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Default Mar 09, 2021 at 12:48 PM
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I had a dream the other night that my tongue swelled up so much I couldn’t speak and now I’m paranoid that’ll happen in real life.
Yeah I had a dream two nights ago that my left eye swelled up and fell out so I was holding it and no one would bring me to the ER
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Default Mar 09, 2021 at 12:56 PM
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Yeah I had a dream two nights ago that my left eye swelled up and fell out so I was holding it and no one would bring me to the ER

Just us having the weirdest dreams huh haha.
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Default Mar 09, 2021 at 12:57 PM
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Thoughts swinging back and forth between stopping meds, and taking all the meds.

Sigh.
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Default Mar 09, 2021 at 01:08 PM
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I had a dream last night where I was in a train and the train flew into the sky then fell onto the earth and I died. Woke up feeling tired.

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Default Mar 09, 2021 at 03:19 PM
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I left a message with my pdoc to see if we can change my meds. Because the tactile, auditory hallucinations keep happening and then I keep thinking I’m dying.

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Default Mar 09, 2021 at 03:21 PM
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I left a message with my pdoc to see if we can change my meds. Because the tactile, auditory hallucinations keep happening and then I keep thinking I’m dying.

Have you reduced any of your meds....I know you were talking about doing that...

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Have you reduced any of your meds....I know you were talking about doing that...

No I haven’t

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No I haven’t

Are you under more stress than usual?

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Are you under more stress than usual?

Nope, I think the med combo I’m on is not good though because this keeps happening. Something needs to change.

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Nope, I think the med combo I’m on is not good though because this keeps happening. Something needs to change.

Hugs bluebird, I’m sorry you’re struggling right now.

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Default Mar 09, 2021 at 03:39 PM
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Thanks Kit, how are you doing?

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Default Mar 09, 2021 at 03:55 PM
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I think I may need to come off the topamax. Looking back I started it in January and ever since then the panic attacks and hallucinations have been 10 times worse. It was a few weeks after I started it that I ended up in the ER because I thought I could feel chemicals going through my body/veins burning throughout and killing me.

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Thanks Kit, how are you doing?
Not doing too well today. I texted my T because I'm still feeling
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for me and a picture of Winnie the Pooh and Piglet hugging. Kind of needed something more than that. Oh well. If it keeps up I'll have to go to the hospital. But I'm hoping it gets better soon.

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Default Mar 09, 2021 at 04:09 PM
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I'm having a very bad time. I don't know what the hell is wrong with me. I'm confused. I feel stupid. I feel judged by everyone. I don't like myself. I can't figure anything out let alone being able to explain anything. My surroundings feel like a puzzle that doesn't fit. I don't understand wtf my existence is about. I feel tired and can't move. I'm exhausted. I keep thinking about my past and it makes me so upset. I can't even express myself. I'm afraid of everyone and everything.
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Default Mar 09, 2021 at 04:47 PM
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I feel manic like I felt before so I took more abilify.

I’m throwing whatever I can at this because I need to focus and function.
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I think I might be getting sick again Roll Call 180 idk
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Default Mar 09, 2021 at 04:54 PM
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I was looking at my laptop keyboard and some keys looked like they were bulging out. But they weren’t really. Just my brain.
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