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#951
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I’m painting. When you didn’t mix enough paint and need to go back to a certain part and you can’t make that exact mixed color x.x
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#952
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![]() I guess I had a few moments of depression and despair right there. While I am (mostly) stable lately, this past couple of weeks have been very trying emotionally on me so I guess my reserves of positivity aren't so high.
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#953
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#954
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Oh, I hate that! And it usually happens to me too!
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#955
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Should we master the art of photoshop
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#956
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Retail therapy: I've had a couple of rough weeks emotionally. Just a ton of stuff going on with my family and then the thing with former T, argh, and something going between me and a friend of mine.
So: I bought a new dress, two new shirts, and two pairs of leggings. I only feel slightly better.
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#957
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Delayed gratification though. I ordered them online so I have to wait to get them.
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#958
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What do you guys think? I think I overdid the light on the ocean and the blue in the supposed to be the same color with the light on the mountain hmm 🤔
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#959
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Love it!!!!!
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#960
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Love it 12am!
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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#961
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Blah
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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#962
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#963
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My sister likes her ukulele that I got her
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#964
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Thanks guys, criticism is welcome if you have any
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#965
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😂 😂 😂
![]() I’ve been putting stuff in his amazon cart
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#966
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I've been off the deep end! Well not anymore.. So maybe shallow waters for a few years.. With very light use of drugs.. I need to step out of the water now..
I always feel like I need to take something in order to do things - But I'll quit weed, kratom, phenibut, rare benzo use and microdosing mushes.. At least for a while. I'll keep chewing nicotine gum - And then I'll stop that as well. I'll keep drinking a coffee every morning until I die though maybe.. So only nicotine, coffee, meds and vitamins starting today.. |
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#967
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I am not doing that well. I just find I get super overwhelmed easily. I am using the skills they teach me in IOP but changing is hard.
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"Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it!” |
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#968
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On a positive note, I am hosting a philosophy meetup tonight. I don't know where I'll go from here though. I just don't know what job would suit me. I know I could be a translator. It's just really hard to freelance.
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"Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it!” |
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#969
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What's been helping me lately is knowing each moment is a new moment. I know it sounds somewhat trite, but it has helped me lately.
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"Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it!” |
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#970
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I need to prioritize, just don't know what to prioritize. I know mental health comes first.
I feel like the MA degree is just stressing me out a lot.
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"Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it!” |
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#971
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Am still in quarantine. I've been in my room for days now.
I let my sisters cat outside (But I have to watch her because she can run away), sat down in the yard and played some music, checked crypt0, reddit - Beautiful day outside nice blue sky and sunshine. It's like meditation. I feel very good - No problems at all. |
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#972
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
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#973
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So you have to choose the direction of what you really want or else it can be hard to focus. I noticed that olanzepine helped me to focus but I wasn't taking it all of the time - I am now. |
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#974
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All I really have to do is write a thesis. BUT. It seems like an infinite task. I don't really want to write the thesis. I pushed myself through the coursework because I could. Now I can't really even afford to push myself to write the thesis just because of the stress it's causing. I know people say to push oneself. But, this seems like something I need to just put to bed.
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#975
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