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Default Apr 01, 2021 at 11:24 AM
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I've had good luck but so many of them are f*cking drug pushers man


Exactly! I’ve had bad luck 99% of the time

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Default Apr 01, 2021 at 02:39 PM
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I've had good luck but so many of them are f*cking drug pushers man
Yeah sounds like new dr just sees dollar signs . Prescribing a very new med instead of an older and cheaper one that you have success with. I'm glad you still have the other dr to prescribe it

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Default Apr 01, 2021 at 11:20 AM
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Omg ASU REALLY wants me to come back to their school. Not only have they been calling me twice a week even tho I emailed them about not being able to financially. but just got an email saying my 2000 dollar financial hold was lifted for fall. Omg.

I feel like this is a major sign and opportunity.

Idk what to do tho still. I’m so lost when it comes to college.

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Default Apr 01, 2021 at 11:46 AM
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Omg ASU REALLY wants me to come back to their school. Not only have they been calling me twice a week even tho I emailed them about not being able to financially. but just got an email saying my 2000 dollar financial hold was lifted for fall. Omg.

I feel like this is a major sign and opportunity.

Idk what to do tho still. I’m so lost when it comes to college.
So you know I love school, but I’m not sure if you’re well enough at the moment.....last time you blew it off and that brings debt only. Now on the flip side, it might bring you out of this depression because you’ll have something to focus on...could you maybe take one class only?

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So you know I love school, but I’m not sure if you’re well enough at the moment.....last time you blew it off and that brings debt only. Now on the flip side, it might bring you out of this depression because you’ll have something to focus on...could you maybe take one class only?


I probably could. At this point tho I can’t do just any major. I’d have to do something I’m really interested in or I feel like it won’t come to fruition.

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So you know I love school, but I’m not sure if you’re well enough at the moment.....last time you blew it off and that brings debt only. Now on the flip side, it might bring you out of this depression because you’ll have something to focus on...could you maybe take one class only?

That seems sensible to me. Taking one class at a time can be a gratifying thing when you're not used to school for a while or are otherwise struggling.

At certain times in college, I took two classes at a time. So that was fine.

And before that, I would take one class at a time to just see if I could handle it.

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Actually if I goto school this fall too, I can claim the American education tax credit again for next year. Which is highly useful. But I think I gotta be half time at least.

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I just realized the way Asu works, you do only 1 or 2 classes every 7 weeks. So at the end of 14 or whatever weeks, it’s 4 classes total. So I might could do 1 the first seven weeks and then a second one the next 7.

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I talk to my doctor at 330pm. Nervous. I’ve been okay taking my meds. Still a little suspicious but it’s going away.

But I keep obsessing about my food. Calories. Numbers. Fasting. I think I’m relapsing in my eating disorder.

[trigger] I drank coffee this morning and it made my stomach feel funny because I didn’t eat anything and I threw it up...[trigger]

I should tell my doctor. Just nervous.

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Have an appointment with my therapist in about 2 hours

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I can’t sleep and I keep feeling hungry but have no energy to cook so I keep eating donuts x.x All hail diabetes 😔

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I can’t sleep and I keep feeling hungry but have no energy to cook so I keep eating donuts x.x All hail diabetes Roll Call 182

What kind of donuts? I’ve been craving pumpkin donuts lately. With a cup of coffee.

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What kind of donuts? I’ve been craving pumpkin donuts lately. With a cup of coffee
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Finally got an appointment for psychiatrist! April 13th.

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Everything to me feels incredibly unstable. If everything goes around in a circle then what's the point.
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My appointment with my therapist went well. We talked about my depression. She thinks it’s good I’m changing antipsychotics from trilafon and thorazine to abilify. Cause abilify has the added benefit that it might help my antidepressants work better. And about my sleep schedule. I’ve been going to bed at like 1am and getting up anywhere from 1pm to 3pm or later. That’s not good. I need to work on fixing that so that’s one of my treatment plan goals.
We talked about my panic attacks with going outside and another of my goals is to get out more often and get used to being outside.

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Those are some of the prettiest doughnuts I've ever seen!

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I don't know what to talk about in therapy on Saturday. I'm not in crisis so it's like, hmmm. I have nothing to say. I'm trying to think of something that I can talk about before session time.

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