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Old Apr 13, 2021, 03:08 PM
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I’m painting. When you didn’t mix enough paint and need to go back to a certain part and you can’t make that exact mixed color x.x
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Old Apr 13, 2021, 03:10 PM
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Hugs SK....you are super high functioning....I always see it as I may be effed up but look at everything I can do despite all that Roll Call 182.

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I guess I had a few moments of depression and despair right there. While I am (mostly) stable lately, this past couple of weeks have been very trying emotionally on me so I guess my reserves of positivity aren't so high.
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Old Apr 13, 2021, 03:12 PM
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Kit, you are not the one who diagnosed you & prescribed those meds. If the reader(s) of forms want to judge anyone, they have to know it shouldn't be you. Maybe your new therapist will be glad you were so thorough & appreciate all the information to help with decisionmaking with a brand new client?
Thank you Breaking Dawn. I am hopeful that this new psychologist will do me some good and I am hopeful I didn't fill out mountains of paperwork for nothing. I need to be grateful for the meds because they keep me (mostly) stable and I'm lucky I have access to them. What if I would have lived a century ago? They would have had me locked up in an asylum!
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Old Apr 13, 2021, 03:12 PM
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I’m painting. When you didn’t mix enough paint and need to go back to a certain part and you can’t make that exact mixed color x.x
Oh, I hate that! And it usually happens to me too!
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Old Apr 13, 2021, 03:17 PM
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Oh, I hate that! And it usually happens to me too!
Should we master the art of photoshop

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Old Apr 13, 2021, 03:27 PM
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Retail therapy: I've had a couple of rough weeks emotionally. Just a ton of stuff going on with my family and then the thing with former T, argh, and something going between me and a friend of mine.

So: I bought a new dress, two new shirts, and two pairs of leggings.

I only feel slightly better.
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Old Apr 13, 2021, 03:28 PM
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Delayed gratification though. I ordered them online so I have to wait to get them.
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Old Apr 13, 2021, 03:41 PM
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What do you guys think? I think I overdid the light on the ocean and the blue in the supposed to be the same color with the light on the mountain hmm 🤔

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Old Apr 13, 2021, 03:42 PM
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What do you guys think? I think I overdid the light on the ocean and the blue in the supposed to be the same color with the light on the mountain hmm 🤔

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Old Apr 13, 2021, 03:44 PM
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Old Apr 13, 2021, 03:46 PM
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Old Apr 13, 2021, 03:50 PM
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Old Apr 13, 2021, 04:13 PM
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Old Apr 13, 2021, 04:16 PM
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Old Apr 13, 2021, 04:20 PM
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Old Apr 13, 2021, 05:02 PM
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I've been off the deep end! Well not anymore.. So maybe shallow waters for a few years.. With very light use of drugs.. I need to step out of the water now..

I always feel like I need to take something in order to do things - But I'll quit weed, kratom, phenibut, rare benzo use and microdosing mushes.. At least for a while.

I'll keep chewing nicotine gum - And then I'll stop that as well. I'll keep drinking a coffee every morning until I die though maybe..

So only nicotine, coffee, meds and vitamins starting today..
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Old Apr 13, 2021, 06:28 PM
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I am not doing that well. I just find I get super overwhelmed easily. I am using the skills they teach me in IOP but changing is hard.
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Old Apr 13, 2021, 06:29 PM
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On a positive note, I am hosting a philosophy meetup tonight. I don't know where I'll go from here though. I just don't know what job would suit me. I know I could be a translator. It's just really hard to freelance.
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Old Apr 13, 2021, 06:30 PM
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What's been helping me lately is knowing each moment is a new moment. I know it sounds somewhat trite, but it has helped me lately.
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Old Apr 13, 2021, 06:43 PM
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I need to prioritize, just don't know what to prioritize. I know mental health comes first.

I feel like the MA degree is just stressing me out a lot.
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Old Apr 13, 2021, 06:50 PM
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Am still in quarantine. I've been in my room for days now.

I let my sisters cat outside (But I have to watch her because she can run away), sat down in the yard and played some music, checked crypt0, reddit - Beautiful day outside nice blue sky and sunshine.

It's like meditation. I feel very good - No problems at all.
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Just was bored for a bit at that time
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Old Apr 13, 2021, 06:59 PM
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I need to prioritize, just don't know what to prioritize. I know mental health comes first.

I feel like the MA degree is just stressing me out a lot.
When I was doing a college anthropology course 2 years ago, I found it really stressful to pay attention and got annoyed a couple of times. I didn't understand the "sourcing" and "references" for the essays but I passed with a C+.. It took up a lot of my time.

So you have to choose the direction of what you really want or else it can be hard to focus.

I noticed that olanzepine helped me to focus but I wasn't taking it all of the time - I am now.
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Old Apr 13, 2021, 07:01 PM
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When I was doing a college anthropology course 2 years ago, I found it really stressful to pay attention and got annoyed a couple of times. I didn't understand the "sourcing" and "references" for the essays but I passed with a C+.. It took up a lot of my time.

So you have to choose the direction of what you really want or else it can be hard to focus.

I noticed that olanzepine helped me to focus but I wasn't taking it all of the time - I am now.

All I really have to do is write a thesis. BUT. It seems like an infinite task.

I don't really want to write the thesis. I pushed myself through the coursework because I could.

Now I can't really even afford to push myself to write the thesis just because of the stress it's causing.

I know people say to push oneself.

But, this seems like something I need to just put to bed.
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Old Apr 13, 2021, 07:10 PM
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What do you guys think? I think I overdid the light on the ocean and the blue in the supposed to be the same color with the light on the mountain hmm 🤔

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