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Legendary Wise Elder
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May 14, 2022 at 10:18 AM
#61
Cleaned the bathroom, kitchen, and vacuumed my whole apartment
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Legendary Wise Elder
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May 14, 2022 at 10:34 AM
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May 14, 2022 at 10:41 AM
#63
My floor is really a mess now. I have ants now too. I hope they'll mop here soon. My right eye surgery took like 5 minutes and then that long 45 minute car ride. I can see almost perfectly now but I do have some new floaters. I'll hopefully go to the retina specialist after the opthalmologist. I hope they'll go away.
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May 14, 2022 at 12:10 PM
#64
Happy day 2day 15 hour stim nap
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Legendary Wise Elder
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May 14, 2022 at 03:32 PM
#65
I hope I get some better/more sleep tonight. Mustachio woke me up a little before 5am because she wanted breakfast. I don't feed them till around 8am but she wouldn't leave me alone so I couldn't get back to sleep so I got up and went out and sat in the living room and just stayed up.
Sent from my M8L using Tapatalk __________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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May 14, 2022 at 05:06 PM
#66
I’m a little upset because my brothers game night got canceled and I was looking forward to going & socializing & flirting lmao
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Metaphysic
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May 14, 2022 at 07:14 PM
#67
 I'm done I'm just so done yknow |
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Metaphysic
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May 14, 2022 at 07:21 PM
#68
I think it will fade with time
So I take these dopamine succubus molecules for now I really am figuring the thing out. And I'm mad that I was 1. gaslighted 2. abused 3. neglected 4. isolated I was screwed over by cluster B personality disordered, authoritarian people Marijuana... PSILOCIN... All of those things. SOLIPSISM, PSYCHOMIMETIC molecules.. ketamine. Medicines. Connection, love, empathy.. Last edited by Desoxyn; May 14, 2022 at 07:33 PM.. |
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Metaphysic
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May 14, 2022 at 07:39 PM
#69
No but in all seriousness...
90% of people share this situation. It is the human condition, of this era. And now, I can just do the right things. The way I reacted was inverted anger (Depression), madness. 
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Metaphysic
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May 14, 2022 at 08:55 PM
#70
I'm learning about ketosis and olanzepine.
I will be happy when it's warmer so I can sit outside on the MacBook.. I am right now but it's cold AF |
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May 14, 2022 at 09:46 PM
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Fasting insulin levels are higher in people that take olanzepine. Too much insulin causes diabetes - And insulin also treats diabetes. The body becomes tolerant to insulin over time (Like a drug) which = Need for more insulin. So if I do fast, I could get hypoglycemia.
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May 14, 2022 at 11:33 PM
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Sorry for the nonsense guys. Today has been a good day - I'll try and make use of this mood in a proper way and relax.. Just continue with my stable life and stop overthinking...
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May 14, 2022 at 11:44 PM
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Zyprexa made me lay down all the time and gain weight. I was super depressed on it and felt terrible. They put me on it bc it works super well for my aunt, not so much for myself. |
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May 14, 2022 at 11:45 PM
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I think that I’ve decided against the Depakote. The side effect profile is too long, and the doctor who prescribed it to me said that “trileptal would be too weak to prevent my mania.” How could he know that from one visit? I haven’t had mania since I was a teenager - or at least mania that I noticed.
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Legendary Wise Elder
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May 15, 2022 at 08:35 AM
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I used to be on Depakote. It helped me but I couldn’t deal with the weight gain from it so my doctor switched me to trileptal and it’s been very helpful to me with no side effects/weight gain, etc. It’s been a good med for me and in combo with my other meds has helped keep me stable Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk __________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Legendary Wise Elder
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May 15, 2022 at 10:51 AM
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I let myself sleep in a little today. Got up at 9am instead of 6am. I’ll get back to waking up at 6am tomorrow. Just think I’ll sleep in a bit on weekends trying to stay on a good routine so I’ll be prepared for when I start working part-time
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May 15, 2022 at 01:04 PM
#77
“I sat alone, in bed till the morning
I'm crying, "They're coming for me" And I tried to hold these secrets inside me My mind's like a deadly disease I'm bigger than my body I'm colder than this home I'm meaner than my demons I'm bigger than these bones And all the kids cried out, "Please stop, you're scaring me" I can't help this awful energy God damn right, you should be scared of me Who is in control? I paced around for hours on empty I jumped at the slightest of sounds And I couldn't stand the person inside me I turned all the mirrors around” - Control by Halsey I feel this summarizes my episodes. |
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Legendary Wise Elder
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May 15, 2022 at 07:56 PM
#78
Ugh I’ve had a headache all day. I took two ibuprofen in the early afternoon but it’s still been lingering so I took another 2 tonight.
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Legendary Wise Elder
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May 15, 2022 at 08:59 PM
#79
Does anyone else get the desire to do something creative now and then? It's been a long time since I've done any art or craft related things, and lately I've been really wanting to
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Metaphysic
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May 16, 2022 at 12:42 AM
#80
Another good mood day.
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My Support Forums is the online community that was originally begun as the Psych Central Forums in 2001. It now runs as an independent self-help support group community for mental health, personality, and psychological issues and is overseen by a group of dedicated, caring volunteers from around the world.
but I need to sleep because my mental health is a wreck when I don’t get any. It sucks though because I love staying up late. But getting into a semi routine has helped me a lot. It feels predictable and I guess there’s sometimes comfort when you feel like you can predict what you will be doing throughout the day. But I also enjoy my mornings, they’re peaceful and mindful. Though I do wish I didn’t have to sleep because there’s so much I’d like to do during the time I should be sleeping 
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