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Old Mar 20, 2023 at 05:15 PM
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I feel like I have to constantly distract myself otherwise I slip back into being depressed the second I have 5 seconds to think.

I also am worried about tomorrow. I知 worried they値l think I知 not doing a good job and not want me there

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You値l do great! I知 sure they appreciate all the help they can get.

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Old Mar 20, 2023 at 05:21 PM
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You値l do great! I知 sure they appreciate all the help they can get.

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Thanks, yeah you're right. And I'm sure the kitties there will appreciate having someone to play with them and clean up their litter, give them fresh food etc

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Old Mar 20, 2023 at 05:34 PM
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So I have two 100mg tablets of zoloft left I saved in case I got desperate waiting on my med refills. Normally I take 200mg of it in the mornings. But I haven't had any at all in 4 days because I'm out except those two tablets. I should *hopefully* be able to pick up my meds tomorrow after my shift. So I'm wondering if I should just take the 200mg tonight and be back on track, but just keep it as a night med instead of a morning med. I know it takes time to build back up in my system but I'm desperate and need to get my serotonin levels back up to normal so I'm just starting it back up tonight

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Old Mar 20, 2023 at 05:41 PM
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I took the 200mg tonight along with my other meds.

Hopefully tomorrow I can pick up a refill and get back on track

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Old Mar 20, 2023 at 06:59 PM
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My mom precut my hair for me so the hairdresser won稚 have so much to cut tomorrow. So my hair is like shoulder length right now and I知 already excited. It feels so light and healthy.

I can稚 wait for tomorrow.

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Old Mar 20, 2023 at 07:45 PM
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I will stop the Invega Trinza

And do genius things?..

No.. nvm...
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Old Mar 20, 2023 at 09:08 PM
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Can稚 sleep. Think I知 too nervous and excited for tomorrow

I want caffeine but can稚, I have none other than matcha

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Old Mar 21, 2023 at 10:11 AM
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I did it, got home early because we started a little early and there were only 3 cats at the moment there to take care of.

There was a black male kitten named Luna, a tabby female kitten named Jassie, and a 2-3 year old big male named cowboy.

Poor Jassie was shaking and terrified. Cowboy was super friendly. We took them each out of their cages at separate times and spent time with each of them while we cleaned their cages, blankets, beds, litter, gave them fresh food and water. Luna and Jassie were both scared. Cowboy was super friendly, he looks like a cow with his black and white coloring pattern. I love him lol

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Old Mar 21, 2023 at 03:31 PM
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My Zoloft has finally been refilled so I'm going to the pharmacy tomorrow morning to pick it up

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Old Mar 21, 2023 at 04:19 PM
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I miss coffee so much. I know it sounds stupid. But it was one of the few things in life that brought me a lot of happiness

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Old Mar 21, 2023 at 06:51 PM
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I might delete this but got a haircut! It was down to my tailbone before. Now it痴 like around chin length.

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Old Mar 21, 2023 at 07:00 PM
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Old Mar 21, 2023 at 07:27 PM
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Tomorrow I have to go to the pharmacy and then clean my apartment.

Thursday I have to go to the food pantry first thing in the morning. Then I have a Foodstamps recertification interview over phone. Then an appointment with my therapist. Saturday I知 going to the community brunch/clothing room place to get some free clothes because I need shirts and blouses. Sunday I知 going to my friends house to play dungeons and dragons.

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Old Mar 21, 2023 at 07:49 PM
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Once I have a few months of volunteer experience with this Kitten Angel program I知 gonna put it on my resume and also add my volunteer experience with the shelter serving meals to the community. I have a shift with the shelter next Thursday morning.

I think in 2 months from now I知 gonna apply to McDonalds and some other local places around here. To try to get a part time position.

Also college starts up in September and Im going back part time.

My ultimate goal is by September to be working part time at some place such as McDonalds or whatever is easy to get, still volunteering with Kitten Angels, and doing college part time to finish my degree.

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Old Mar 21, 2023 at 08:06 PM
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Sometimes we need to let go and have mental breakdowns.

But responsibility is the key to happiness (As far as I know).

Cuz what do I know.. Most of us (Including me) don't know what the hell we're doing here let alone how to follow our dreams.

Learn from the entrepreneur people, and the motivation quotes, the spiritual people, the ones with hidden secrets and reality distortions.

Idk.. Anyway my sister and her bf are cooking dinner.
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Old Mar 22, 2023 at 01:48 AM
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Struggling again. I asked ChatGPT more questions.

I hate this. I'm so aware. I know a lot more now.. But I still know nothing.

My cousin has wanted to talk to me for a while. I'm having lunch with her tomorrow.

In all fairness, I wish I were dead. I just want to stay awake. But I better get some sleep....
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Old Mar 22, 2023 at 09:15 AM
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Got my meds from the pharmacy

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It's like every day, I start all over again. Idk what I'm doing.
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Old Mar 22, 2023 at 11:22 AM
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Cogladaid you look great!

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Blue_Bird! I am glad your volunteering went well! Yay!

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