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newtus · Mar 29, 2021 at 04:49 PM

I’m so sorry, Unsure

Desoxyn · Mar 29, 2021 at 04:59 PM

I read a little bit of PiHKAL. Onto part 2 now where he lists how he synthesizes the phenylethylamines.

I didn't feel relaxed so I stopped to make eggs, took the 10mg of Dexedrine IR and smoked some weed - (I knoww i know.. But yeah..)

I just want to relax and research conspiracy news so I can see what's happening ^-; My dads conspiracy friend with weed = conspiracy.

Then crypto when it wears off.

Desoxyn · Mar 29, 2021 at 05:18 PM

God I give up

Let me lie on a sacrifice pyramid and remove my beating heart

junkDNA · Mar 29, 2021 at 06:35 PM

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I feel annoyed by Facebook groups. Every group I’m in regardless what it’s about I only ever get maybe a couple likes and a couple comments. Everyone else seems to get lots of replies and likes.

I know I shouldn’t care but like they’re talking about baking a ****ing cake and I’m like ‘hi I’m literally losing my ****ing mind can someone give advice’.

my advice would be to take your medication again. not taking it is only going to compound the issue

cogladaid · Mar 29, 2021 at 06:38 PM

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my advice would be to take your medication again. not taking it is only going to compound the issue

Yeah I talked to my doctor today and he reassured me the meds weren’t poison. So I’m going to try. Thanks.

junkDNA · Mar 29, 2021 at 06:40 PM

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Yeah I talked to my doctor today and he reassured me the meds weren’t poison. So I’m going to try. Thanks.

i used to struggle a lot with taking my medicine every night. i flushed most of my pills down the toilet. my therapist would call me every night and talk to me while i took them. eventually i got put on an injection. i wouldnt want to be on an injection again.

junkDNA · Mar 29, 2021 at 06:41 PM

im having a hard time with fatigue. just so worn out from working 40 hrs a week and only 2 days off. i spend my 2 days off in bed. it makes me feel like garbage

junkDNA · Mar 29, 2021 at 06:42 PM

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Yeah I talked to my doctor today and he reassured me the meds weren’t poison. So I’m going to try. Thanks.

but i meant to say that having a useful distraction after id take my medication was helpful. so like talking to my therapist on the phone or watching a movie,

cogladaid · Mar 29, 2021 at 06:45 PM

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but i meant to say that having a useful distraction after id take my medication was helpful. so like talking to my therapist on the phone or watching a movie,

Yeah I don’t have my doctor to talk to all the time. Or my therapist. I could ask my mom to help but that makes me feel like a child.

junkDNA · Mar 29, 2021 at 06:46 PM

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Yeah I don’t have my doctor to talk to all the time. Or my therapist. I could ask my mom to help but that makes me feel like a child.

right but you said you have RL friends that you chat with. they dont have to know about anything about the medicine, but maybe just having a chat can help distract your thoughts away from the medicine and onto something else

cogladaid · Mar 29, 2021 at 06:48 PM

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right but you said you have RL friends that you chat with. they dont have to know about anything about the medicine, but maybe just having a chat can help distract your thoughts away from the medicine and onto something else

That’s very true thanks for the advice. It makes sense.

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junkDNA · Mar 29, 2021 at 06:54 PM

i feel kinda awful right now

cogladaid · Mar 29, 2021 at 06:56 PM

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i feel kinda awful right now

What’s up?

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junkDNA · Mar 29, 2021 at 06:59 PM

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What’s up?

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i slept all day again. i did that yesterday. i havent taken a shower or done my laundry yet. i go back to work tomorrow. physically i feel gross but i have no energy to get up and get in the shower. its day 7 again.i suck at taking showers regularly. i have to get better at it. i just feel like garbage

cogladaid · Mar 29, 2021 at 07:02 PM

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i slept all day again. i did that yesterday. i havent taken a shower or done my laundry yet. i go back to work tomorrow. physically i feel gross but i have no energy to get up and get in the shower. its day 7 again.i suck at taking showers regularly. i have to get better at it. i just feel like garbage

I’m sorry that’s rough. Sending love

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Angelique67 · Mar 29, 2021 at 07:07 PM

I slept all day too. I feel lousy about it but I can't seem to make it better because I have so many sources of anxiety right now. Just trying regardless of results.

cogladaid · Mar 29, 2021 at 07:10 PM

Hyper focused and obsessing about calories. I know realistically I’m not eating enough but I don’t want to eat more than this number.

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cogladaid · Mar 29, 2021 at 07:19 PM

I’m going to talk to my mom later about what’s going on. I need to be smart and safe.

junkDNA · Mar 29, 2021 at 07:33 PM

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I’m going to talk to my mom later about what’s going on. I need to be smart and safe.

i think thats wise. your mom just wants to help. hope it goes well for you

cogladaid · Mar 29, 2021 at 08:01 PM

My scheduled reminder hits harder today.

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Angelique67 Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2014 Location: USA Posts: 22,115 (SuperPoster!) 9	Mar 29, 2021 at 07:07 PM #76 I slept all day too. I feel lousy about it but I can't seem to make it better because I have so many sources of anxiety right now. Just trying regardless of results.
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cogladaid Elder Member Since Jul 2015 Location: Nowhere Posts: 5,565 8	Mar 29, 2021 at 07:10 PM #77 Hyper focused and obsessing about calories. I know realistically I’m not eating enough but I don’t want to eat more than this number. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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