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SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic
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Thoughts swinging back and forth between stopping meds, and taking all the meds.
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I had a dream last night where I was in a train and the train flew into the sky then fell onto the earth and I died. Woke up feeling tired.
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I left a message with my pdoc to see if we can change my meds. Because the tactile, auditory hallucinations keep happening and then I keep thinking I’m dying.
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Thanks Kit, how are you doing?
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I think I may need to come off the topamax. Looking back I started it in January and ever since then the panic attacks and hallucinations have been 10 times worse. It was a few weeks after I started it that I ended up in the ER because I thought I could feel chemicals going through my body/veins burning throughout and killing me.
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Not doing too well today. I texted my T because I'm still feeling
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Metaphysic
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I'm having a very bad time. I don't know what the hell is wrong with me. I'm confused. I feel stupid. I feel judged by everyone. I don't like myself. I can't figure anything out let alone being able to explain anything. My surroundings feel like a puzzle that doesn't fit. I don't understand wtf my existence is about. I feel tired and can't move. I'm exhausted. I keep thinking about my past and it makes me so upset. I can't even express myself. I'm afraid of everyone and everything.
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#918
I feel manic like I felt before so I took more abilify.
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#919
I think I might be getting sick again idk
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#920
I was looking at my laptop keyboard and some keys looked like they were bulging out. But they weren’t really. Just my brain.
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