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I've been hallucinating almost 24/7 for anywhere in between 1,200 and 1,300 days. Visual, auditory, tactile, gustatory, olfactory, proprioceptive, thermoreceptive, chronoreceptive, and even command hallucinations. As I write this; I’m seeing apparitions and hearing voices commenting on what I’m writing about. Luckily, the hallucinations aren’t quite as intense so as to prevent me from perceiving and interacting with the real world.
The visual hallucinations became (somewhat) noticeable during waking hours sometime on and/or in between the months of July and November of 2019. The auditory verbal hallucinations became more frequent and intense sometime in September or October of that year. In between Halloween and Thanksgiving of 2019; I was most definitely experiencing both visual and auditory (sometimes tactile, gustatory, and olfactory) hallucinations every waking moment from the very moment I'd wake up to the moment I'd fall asleep. The apparitions very quickly began to appear in my dreams and nightmares and make references to them during daylight hours. The apparitions follow me around everywhere—even to an entirely different city over a hundred miles away. The apparitions have claimed to be: astral-projecting psychics, time travelers, ghosts, demons, extraterrestrials, deities, law enforcement and paramilitary personnel, federal government agents, psychologists, a neuropsychiatrist, a psychiatrist, a psychiatric nurse practitioner, psychotherapists, an aeronautical engineer (among the many labels that they've self-applied). Overall, however, the apparitions tend to collectively refer to themselves using a catch-all term, "thought-forms". By the late-2019 to mid-2020 period; I managed to count anywhere from something like 48 up to 147... at the very least (these are the ones who have shown/told me their "names" and/or faces). The thought-forms themselves have provided me with estimates as high as 10,000... 8,000,000, or even 16,000,000. They've been showing me
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Last edited by bluekoi; Mar 04, 2023 at 12:33 PM.. Reason: Add trigger icon and code. Administrative edit. |
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