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Blue_Bird · Dec 09, 2020 at 07:36 PM

I literally just finished getting my fillings done at the dentist in the past month and now a tooth is hurting. Maybe they missed something. I guess I'll have to set up an appointment

Angelique67 · Dec 09, 2020 at 08:37 PM

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I think I have rash. Probably allergic to the meds. I’m stopping them and if it gets worse I’ll see the doctor again. It’s very itchy so I put some calamine, cooling medical liquid powder.

I hope the itching stops. I get reactions like that pretty frequently, I hate itchy rashes. Feel better soon!

Angelique67 · Dec 09, 2020 at 08:40 PM

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Originally Posted by SlumberKitty

Send some to Southern California! I have new duck boots that I haven't been able to wear because it hasn't rained or snowed!

Haha! I have duck boots too, at my apartment.

Erti · Dec 09, 2020 at 08:40 PM

I'm in the mixed of fearing death and fearing of continuing living but I gotta continue living... Live for the good moments and learn from the bad.

Sometimes psychotic · Dec 09, 2020 at 10:35 PM

A few years ago I wanted to move and change careers....people said I couldn’t do both at once...once my brain healed I had both within a matter of months....I knew what I had to do, I just didn’t know how to get there because of the adhd and memory issues. Don’t let anyone tell you you can’t do it

Sometimes psychotic · Dec 09, 2020 at 10:37 PM

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Originally Posted by Desoxyn

I had a really good day today. My mom and sister did to (Skiing). I sent some pictures/videos in snapchat because it was beautiful!

Things won't last.. I'm on a space ship where I have to be responsible and must suffer because that's life..

But yea the vyvanse (Focus) + phenibut (Antidepressant/euphoriant) helped - Cuz at least I'm not like how I was yesterday.. Suicidal, apathetic, nihilistic etc..

I mostly had a clear focus - Snow covered trees, cool dry air, blue sky, sunshine, glasses of coke (I haven't had a sip of alcohol in about a year..).. Very nice.. Skiing through the trees, doing jumps - No care in the world. My mom is still alive and wasn't taken by breast cancer...

Sometimes I feel scared.. Like what's going to happen in the future? Idk.. I find it hard to be objective.. I don't know the meanings to life..

You always seem better on phenibut....is that GABA? If not what is the path?

Blue_Bird · Dec 09, 2020 at 10:55 PM

I'm gonna take a break from social media for a week and work on my mental health

Sometimes psychotic · Dec 09, 2020 at 11:11 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

I'm gonna take a break from social media for a week and work on my mental health

Hugs bluebird......

newtus · Dec 10, 2020 at 12:09 AM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

I'm gonna take a break from social media for a week and work on my mental health

*hugsss*

Desoxyn · Dec 10, 2020 at 02:14 AM

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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

You always seem better on phenibut....is that GABA? If not what is the path?

"Beta-phenyl-GABA"

It agonizes GABA-B receptors. Benzos agonize GABA-A.

It makes it less problematic than benzos.

But I feel sleepy right now.. I'm gon sleep..

Desoxyn · Dec 10, 2020 at 02:39 AM

I started crying on the bathroom floor

But yeah I'm gonna sleep.

newtus · Dec 10, 2020 at 09:57 AM

I felt good today until I looked in the mirror

Sometimes psychotic · Dec 10, 2020 at 10:35 AM

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Originally Posted by Desoxyn

"Beta-phenyl-GABA"

It agonizes GABA-B receptors. Benzos agonize GABA-A.

It makes it less problematic than benzos.

But I feel sleepy right now.. I'm gon sleep..

Is there something similar but without the withdrawal...have you tried L theanine?

newtus · Dec 10, 2020 at 10:46 AM

Obgyn appt today. Scared.

Angelique67 · Dec 10, 2020 at 02:17 PM

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Obgyn appt today. Scared.

Is it over yet? Hugs.

Angelique67 · Dec 10, 2020 at 02:19 PM

Well, I have two brand-new roommates and they're already friends. I rarely talk so I'm usually left out.

WastingAsparagus · Dec 10, 2020 at 06:17 PM

Still trying to get off Klonopin. Got some nasty withdrawal symptoms so I started back up at 0.25 mg per day.

WastingAsparagus · Dec 10, 2020 at 06:18 PM

At this point, I am asking myself "is it really worth getting off Klonopin?" It's so hard to get off of it.

WastingAsparagus · Dec 10, 2020 at 06:29 PM

I also basically have no insight into my illness. It comes and goes with the wind, I guess. I cannot predict when I'll start thinking about X or Y. I guess it has to do with a lot of things, but I'm working on not being so impulsive. The last time I thought about dropping out of school, I didn't act on it, which is good. That's because I basically have no rope left where that's concerned.

Desoxyn · Dec 10, 2020 at 07:09 PM

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Still trying to get off Klonopin. Got some nasty withdrawal symptoms so I started back up at 0.25 mg per day.

You're dependent on 0.25mg clonazepam a day? That's quite low D:

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Erti Princess Tutu Member Since Jun 2011 Location: Nowhere Posts: 7,912 12 2,894 hugs given	Dec 09, 2020 at 08:40 PM #424 I'm in the mixed of fearing death and fearing of continuing living but I gotta continue living... Live for the good moments and learn from the bad.
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Sometimes psychotic Legendary Wise Elder Member Since May 2013 Location: Chicago Posts: 26,409 (SuperPoster!) 10 22.8k hugs given	Dec 09, 2020 at 10:35 PM #425 A few years ago I wanted to move and change careers....people said I couldn’t do both at once...once my brain healed I had both within a matter of months....I knew what I had to do, I just didn’t know how to get there because of the adhd and memory issues. Don’t let anyone tell you you can’t do it __________________ Hugs!
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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,745 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.3k hugs given	Dec 09, 2020 at 10:55 PM #427 I'm gonna take a break from social media for a week and work on my mental health __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,987 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,912 hugs given	Dec 10, 2020 at 02:39 AM #431 I started crying on the bathroom floor But yeah I'm gonna sleep.
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Dec 10, 2020 at 09:57 AM #432 I felt good today until I looked in the mirror __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Dec 10, 2020 at 10:46 AM #434 Obgyn appt today. Scared. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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Angelique67 Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2014 Location: USA Posts: 22,115 (SuperPoster!) 9	Dec 10, 2020 at 02:19 PM #436 Well, I have two brand-new roommates and they're already friends. I rarely talk so I'm usually left out.
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WastingAsparagus Student of Life Member Since Mar 2014 Location: South America Posts: 4,658 10 2,911 hugs given	Dec 10, 2020 at 06:17 PM #437 Still trying to get off Klonopin. Got some nasty withdrawal symptoms so I started back up at 0.25 mg per day. __________________ "Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it!”
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WastingAsparagus Student of Life Member Since Mar 2014 Location: South America Posts: 4,658 10 2,911 hugs given	Dec 10, 2020 at 06:18 PM #438 At this point, I am asking myself "is it really worth getting off Klonopin?" It's so hard to get off of it. __________________ "Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it!”
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