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Default Jul 29, 2021 at 04:07 AM
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I feel like I'm dying

That’s how I feel a lot

It’s usually anxiety for me

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I have such a bad headache right now

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Up in the middle of the night

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But I did get some sleep

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Hope you feel better now
Thanks, it went away after taking some ibuprofen

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Default Jul 29, 2021 at 09:37 AM
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Tuned my ukulele, going to practice some later today. Right now I'm just drinking coffee and listening to some relaxing music from Zelda. Just finished up 2 loads of laundry

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Rent went up to 1100 dollars a month… two hundred dollars more than it should of been…
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Default Jul 29, 2021 at 12:58 PM
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Having some anxiety over my meds which the pharmacy is having difficulty getting approved. I have a months supply so I should be able to get this all straightened out in plenty of time. Still, it's worrisome. pe

I had a good session with my T today and we talked about anxiety. I have a number of things I'm worried about but all of them will work out I'm sure so I just need to let things go. Everything will be fine.

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I was feeling on the verge of getting a panic attack. So I stopped what I was doing and did some deep breathing. I still feel panicky but it seemed to have lessened. I'm not entirely sure what I am panicky about.

I feel particularly vulnerable today and fragile. I feel like I am not protected. (Protected from what?) I feel as though I were in need of some comforting.

If I were at home, I would wrap up in my weighted blanket, sit in my lazyboy with the kitty cat, and a beverage, and a book, and a good mystery on TV and that would probably help me feel safer. I'm not at home though. I am at work.

I texted my three support people. One of them got back to me fairly quickly and was a little comforting. I remembered some stuff that Pastor T did with me that was comforting and so I did those exercises. But boy do I just feel really fragile today. It's really tough.

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Why can't I just chill and watch a movie or read without overthinking everything that I should be doing - Yet I procrastinate those things?

It's hell. I'm sure that it's not anxiety. What could it be? Please tell me if you know.
No one knows?? I'll have to take this to reddit. I bet it's a parasite o.-
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I need to stop picking at my face. It is going to look terrible.

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It's pouring rain, I'm just listening to it and watching some Netflix. Perfect night.

I practiced Oh Christmas Tree on ukulele and also the C major scale, I am going to practice again tomorrow and maybe add in What Child Is This. I'm looking forward to uploading some videos of me playing on Facebook for the holidays when they come around

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Why can't I just chill and watch a movie or read without overthinking everything that I should be doing - Yet I procrastinate those things?

It's hell. I'm sure that it's not anxiety. What could it be? Please tell me if you know.

My best guess is that it's the habit loop.

What I mean is you might be addicted to thinking you should be doing those things, yet when you begin to do them, you start overthinking it. Then that persuades you to stop. It's the craving mind, I think. Perhaps you're craving a different state of mind through reading or watching a movie. Yet when you start reading or watching a movie you begin thinking "I shouldn't be doing this" or something like that.


This, of course, is conjecture. But that's what sometimes occurs with me.

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I'm feeling anxious about taking the Buspar. Anyway, does anyone have any tips on trying a new med?

I feel like the Klonopin controls my anxiety well. So then why would I go off of Klonopin onto Buspar?

Is it just cause Klonopin can cause dependence and stuff?

I am genuinely curious. I am kind of just thinking out loud here.

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I'm having bad anxiety right now, Idk if it's because I missed my injection a few days ago and it's a side effect of doing that or what

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I'm feeling anxious about taking the Buspar. Anyway, does anyone have any tips on trying a new med?

I feel like the Klonopin controls my anxiety well. So then why would I go off of Klonopin onto Buspar?

Is it just cause Klonopin can cause dependence and stuff?

I am genuinely curious. I am kind of just thinking out loud here.
I'm very dependent on dextroamphetamine and my psychiatrist knows this but as long as I'm taking it as prescribed, it's ok.

I think the dependency is preventing addiction cuz if I take double a dose or more, I'd have to skip one or more days (Which I absolutely can't do or else I'd get severe withdrawal + combined with the antipsychotic, I'd get movement disorder problems like akathisia and dystonia).

A student doctor told me "Be aware that the stimulant can cause dependency" when he prescribed Dexedrine instead of Vyvanse and I was like "I know.." and the main doctor laughed and was like "He's been on these stimulants for many years - You don't need to bother".

Eh.. Sorry I'm getting a little dissociated I will continue this after the olanzepine kicks in.. I forgot to take it..
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I also forgot to tell you guys, I am officially moving out to my own place (with roommates).

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No one knows?? I'll have to take this to reddit. I bet it's a parasite o.-
ADHD? I don't know how this works but don't you take stimulants for this? I could be mistaken. Why this happens though, I don't know why lol We give the pentagon $800,000,000,000 annually and their only response is China did it. Thanks Xi (poo bear)
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I’m going to that cleanup day/lunch thing in a little over an hour. Nervous

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We cleaned up the trash/cigarettes around the property and then had lunch. Only 4 of us showed up. There’s like 50 people in the apartment but it was just us. And the case manager had made lunch for us, I had 2 grilled hotdogs, which were extremely good, a bag of chips, a big piece of watermelon, and a can of Pepsi , ate outside in the courtyard

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I also forgot to tell you guys, I am officially moving out to my own place (with roommates).
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