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I might ask my doctor for diazepam again because it works better for mental anxiety.
****. My mom's cat is scratching at my sisters door. I can't take any more of this. I was up and going non-stop from 9am-2pm NO BREAK. Just non-stop moving, shower, hygiene, work, cleaning, eating, taking meds, walking, taking out the garbage, washing dishes.. And how can I relax? A beer? NOPE can't do that anymore because I have HPPD from psychedelics. I'm sick of the mental anxiety. I don't have any physical anxiety but it hurts everywhere. I could barely cut the potatoes because there was so many of them and I had to stand up - Zombified on the Invega injection. It's like trying to do anything on risperidone.. You know what that's like? Right? Or something like that.. But I did it.. And now I have to panic as a consequence or something maybe idk ****. |
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#203
Went and spent the day with my friend. We watched Jurassic Park and played videogames
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#204
I think the metformin gave me low blood sugar when I was there, because I didn't think to bring lunch along and all I had eaten was a small bowl of oatmeal in the morning. I suddenly started feeling hot and shaky and nauseous so I ran across the street from his apartment to the store to get something to eat then once I ate I felt better. I was worried because for a second I thought I was gonna puke in the store or at his place.
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#205
He has a really friendly cat named Poe, I hadn't seen him in a long time, he definitely grew. Was nice to see both of them
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@bpcyclist all the sleep meds you listed the other day: remeron, restoril, seroquel those are all of the ones i tried, plus i think you mentioned a mood stabilizer too... I'm on one. Geodon is suppose to make me sleepy but it does't when I take it at night, only when I take it in the morning which I never do or else I sleep at work (literally). My pdoc wants to put me on Latuda and I will one I get health insurance when the market opens up. Ambien puts me to sleep but I wake up at 4am and can't fall back to sleep.
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#211
im feeling better mentally today, worse physically
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#214
Dinner was chips ahoy cookies
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#216
so sleepy
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#218
Have the window open tonight since it's windy out. Had a thunderstorm earlier.
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#219
Today turned out great...Starbucks latte for breakfast, Chinese for lunch, chili’s for dinner including cheesecake....
Went to the sculpture park and the river walk and a farm where I got some cherry butter. Managed to convince the bf hiding out wasn’t cool. __________________ Hugs! |
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And I may try the coin toss thing. I have tried to work on this before in therapy, but it hasn't helped much so far, as evidenced by my indecision still. Oh well. Thanks. __________________ "Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it!” |
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