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Elder
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Jun 16, 2023 at 11:10 AM
#201
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It is good! It’s got artificial sweeteners which may not be the healthiest but it’s high protein low sugar. I’m trying to prioritize protein intake for muscle growth. Protein shakes, protein peanut butter, protein bars, loading up on chicken and lean protein for lunch and dinner. I find eating more protein makes me fuller for longer. Also taking animo acids and supplements to help with muscle fatigue and repair. Don’t mind me, just becoming a crazy gym rat again lmao. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
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Legendary Wise Elder
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Location: Hogwarts
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Jun 16, 2023 at 11:21 AM
#202
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That’s awesome! And hey I just got some cappuccinos that are sugar free (artificially sweetened with Splenda) they just arrived a minute ago, not the best in terms of health but still a a step down from eating actual sugary stuff all day everyday. I find protein helps keep me full longer too. I got some ground chicken I plan on making this weekend. cook it then toss it in some wheat pasta with tomato sauce with some sort of veggie. I’ve been doing the protein thing too, with the protein bars and protein smoothies/shakes. And trying to eat a variety of foods. I tend to feel better physically when I eat like that. And I don’t have those throwing up episodes Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk __________________ R.I.P mom  8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Angelique67, cogladaid, MuddyBoots, Sometimes psychotic
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Elder
Member Since Jul 2015
Location: Nowhere
Posts: 5,565
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Jun 16, 2023 at 11:24 AM
#203
On Snapchat you have the bitmoji avatar and I updated it to show more of what I’m wearing most of the time. So I’m not showing a picture of myself but if you don’t know me on Facebook or Instagram you can see roughly what I look like:
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Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jun 2013
Location: Hogwarts
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Jun 16, 2023 at 12:09 PM
#204
I just noticed I got my 10 year member badge on here, I've been a member since June 2013
I had just turned 19 when I joined, now I just turned 29, damn time flies __________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Angelique67, cogladaid, Job 30 26, MuddyBoots, Sometimes psychotic
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Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jun 2013
Location: Hogwarts
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Jun 16, 2023 at 12:46 PM
#205
Reading a book called The Life Changing Magic of Tidying Up: The Japanese Art of Decluttering and Organizing by Marie Kondo
Trying to get inspired to start decluttering and getting rid/let go of stuff I never use __________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Angelique67, cogladaid, Desoxyn, MuddyBoots, Sometimes psychotic
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Elder
Member Since Jul 2015
Location: Nowhere
Posts: 5,565
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Jun 16, 2023 at 12:55 PM
#206
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I’ve been with this ID since July 16th 2015. I was here briefly in 2013 under a different ID that I deleted but been hanging around here pretty much since 2015. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
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Elder
Member Since Jul 2015
Location: Nowhere
Posts: 5,565
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Jun 16, 2023 at 01:21 PM
#207
 Salad. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
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Blue_Bird, Job 30 26, MuddyBoots, Sometimes psychotic
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Legendary Wise Elder
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Location: Hogwarts
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Jun 16, 2023 at 02:24 PM
#208
I really want to wear those dresses once I get the right shoes to go with them. My self esteem is non existent right now though so it will be awhile, I’m hoping to wear them at some point this summer though
Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk __________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Legendary Wise Elder
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Location: Hogwarts
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Jun 16, 2023 at 05:40 PM
#209
I made plans with my sister for July. We’re gonna go to a park near here and get lunch at a place right next to the park. And I’m gonna wear one of my dresses. Because I’ll have the shoes and everything for them by then. I’m nervous. I always worry so much what others think about me. But I want to stop caring so much that it impedes on my ability to express myself, it’s ridiculous.
I’m just gonna stop caring about what others think about me. Who cares what they think. It doesn’t effect me. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk __________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Angelique67, cogladaid, Desoxyn, MuddyBoots, Sometimes psychotic
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Metaphysic
Member Since Aug 2016
Location: The Netherlands
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Jun 16, 2023 at 06:09 PM
#210
I cried hard last night cuz my mom is gone for two nights, getting yearly cancer check. And I think about all of the things in my life...
I felt sleepy and went to bed at 1am. Today has been a good day though. I went to work, stayed even longer than usual (To get stuff done) - And they gave me lunch. I feel a little hyper and silly, from a microdose. Things are coming in place.. I talked with my family (On a group chat) - And I told them about some goals I have.. They don't want me to go into such internet rabbit holes, lonely, stressed, anxious etc... But I'm okay.. I just want to make use of this life (For what it's for), and then die... I am given this life... for some reason.. But a reason nonetheless... |
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Elder
Member Since Jul 2015
Location: Nowhere
Posts: 5,565
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Jun 16, 2023 at 08:42 PM
#211
I haven’t been very good at being sober and completely alcohol free, but I’ve been pretty good on regulating my drinking and keeping in moderation.
I should just stop drinking but there’s part of me holding on to the thought of ‘the occasional’. Idk. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
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Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since May 2013
Location: Chicago
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Jun 17, 2023 at 08:24 AM
#212
So I’m experiencing psychosis again. They messed up my meds. They gave me dissolving tablets instead of normal pills and said to split them in half so I did. Just a tip, if a med doesn’t have a score line it cannot be split because the med may be unequal in the halves. Anyway, back in psychosis.
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Legendary Wise Elder
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Location: Chicago
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Jun 17, 2023 at 12:02 PM
#213
Bought the book fourth wing…it’s about a dragon war college!
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Legendary Wise Elder
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Jun 17, 2023 at 02:12 PM
#214
Learning fingerpicking/finger style on ukulele, and how to play using a metronome
Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk __________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Legendary Wise Elder
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Location: Chicago
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Jun 17, 2023 at 02:29 PM
#215
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Love fingerstyle  Sent from my iPad using Tapatalk __________________ Hugs!
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Metaphysic
Member Since Aug 2016
Location: The Netherlands
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Jun 17, 2023 at 03:49 PM
#216
It's been a fantastic, non-depressed 2 weeks.
I deal with demonic possession sometimes - Derangement, horror etc. But I take something to make me feel better (And it's usually the right chem). I look forward to a good summer! (I'm just tired and want to relax.. I don't want responsibilities right now.. I just want to space out, relax, and relax..). I was so hard on myself during the winter, and depressed. There was so many suicidal thoughts - Those are gone now. I blame the ket. |
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Metaphysic
Member Since Aug 2016
Location: The Netherlands
Posts: 12,988
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Jun 17, 2023 at 03:51 PM
#217
And I had so many existential realizations... That life isn't very short, more philosophical thoughts, ideas of common sense etc.. Just growing older helps.
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Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Oct 2014
Location: USA
Posts: 22,115
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Jun 17, 2023 at 03:58 PM
#218
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Legendary Wise Elder
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Location: USA
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Jun 17, 2023 at 04:02 PM
#219
My tooth/jaw infection is almost gone. I have to get back with the oral surgery.
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Metaphysic
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Jun 17, 2023 at 04:55 PM
#220
So unmotivated. I just don't know what to do.
If I'm not supposed to search conspiracies (Which are on the "Intellectual dark web"), then what do I do.. I'd draw or something, if... I didn't know what I know.. And that there's very very limited time. I think acid would help me do creative things... Idk. I have schiz, can't do that anyway. What is schizophrenia.. Staying up late, two nights in a row caused this. My mom said that I can work full time if I had to - Idk if I can.. Why does everyone have to be a slave to make pennies?? That's the whole point of why I'm searching about the corruption/conspiracies!.. I'm not pathological, in what I do.. I'm somewhat smart.. I can take time, to pet my cat, appreciate nature and stuff.. I have a heart, I'm not cold. But I know things.. I have to listen to myself, but everyone keeps warning me of stuff. I have a heavy 3rd eye now.... But I'm not a nut and never will be. |
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