59 PM

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Originally Posted by Angelique67

Charging my headphones. My knees actually hurt less right now yay! They've been messing up my meds. Giving me 400mg Motrin instead of 800mg, refusing to give it to me at all. There's a sadistic nurse here who won't let me have any Motrin even though the doctor has it for me. There are some bad things happening here.

My friend ordered me the root beer I asked for, but not sure if he ordered the Cokes. I need them desperately. I didn't force the issue about the Fanta Orange. But I hope I'll get some soon.

What this place needs is a drinking water tank in the lobby. Then it would be easy to make tea. Assuming it had a hot water tap. I miss my tea in the late morning. I always had some and it's so good.

What bad things happen there? Hope you’re ok

Blue_Bird · Aug 11, 2020 at 08:33 PM

Looking up recipes and ideas for meals and desserts with no added sugars.

Desoxyn · Aug 11, 2020 at 09:15 PM

I've had the worst panic attack of my life so far (I know I always say this but panic attacks are hell). Anyways, I'm barred.

I'm going to quickly write a letter to my doctor about everything and all the meds/stuff I'm taking and explain to my family etc before I get another panic attack and become paralyzed again.

I'll be alone on the weekend. One of my moms friends are going to check on me. I'm doing everything in my power to not be admitted to the psych ward again.

I feel like I lose 500 IQ points when I dissociate.

bpcyclist · Aug 11, 2020 at 09:44 PM

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Originally Posted by Erti

I'm going to the hospital... ttyl guys.

Hugs, Erti!!

bpcyclist · Aug 11, 2020 at 09:44 PM

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Originally Posted by 12AM

Been having rough days. I hate it when I lose my confidence like now, I don’t feel like myself nor in control of myself.

What's up?

bpcyclist · Aug 11, 2020 at 09:46 PM

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Originally Posted by Job 30 26

Infusion with an IV

I think the spray is way cheaper.

Angelique67 · Aug 11, 2020 at 10:05 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

What bad things happen there? Hope you’re ok

I'd rather not go into it because there are private details I don't want to say.

newtus · Aug 11, 2020 at 10:06 PM

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Originally Posted by Angelique67

I'd rather not go into it because there are private details I don't want to say.

I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to offend you by asking

Desoxyn · Aug 11, 2020 at 10:32 PM

I don't know what happened today. I completely felt like nothing was real. I'm ok now..

It's the worse mental state I've ever had.

bpcyclist · Aug 11, 2020 at 10:49 PM

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Originally Posted by Desoxyn

I don't know what happened today. I completely felt like nothing was real. I'm ok now..

It's the worse mental state I've ever had.

Hugs, Des.

Desoxyn · Aug 11, 2020 at 10:55 PM

Pouring rain out. Will be nice for sleep. I took a walk around the block in my pj's and had to change into new ones.

Hopefully things will be better tomorrow. I got to realize my triggers that cause dissociative panic.

I see my doctor on Thursday. Hopefully he can prescribe some benzos because I'm not sure if my Xanax (Alprazolam) is even real alprazolam.. It could be fake.. Like flualprazolam or something..

I'm going to be honest about everything and hopefully he understands and sorts me out so I don't have a panic attack EVERY NIGHT... My panic attacks are the worst of the worst.. But I've kind of got used to them now.. I just freak out telling everyone "I don't know what to do, where to go" and people say "What do you want to do?" and I say "I don't know.."

It's horrible. But I'll try and get some sleep on 3.5mg of alprazolam and 1mg of lorazepam..

bpcyclist · Aug 11, 2020 at 11:33 PM

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Originally Posted by Desoxyn

Pouring rain out. Will be nice for sleep. I took a walk around the block in my pj's and had to change into new ones.

Hopefully things will be better tomorrow. I got to realize my triggers that cause dissociative panic.

I see my doctor on Thursday. Hopefully he can prescribe some benzos because I'm not sure if my Xanax (Alprazolam) is even real alprazolam.. It could be fake.. Like flualprazolam or something..

I'm going to be honest about everything and hopefully he understands and sorts me out so I don't have a panic attack EVERY NIGHT... My panic attacks are the worst of the worst.. But I've kind of got used to them now.. I just freak out telling everyone "I don't know what to do, where to go" and people say "What do you want to do?" and I say "I don't know.."

It's horrible. But I'll try and get some sleep on 3.5mg of alprazolam and 1mg of lorazepam..

Hugs, Des.

WastingAsparagus · Aug 11, 2020 at 11:45 PM

My pdoc prescribed Vraylar today. I guess I just go down on the Abilify for now, so it's one change at a time. Then next week I think I start taking the Vraylar. I need to confirm this with him tomorrow, the exact directions. Anyway, I am a little hesitant to switch. But Zyprexa causes my weight to change. So I don't know. Though Zyprexa really does control my mood and stabilizes it a ton. So I don't know!!!! It's so hard to make these treatment-related decisions!

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falcon09 Grand Magnate Member Since Feb 2015 Location: United States Posts: 3,021 9 1,869 hugs given	Aug 11, 2020 at 06:54 PM #183 went to the pharmacy and got my clozaril __________________
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Angelique67 Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2014 Location: USA Posts: 22,124 (SuperPoster!) 9	Aug 11, 2020 at 07:29 PM #186 I hope after I blow through my high speed data the slow data is good enough to listen to podcasts. Because the WiFi here is so weak.
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falcon09 Grand Magnate Member Since Feb 2015 Location: United States Posts: 3,021 9 1,869 hugs given	Aug 11, 2020 at 07:43 PM #187 In a really good mood __________________
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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,832 (SuperPoster!) 11 14.4k hugs given	Aug 11, 2020 at 08:33 PM #189 Looking up recipes and ideas for meals and desserts with no added sugars. __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 13,015 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,923 hugs given	Aug 11, 2020 at 10:32 PM #196 I don't know what happened today. I completely felt like nothing was real. I'm ok now.. It's the worse mental state I've ever had.
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