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#781
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#782
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#783
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Angelique67
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#784
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I'm really lucky to be living in the mountains. It's like I'm just used to living in such a beautiful place now. I'm looking forward to skiing this winter though! |
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#785
Like feeling numb and lost, disconnected from people. This kind of feeling doesn’t last long anymore though. One day is maximum. Used to feel like that for a long period of time, months or years. Now not anymore. Like today, I feel happy and calm
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The Dopamine Flux
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#786
Yea i took a nap.
__________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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#787
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#788
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#789
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#790
I do a good cry once in a while, it’s healthy. Not everyone can feel emotions, even sadness is meaningful. So yeah consider we are lucky
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The Dopamine Flux
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#791
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Yessss I think I took 2 idk. And I might’ve also went back to 200 AD and came back too. Who knows? I don’t! I saw some dinosaurs lmao ...in my dream. Haha I’m not psychotic. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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#792
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Metaphysic
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#793
I feel as if I was born yesterday. I can never sit still - I'm always cleaning, working or planning. I'm so uncertain and in a state of near panic all the time.
The trip woke me the hell up to just under the level of awareness of the average normal person. So I have to work really hard to get to levels that I don't even care about. I'm not sure about anything - What I want to do and not do, how to react, how to feel. A lot of this has to do with the person on the video chat and what he said to me. I'm traumatized. It's life's sick joke to be a "gifted child" and end up with depression and schizophrenia - To also fry my brain on drugs. I feel like a fraud now. My grandmother on my dads side phoned me. We talked for a bit and she was asking about my life - Like what I was doing with my money (I said I was buying things on Amazon) and she said "What things?" and I didn't have a clue - I can't access my thoughts.. They all have to be written down. I don't want to impress anyone - I want to be myself and do the things I want but it seems like everyone else is already 10 steps ahead of me. It's wrong to compare but I'm literally comparing myself to every single person on the planet that has at least some common sense that I don't have. I was really really depressed I can't believe it. I had to take a clonazepam because the phone call disturbed me. |
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Metaphysic
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#794
Ah just venting..
Gonna lie down and listen to a podcast or fall asleep.. |
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Princess Tutu
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#795
I'm a dirty slut.
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#796
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#797
I think I'm starting to get amnesia from the zopiclone or benzos.
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#798
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Legendary
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#799
Oh. Okay. Good. Yay!
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Elder
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#800
Hi. I feel like ****.
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