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Sometimes psychotic · Nov 03, 2020 at 05:18 PM

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What are you up to SP?

Doing homework mostly but have the day off because we are an election location.....

Sometimes psychotic · Nov 03, 2020 at 05:26 PM

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I actually am gonna do that! With either coursera or udemy. Whichever is cheaper.

The other things to consider is when people become famous they often get honorary degrees from colleges.......so keep working on writing....and one day you’ll have th degree for free

Desoxyn · Nov 03, 2020 at 05:44 PM

Eating a bag of maltesers

Blue_Bird · Nov 03, 2020 at 06:03 PM

Having a panic attack. Just took klonopin. It's my own fault though. I drank too much coffee today. I'll have a cup of sleepytime tea later tonight

Blue_Bird · Nov 03, 2020 at 08:05 PM

I keep ending up using my old ED behaviors again.

Possible trigger:

purging yesterday and trying to restrict too the past few days

I don't know why I want to lose weight so badly. I'm 147 lbs. I've lost 15lbs on Metformin, I should be satisfied. But old habits keep coming back. Somewhere in my head I think I have to weigh a lot less to be happy.
Anyway, I started posting in the What are you eating? thread again to hold myself accountable. I don't want my eating disorder to come back.

newtus · Nov 03, 2020 at 09:03 PM

Just found two hairs in the stew my mom made for us. Plus the rice last night (she made too) was so extremely salty that I felt sick all the way into today.

Finding hair in my moms food is like so common with her. She doesn’t put her hair up idk why. It’s long.

Blue_Bird · Nov 03, 2020 at 09:07 PM

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Just found two hairs in the stew my mom made for us. Plus the rice last night (she made too) was so extremely salty that I felt sick all the way into today.

Finding hair in my moms food is like so common with her. She doesn’t put her hair up idk why. It’s long.

That's how it was with my mom too lol

Desoxyn · Nov 04, 2020 at 12:05 AM

Had a 5 hour nap lol fack

Desoxyn · Nov 04, 2020 at 12:27 AM

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Having a panic attack. Just took klonopin. It's my own fault though. I drank too much coffee today. I'll have a cup of sleepytime tea later tonight

Yeah I had a panic attack when I drank two cups of coffee at work.

I don't think most people make coffee as natural like my cup every morning. I use full dry coffee beans, grind them up and drip using a filter.

Don't drink work coffee or buy pre-ground coffee, a coffee machine, and especially Keurig coffee pods - Those are the worst.

Coffee must be dark as hell not looking .. like watered down stuff - Cuz then you'll just drink more and added water in the blood while feeling jittery is no good you just need to use the washroom all the time. I know during a panic attack I'll pee 5 times wondering "Why do I keep having to use the washroom??" - It's like the adrenaline dehydrates. Coffee is a diuretic?

A pot of coffee is no good either. There's many different psychoactive chemicals in coffee apart from caffeine - Those help balance out the caffeine maybe.

Lemon water is good too maybe with MCT oil - It detoxifies the body well. I put MCT oil in my coffee every morning and went from 177lbs to 173lbs but I stopped cuz I can't be bothered to learn about ketosis right now with all the things I'm doing.

I think coffee is so bad for panic attacks because it reduces the quality of sleep by binding to adenosine? Melatonin receptors? Idk.. But it's like modafinil in a way.

Soz. This is maybe useless information I'm quite tired. Maybe I need a coffee.

Desoxyn · Nov 04, 2020 at 02:48 AM

Praying for u muricans rn

bpcyclist · Nov 04, 2020 at 07:37 AM

Heh, newtus. Can you add me back as Bruce Allen to snap ? Thanks !!!

Blue_Bird · Nov 04, 2020 at 10:23 AM

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Originally Posted by Desoxyn

Yeah I had a panic attack when I drank two cups of coffee at work.

I don't think most people make coffee as natural like my cup every morning. I use full dry coffee beans, grind them up and drip using a filter.

Don't drink work coffee or buy pre-ground coffee, a coffee machine, and especially Keurig coffee pods - Those are the worst.

Coffee must be dark as hell not looking .. like watered down stuff - Cuz then you'll just drink more and added water in the blood while feeling jittery is no good you just need to use the washroom all the time. I know during a panic attack I'll pee 5 times wondering "Why do I keep having to use the washroom??" - It's like the adrenaline dehydrates. Coffee is a diuretic?

A pot of coffee is no good either. There's many different psychoactive chemicals in coffee apart from caffeine - Those help balance out the caffeine maybe.

Lemon water is good too maybe with MCT oil - It detoxifies the body well. I put MCT oil in my coffee every morning and went from 177lbs to 173lbs but I stopped cuz I can't be bothered to learn about ketosis right now with all the things I'm doing.

I think coffee is so bad for panic attacks because it reduces the quality of sleep by binding to adenosine? Melatonin receptors? Idk.. But it's like modafinil in a way.

Soz. This is maybe useless information I'm quite tired. Maybe I need a coffee.

It's not useless, thanks for this info, I find it interesting

newtus · Nov 04, 2020 at 11:27 AM

I treated myself to pumpkin spice creamer by Starbucks from the grocery store.

newtus · Nov 04, 2020 at 11:28 AM

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Heh, newtus. Can you add me back as Bruce Allen to snap ? Thanks !!!

Yea but you gotta add me first in order for me to add u to it. What is your username on there.

SlumberKitty · Nov 04, 2020 at 11:28 AM

Good morning everybody!

SlumberKitty · Nov 04, 2020 at 11:33 AM

I got my Brooklyn Art Library Sketchbook. I'm going to do it on mental health. I shared a drawing I started of a girl crying on the Art/Craft thread. It's going to be for my depression page. It's not finished but it's a start.

newtus · Nov 04, 2020 at 11:34 AM

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I got my Brooklyn Art Library Sketchbook. I'm going to do it on mental health. I shared a drawing I started of a girl crying on the Art/Craft thread. It's going to be for my depression page. It's not finished but it's a start.

I have to buy myself another one because it’s been 2 years since I turned it in. Yea

newtus · Nov 04, 2020 at 11:34 AM

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I have to buy myself another one because it’s been 2 years since I turned it in. Yea

What I mean is, I never turned it in on time. Or at all.

WastingAsparagus · Nov 04, 2020 at 11:35 AM

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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

The other things to consider is when people become famous they often get honorary degrees from colleges.......so keep working on writing....and one day you’ll have th degree for free

I am banking on this for my Ph.D. I don't want to get a Ph.D. because I'm too lazy. So if I become famous, perhaps some university will bestow one upon me.

Sometimes psychotic · Nov 04, 2020 at 12:05 PM

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Heh, newtus. Can you add me back as Bruce Allen to snap ? Thanks !!!

Hey bpcyclist good to see you!

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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,990 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,914 hugs given	Nov 03, 2020 at 05:44 PM #343 Eating a bag of maltesers
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Nov 04, 2020 at 11:27 AM #353 I treated myself to pumpkin spice creamer by Starbucks from the grocery store. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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SlumberKitty Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jul 2018 Location: CA Posts: 27,329 (SuperPoster!) 5 117.7k hugs given	Nov 04, 2020 at 11:28 AM #355 Good morning everybody! __________________ Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA
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SlumberKitty Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jul 2018 Location: CA Posts: 27,329 (SuperPoster!) 5 117.7k hugs given	Nov 04, 2020 at 11:33 AM #356 I got my Brooklyn Art Library Sketchbook. I'm going to do it on mental health. I shared a drawing I started of a girl crying on the Art/Craft thread. It's going to be for my depression page. It's not finished but it's a start. __________________ Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA
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