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Default Mar 13, 2023 at 09:34 PM
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Yeah let’s all get manic with the fresh spring air!

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Sorry, I was struggling a lot yesterday.

I ended up staying up all night because I couldn’t sleep (I got one hour of light sleep around 6am -7am) I was up crying and
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but I didn’t do it because I can’t leave my cats

One of my friends was up all night too because he’s trying to fix his sleep schedule so we talked for several hours on messenger and I played Pokémon Scarlet while we talked. (We dated in the past like 10 years ago but we are just good friends now)

Anyway it was nice

I walked to the pharmacy today. Got soaked. There’s snow up to my knees and puddles up to above my ankles. My shoes and socks got soaked entirely through. I should have worn my winter boots. I don’t know what I was thinking. Anyway I got all my meds. I can take my Thorazine tonight and finally sleep

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Therapy at 1 PM today. I don't know why I am always so nervous before therapy. I feel kind of unreal though. So that's a weird combo! Don't know whether or not to tell her about the hallucinations. Some people don't know what to say about them. Or they just tell me I'm fine. Plus I am worried about worrying her! Sigh. I wish once in a while I could be normal. Whatever that is.

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Very nice job on the painting Blue_Bird! That looks like it takes a ton of concentration!

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Very nice job on the painting Blue_Bird! That looks like it takes a ton of concentration!
Thanks Kit, yeah it does but that's why I like it it takes my mind off anxiety

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I'm hoping to get better with practice

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I miss my friend. I haven't seen her since Feb. 27th. Because she works in Emergency management and she has been deployed to the mountains near us because we got so much snow in a short amount of time. People are still snowed in and it is weeks later. I miss her so much!

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Day 4 of 5mg olanz. Doing good (:
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I’m wearing shorts and while faded, I can see my self harm scars on my thighs and ankle. I get this urge now to self harm. It’s just this feeling I have.

I’m 69 days clean from self harm.

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Meeting with a career readiness person tomorrow. To see if I’m ready to take one of their career readiness workshops.

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Hoping to work part time in the spring

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@ Blue_Bird, nice artwork! Thanks for sharing it with us!

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Thinking about my upcoming Parkinson’s virtual meeting in 1/2 hour... playing some Binaural Beats from Youtube...

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I woke up at about 3am unable to get back to sleep. Watched some tv and now it’s just after 430am.

No one is awake until about 5am. I don’t usually get up until about 630am/7am or so.

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I finally got a night of sleep thanks to my Thorazine. I was running on 1 hour of sleep in 40 hours before that. Glad I got my refill. I slept really good and feel better.

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I finally got a night of sleep thanks to my Thorazine. I was running on 1 hour of sleep in 40 hours before that. Glad I got my refill. I slept really good and feel better.

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