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Metaphysic
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#41
Why do they always take away the Vyvanse!! Christ..
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The Dopamine Flux
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#44
My dad bought me tamales for dinner, for my birthday.
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The Dopamine Flux
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#45
My birthday isn’t until next Friday though
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Metaphysic
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#46
I can never relax i need barbiturates
But I'm understanding many things.. Cognition is all there.. A lot of thoughts.. Apathy, frustration, pain.. But also content that I'm not being as ignorant and avoidant of everything.. I am coming more out of my shell in a way - To the world.. It just seems like everything that I do is wrong and I haven't caught up to dealing with yesterday let alone than with today. And it's been going like this for months or a year. Idk wtf is happening. |
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Metaphysic
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#47
But it's good.. Things are good.. I'm balancing a horrific amount of insanity and weirdness of reality..
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The Dopamine Flux
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#48
It’s like my stomach never stops hurting. This sucks. So over this first trimester, really am.
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The Dopamine Flux
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#49
Does anyone go off feelings when doing something?
Like “I feel like writing” Or “I don’t feel like doing (this/that)” I notice my feelings dictate what I do during the day. I feel strong negative energy towards something or an activity, I don’t do it. And vice versa, positive energy. But im starting to think this isn’t good. But I can’t help but do this… __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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Student of Life
Member Since Mar 2014
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Yeah I do that sometimes. I sometimes procrastinate a lot because of it. Because if I just went off of my feelings, I probably wouldn't accomplish much. __________________ "Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it!” |
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Metaphysic
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It just has been slowly decreasing every month. It's been like a year and I haven't done these things. I think it's a creative thing - Then doing something because you think that you must do it (And you do) is a way to bypass the thing and do it no matter what.. There has to be a balance between the two I think.. But you can still be happy following thought or feeling exclusively - Just prepare for the consequences of the deficit o.- |
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Metaphysic
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#54
I bought a box of mini cake powdered donuts
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#55
__________________ One day I’ll leave my 6 flowers
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The Dopamine Flux
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#56
See
Idk I seem to *almost* strictly follow my feelings. Except for the stuff that has a deadline or involves other people like doctors appts and whatnot. Otherwise I’m literally living my life doing as I feel. I procrastinate so much and I find it unbearably hard and teeth-pulling to follow a schedule or list. Some things I have made unknowingly a habit and routine. Like calling my dad every morning. I feel so guilty doing this and living my life this way. It weighs heavy on me. Because my parents judge me for it. But so much of this way has become this way because of my ill mental health the last decade or more. I feel sick to my stomach thinking I’m someone who is like this. I don’t think this latuda is working either. Which is so not good as I’m pregnant. Nothing seemingly dangerous. Just low mood a bit and paranoia/delusions. Thought someone cooked a rat and spliced it up in my tamales and I couldn’t eat them anymore. Been sad and just idk. I’m supposed to start a higher dose in less than a week tho. So idk. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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The Dopamine Flux
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#57
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The Dopamine Flux
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#58
I’ve been sad tho because I realized I won’t be getting much emotional support from others during this 9 months and it’s the hardest thing I’ve ever done in my life.
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The Dopamine Flux
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Thank you so much ![]() ![]() ![]() Yea I’m definitely not following a schedule now. Other than doctors appts and stuff. I’m so exhausted all the time and nauseaous and just general malaise. It sucks. I’m over this sickness stuff. Ready for baby to be here. 33 more weeks ![]() __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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