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Went outside for a walk in the sun….think it helped.
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The extra 30mg Vyvanse means that I skip 30mg today. So I took only one instead of two. I planned to take 0.5g mush - But I don't want to be emotional.. I'm not sure why. I'm going back to thought analysis. Not feelings.
Like a machine. People make me as a machine. I also drank vodka. I blame the shaming of people that use drugs - Because not every drug is the same. Brainwashed. And everything happens.. It all happens. Different worlds are everywhere. |
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Had a good few days off (but to be honest I could have used another week off of work). I relapsed today at work with SH so I think that was a good sign I wasn't ready to come back. I told my T who called me and I called her back because I was in a work meeting. At least I don't think I need medical attention. Waiting for my GP to get back to me on my med situation. I don't know what she is doing. She will probably get back to me at like 7 PM tonight. She's like that. Went to the ocean on Friday. It was nice but traffic was a killer. 2.5 hours to get there. 2 hours at the beach. And then 5 hours to get home. going like 5 mph on the freeway. Sucked! But I had a pretty nice few days off. I just need more of a break. I don't have the vacation time to do it though so I would have to do it without pay. And that sucks. So I am at work. Drinking tea. Trying to cope. HUGS for everyone. I missed you all.
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__________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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I'm gonna have a bad trip. But I'll try to learn and be positive.
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Possible trigger:
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HUGS Desoxyn
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It's sunny out here today too. It was in the 50's today. I have to be home most of tomorrow in case of the inspection but I think maybe Wednesday I'll try to get outside for awhile. Wednesday it will be 56 degrees, then it's going back down to 10-15 degrees for the rest of the week
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I managed to take a shower just now after over a week without one!
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It was 0.5g of mushrooms. Low dose. I'll be fine. Reading this helped; 5 Truths To Hold Onto When Your Pain Feels Like Too Much + Every song that I hear with this, it's always something that is perfect for me. It's never like that sober - Where I struggle to find songs. I miss the people that have seeked me out in the past. Lately, it's just been a never ending series of disappointments. But it's OK. I know always that I'll be OK eventually. Lol.. |
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I know it's stupid
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#996
I can’t stand hearing the people talking outside in the courtyard. It’s grating on my nerves and making me extremely irritable because I know they’re talking about me
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I have a podcast on turned up with my earphones in to try and block them out.
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There's things that can solve this - Possibly a good mood. Are you on an antidepressant? + All of the things that help with stress/depression. Hard though during pandemic. I once was listening to loud music while hearing voices and I still heard them. It's hypervigilance. The right meds help, benzo (If you haven't taken in a while) but olanzepine works for me. Just too much noise - Overstimulated. |
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I am just really angry right now because they won't shut up. I have Klonopin but I try not to take it too often. Because I don't want to become dependant on it. Sent from my M8L using Tapatalk __________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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The last time I took a klonopin was 12 days ago, I keep track
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