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Angelique67 · May 17, 2021 at 10:53 AM

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I feel so ****ing agitated I want to scream and punch a hole in the wall and also die. **** this

Desoxyn · May 17, 2021 at 12:29 PM

I went to take a small rest yesterday evening and fell asleep until 11pm. Then I went back to sleep and woke up at 11am.. lol

12AM · May 17, 2021 at 01:28 PM

Potatoing day 2

12AM · May 17, 2021 at 02:03 PM

The seller still hasn’t sent my succulents 😑

Desoxyn · May 17, 2021 at 02:10 PM

I feel very good after the 16 hour sleep.

Not sure what to do. I just want to listen to music. I want to do something fun..

I had the window open all night cuz of the nice warm Spring rain.

falcon09 · May 17, 2021 at 04:52 PM

Had my first appointment with my new doc at the community mental health clinic, very long waiting time, it took about 3 hours until I saw the doc. Then I came home and found I was locked out and I had to call maintenance to let me in my own apartment.

At least all that is over with

Ceara1010 · May 17, 2021 at 06:26 PM

I set out to have a good day today and I almost made it. (Dealing with some anxiety now.) I've been productive--doing laundry, practicing my drawing, journaling, DB. Right now we are having a big thunderstorm and I love this kind of weather--as long as I'm indoors. I feel cozy. So, it's mostly been a good day.

It's dinnertime now and I'm really not hungry. Been doing keto which gets rid of your appetite. I've planned a dinner but I may not have it. Everyone doing keto says don't eat if your not hungry.

I hope everyone here had a good day today and if they didn't then

hope you feel better later on.

Ceara

Job 30 26 · May 17, 2021 at 07:40 PM

BB, are you on an antidepressant? How's you mood stabilizer? Still trileptil? What dosage?

Blue_Bird · May 17, 2021 at 07:53 PM

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BB, are you on an antidepressant? How's you mood stabilizer? Still trileptil? What dosage?

Yeah still Trileptal for the mood stabilizer. 1200mg.

I'm on two ADs, zoloft and wellbutrin

and at the moment 3 APs, abilify, perphenazine (trilafon) and thorazine, but the thorazine is just for sleep at the moment

Yeah I know, I'm a freak

I think I just need to get my sleep straightened out. I took a nap today/this evening which helped a bit, since I only slept till 3:30am.

Blue_Bird · May 17, 2021 at 07:55 PM

I want to cut down on the amount of meds I'm on

Maybe I can get off the Wellbutrin and perphenazine

Job 30 26 · May 17, 2021 at 08:06 PM

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Yeah still Trileptal for the mood stabilizer. 1200mg.

I'm on two ADs, zoloft and wellbutrin

and at the moment 3 APs, abilify, perphenazine (trilafon) and thorazine, but the thorazine is just for sleep at the moment

Yeah I know, I'm a freak

I think I just need to get my sleep straightened out. I took a nap today/this evening which helped a bit, since I only slept till 3:30am.

Are you sleeping okay? Wellbutrin can make sleep very difficult. I would wake up at 1am and not be able to fall asleep, and it caused anxiety for me as well.

Zoloft is an ssri. Which can be bad for people who have bipolar symptoms. It can make people have terrible cycles. But it's generally safe if the patient is also on a moodstabilizer like the one your on...

When do you see your pdoc? Maybe up the moodstabilize to offset the AD from causing you the cycle of agitation?

Meds, can't live with them, cant live without them ((hugs))

cogladaid · May 17, 2021 at 08:07 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

I want to cut down on the amount of meds I'm on

Maybe I can get off the Wellbutrin and perphenazine

Don’t do anything without talking to your doctor and having their supervision.

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Blue_Bird · May 17, 2021 at 08:08 PM

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Originally Posted by Job 30 26

Are you sleeping okay? Wellbutrin can make sleep very difficult. I would wake up at 1am and not be able to fall asleep, and it caused anxiety for me as well.

Zoloft is an ssri. Which can be bad for people who have bipolar symptoms. It can make people have terrible cycles. But it's generally safe if the patient is also on a moodstabilizer like the one your on...

When do you see your pdoc? Maybe up the moodstabilize to offset the AD from causing you the cycle of agitation?

Meds, can't live with them, cant live without them ((hugs))

My sleep has been bad the last several weeks. Being up for 36 hours at a time then only sleeping 2 to 3 hours then waking up wide awake.

I see my doctor on June 15th. I'll talk to her about it then I guess. But I know she's just gonna bring up clozaril again and I'm not doing that

Blue_Bird · May 17, 2021 at 08:10 PM

But I slept 5 hours last night and also took a small nap today so it seems like the sleep thing is getting a little better I think

Job 30 26 · May 17, 2021 at 08:29 PM

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But I slept 5 hours last night and also took a small nap today so it seems like the sleep thing is getting a little better I think

Whatever you do, do not suddenly stop taking Wellbutrin if you want to get off it. I titrated way too fast and it gave me panic attacks for 7 years. It's a slow process.

Job 30 26 · May 17, 2021 at 08:56 PM

I mentioned how a woman probably isn't interested in me, and now facebook has launched a campaign of how to meet the right one, how to trick a woman into liking you, the perfect wing woman. This is what it's come to lol

Desoxyn · May 17, 2021 at 09:44 PM

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But I slept 5 hours last night and also took a small nap today so it seems like the sleep thing is getting a little better I think

I hope you get more sleep. Lack of sleep is a massive problem. I think it's the worst thing for me - Makes me very paranoid and my mind becomes broken.. All of the thoughts, emotions - Shatters into small pieces..

newtus · May 17, 2021 at 10:12 PM

Sleep is also a major issue for me. Some nights I don’t sleep, then sleep all day. Or sleep all night AND day. Or not sleep for a couple of days. It’s my biggest concern and always has been.

Hope u get some sleep bb!

newtus · May 17, 2021 at 10:16 PM

I get severely psychotic if I don’t get enough sleep

newtus · May 17, 2021 at 10:16 PM

Sleep is so incredibly important to me.

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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 13,030 (SuperPoster!) 8 4,931 hugs given	May 17, 2021 at 12:29 PM #442 I went to take a small rest yesterday evening and fell asleep until 11pm. Then I went back to sleep and woke up at 11am.. lol
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12AM Seeker of Life Member Since Oct 2015 Location: Silver Town of Argyra Posts: 4,786 9 5,508 hugs given	May 17, 2021 at 01:28 PM #443 Potatoing day 2 __________________ One day I’ll leave my 6 flowers and millions of butterflies 🌹🦋
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12AM Seeker of Life Member Since Oct 2015 Location: Silver Town of Argyra Posts: 4,786 9 5,508 hugs given	May 17, 2021 at 02:03 PM #444 The seller still hasn’t sent my succulents 😑 __________________ One day I’ll leave my 6 flowers and millions of butterflies 🌹🦋
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 13,030 (SuperPoster!) 8 4,931 hugs given	May 17, 2021 at 02:10 PM #445 I feel very good after the 16 hour sleep. Not sure what to do. I just want to listen to music. I want to do something fun.. I had the window open all night cuz of the nice warm Spring rain.
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falcon09 Grand Magnate Member Since Feb 2015 Location: United States Posts: 3,022 9 1,869 hugs given	May 17, 2021 at 04:52 PM #446 Had my first appointment with my new doc at the community mental health clinic, very long waiting time, it took about 3 hours until I saw the doc. Then I came home and found I was locked out and I had to call maintenance to let me in my own apartment. At least all that is over with __________________
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Job 30 26 Grand Member Member Since Jan 2020 Location: Norway Posts: 897 4 1,251 hugs given	May 17, 2021 at 07:40 PM #448 BB, are you on an antidepressant? How's you mood stabilizer? Still trileptil? What dosage?
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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Middle Earth Posts: 37,498 (SuperPoster!) 11 15k hugs given	May 17, 2021 at 07:55 PM #450 I want to cut down on the amount of meds I'm on Maybe I can get off the Wellbutrin and perphenazine __________________ “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Middle Earth Posts: 37,498 (SuperPoster!) 11 15k hugs given	May 17, 2021 at 08:10 PM #454 But I slept 5 hours last night and also took a small nap today so it seems like the sleep thing is getting a little better I think __________________ “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Job 30 26 Grand Member Member Since Jan 2020 Location: Norway Posts: 897 4 1,251 hugs given	May 17, 2021 at 08:56 PM #456 I mentioned how a woman probably isn't interested in me, and now facebook has launched a campaign of how to meet the right one, how to trick a woman into liking you, the perfect wing woman. This is what it's come to lol
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 14 867 hugs given	May 17, 2021 at 10:16 PM #459 I get severely psychotic if I don’t get enough sleep __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 14 867 hugs given	May 17, 2021 at 10:16 PM #460 Sleep is so incredibly important to me. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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