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Desoxyn · Aug 04, 2021 at 06:08 PM

I can't.. stop.. conjectures..

Blue_Bird · Aug 04, 2021 at 06:10 PM

This weekend I'm going to my friend's house. The weekend after that my sister is going to take me to the park so we can walk around and look at the lake/nature

Desoxyn · Aug 04, 2021 at 06:18 PM

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This weekend I'm going to my friend's house. The weekend after that my sister is going to take me to the park so we can walk around and look at the lake/nature

Good good look forward to things.. Dopamine can decrease anxiety.

Hopefully my dad can come back to the country and we all can go visit family in a few weeks =]

Don't be afraid to go out.. There's wonders outside..

WastingAsparagus · Aug 04, 2021 at 07:38 PM

Benzo withdrawal is awful, but I am keeping positive by redefining what I define success as. I mean a lowering of the dose of Klonopin by 0.25 mg is still positive. I aim to stay at a lower dosage by that amount for a month.

WastingAsparagus · Aug 04, 2021 at 07:38 PM

I also went running outside today, which is positive.

Desoxyn · Aug 04, 2021 at 07:55 PM

I think my problem could be akathisia

There's no real difference between that and ADHD so idk

WastingAsparagus · Aug 05, 2021 at 09:34 AM

Apparently now since I'm taking Buspar and Klonopin (though the aim is to get off of the Klonopin), I feel tired in the mornings. I think I need some extra coffee today.

Ceara1010 · Aug 05, 2021 at 12:28 PM

I had my T appointment today and we talked about anxiety as this is what I'm battling these days. I had a relatively good day yesterday, though, and went for a walk with my dad. The anxiety was minimal all day. This morning, though, I threw up twice from anxiety. I don't think I'll need to rest all day though like I did on Tuesday. Some of this anxiety is self-induced, like getting anxious over the possibility that I'll get anxious, making a decision over what dog groomer to use for my new dog, worrying about getting my prescriptions refill in time. I need to stay in the moment and be mindful when this happens.

I hope everyone has a peaceful day.

newtus · Aug 05, 2021 at 05:08 PM

Got these from that claw machine. A rabbit and a little squirrel.

Desoxyn · Aug 05, 2021 at 05:22 PM

I can't focus at all. Maybe too much sativa.

I'm gonna meditate.. My focus has never been this bad in a while.

Desoxyn · Aug 05, 2021 at 05:30 PM

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I can't focus at all. Maybe too much sativa.

I'm gonna meditate.. My focus has never been this bad in a while.

I tried meditating but I need to lie down way too tired

newtus · Aug 05, 2021 at 05:31 PM

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I tried meditating but I need to lie down way too tired

Maybe it’s the meditation helping u sleep? I know I don’t have to have but a book open 1 min and I start to fall asleep

WastingAsparagus · Aug 05, 2021 at 06:09 PM

Hey people. I am having trouble today with depression again. I don't know why. Maybe it's the Buspar?

Desoxyn · Aug 05, 2021 at 06:49 PM

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Hey people. I am having trouble today with depression again. I don't know why. Maybe it's the Buspar?

*Calculating..*

..

You are prone to depression so it could be happening anyways. You are very aware yet depressed, identifying things that could be causing it.

I wasn't that aware when depressed. I was void of spirituality or philosophy. I decayed in misery at too young of an age.

With my knowledge of psychoactive chems, I don't think buspirone can worsen mood - But everyones different.. So it could be. If you get suicidal thoughts, I'd ask the prescriber to get you off of it.

Improving anxiety could cause depression.. Like how benzos are sedatives/depressants. Each drug is different. Anxiety could not so easily be turned into excitement etc which can be automatic for healthy people..

Sometimes psychotic · Aug 05, 2021 at 06:53 PM

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Originally Posted by WastingAsparagus

Hey people. I am having trouble today with depression again. I don't know why. Maybe it's the Buspar?

What else is going on? Are you dissatisfied or disappointed with anything?

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unsure123 · Aug 05, 2021 at 07:28 PM

I really need to start eating healthier. My belly is huge lol I think my main problem is that I'm too lazy when it comes to cooking.

WastingAsparagus · Aug 05, 2021 at 07:38 PM

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What else is going on? Are you dissatisfied or disappointed with anything?

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I'm kind of dissatisfied with life, which seems incongruent with what I've been doing lately, which leads me to think it's the meds.

I am moving out of my parents' house. I thought I'd be happy about that.

WastingAsparagus · Aug 05, 2021 at 07:41 PM

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Originally Posted by Desoxyn

*Calculating..*

..

You are prone to depression so it could be happening anyways. You are very aware yet depressed, identifying things that could be causing it.

I wasn't that aware when depressed. I was void of spirituality or philosophy. I decayed in misery at too young of an age.

With my knowledge of psychoactive chems, I don't think buspirone can worsen mood - But everyones different.. So it could be. If you get suicidal thoughts, I'd ask the prescriber to get you off of it.

Improving anxiety could cause depression.. Like how benzos are sedatives/depressants. Each drug is different. Anxiety could not so easily be turned into excitement etc which can be automatic for healthy people..

Yikes I don't know. All I know is off the benzos I get extremely anxious, and on the benzos + buspirone I get super depressed.

Desoxyn · Aug 05, 2021 at 08:17 PM

"Seriously, people don't understand that SCT can **** you into oblivion, to the point where suicide can be the only option. This disorder ruins lives. There needs to be more research, it's a complete shame that little know about it. Tell your psychiatrist or psychologist, passionately, that this is causing extreme suffering, that it's sucking the soul out of you. Go to group therapy and tell them about this horrible disorder, how it's ruining your life. There needs to be more awareness."

This is a redditor talking about "Sluggish Cognitive Tempo". That's what I think I have.

Desoxyn · Aug 05, 2021 at 11:24 PM

I could be set on fire and it wouldn't feel like much of a difference

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WastingAsparagus Student of Life Member Since Mar 2014 Location: South America Posts: 4,658 10 2,911 hugs given	Aug 04, 2021 at 07:38 PM #785 I also went running outside today, which is positive. __________________ "Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it!”
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,987 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,912 hugs given	Aug 04, 2021 at 07:55 PM #786 I think my problem could be akathisia There's no real difference between that and ADHD so idk
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WastingAsparagus Student of Life Member Since Mar 2014 Location: South America Posts: 4,658 10 2,911 hugs given	Aug 05, 2021 at 09:34 AM #787 Apparently now since I'm taking Buspar and Klonopin (though the aim is to get off of the Klonopin), I feel tired in the mornings. I think I need some extra coffee today. __________________ "Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it!”
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Aug 05, 2021 at 05:08 PM #789 Got these from that claw machine. A rabbit and a little squirrel. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,987 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,912 hugs given	Aug 05, 2021 at 05:22 PM #790 I can't focus at all. Maybe too much sativa. I'm gonna meditate.. My focus has never been this bad in a while.
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WastingAsparagus Student of Life Member Since Mar 2014 Location: South America Posts: 4,658 10 2,911 hugs given	Aug 05, 2021 at 06:09 PM #793 Hey people. I am having trouble today with depression again. I don't know why. Maybe it's the Buspar? __________________ "Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it!”
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unsure123 Grand Poohbah Member Since Apr 2014 Location: uk Posts: 1,609 10 45 hugs given	Aug 05, 2021 at 07:28 PM #796 I really need to start eating healthier. My belly is huge lol I think my main problem is that I'm too lazy when it comes to cooking. __________________ https://youtu.be/9A7GTGSfrIU?si=LQ8tGWkBEH-Sh4UO
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,987 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,912 hugs given	Aug 05, 2021 at 11:24 PM #800 I could be set on fire and it wouldn't feel like much of a difference
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