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Default Feb 21, 2024 at 12:27 AM
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Btw I wouldn't take that med even if your psychiatrist prescribes it (But you know that, you're just trying to make sure).

Cuz he did say that he wanted you on newer antipsychotics (So mention that to the pharmacist).
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Default Feb 21, 2024 at 11:51 AM
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Still havenít heard anything back yet about the med, I need a refill on my Thorazine and I canít get it until they figure this out

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Default Feb 21, 2024 at 12:00 PM
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He was supposed to prescribe 300mg Thorazine (three 100mg tablets per day) all I have is 200mg tablets so I guess Iíll have to start cutting the meds in half to get the right dose because I donít have my new prescription yet until they ever decide to get back to me about this mistake they made by prescribing mellaril.

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Default Feb 21, 2024 at 12:03 PM
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I looked up patient reviews of my new psychiatrist just out of curiosity, most of the reviews were really good but one review was one star and the person wrote that he prescribed the wrong med to them accidentally and it put them in the hospital so idk if this is like a regular thing for him or what

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Default Feb 21, 2024 at 02:45 PM
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He just called me. He said it was a mistake and he apologized for it and sent out the 300mg of Thorazine for me

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Default Feb 21, 2024 at 08:25 PM
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I tried Irish soda bread for the first time. Itís really good.

Also tried some focaccia bread which is good too

I have some Italian sausage so Iím gonna make that to go with spaghetti in a couple days.

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Default Feb 22, 2024 at 01:06 AM
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Another day.. Tortured, like a rat
From the way, the core of my awareness..
Enjoys the front window view
Of heaven and hell
Popping champagne, and feeling utter pain
Heart beat flutters, from love and near death
Becoming insane, after nothing is left
In the pouring rain, holding onto nothing
But my eternal soul
Fear, forever, right?
Until I unveil the cover
After I'm old, the Earth implodes
Mud and dust curve into the black hole
In my slumber, of the night..
I always feel comfort, like that

And I feel whole
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I have to go to the IRS building tomorrow to confirm my identity for my tax return, because they still have my old address so I have to go there in person to straighten it out. I have an appointment there tomorrow there at 2. It's a 15 min walk to the bus stop, an hour bus ride, then a 15 minute walk to the building. Ughhhh it's gonna be a long day. But at least once this is done they can finally process my refund. I'm nervous because I never go that far from home and I always worry about getting lost or something but it should be fine. I have plenty of bus fare on my card. I have my phone so I can check the map. I just have to be calm and do it. It will probably be good for me anyway to kind of get out of my shell I keep myself in by staying in my city all the time, I never venture out far. So maybe this will give me some confidence to get out further and do more stuff

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We are not to be crippled like this..

Life was meant for much more. But evil people stole from us - And the inhabitors are demons. They grow as seeds (Such as cancer cells and other illnesses) from negative thoughts - The source is the swirling cloud on the horizon. If you are to go into the depths of that cloud, unimaginable torture rips your whole body apart, burns it and you hear disturbing voices for millions of years (If you manage to get out) - The only way out, is to face your deepest shadow self. Also, the reason this is caused is because we are in a physical realm. Anything that is physical, is evil - We're meant to fly, in the ethereal realm or above the astral plane (In the heavens) - And every decision that we make, is a battle of wanting to rise higher, and reasons leading to suffering.

Now, love is important. Without, things die - More brutally, easier, faster etc. Think of the world, consumed with evil. Unbelievable. People think that the World Economic Forum is still a conspiracy. But no need to lose hope.. If I lose hope, what chance is there for the rest (Considering that I'm just an eternal hallucination)?... So I must take the first step.. I've taken steps before (When I was a child), but it was too dark.. I froze in place, complied, didn't question.. Denied the good things (As there's always angels that we ignore - They just want for us to give best grace.. And then they cry..).. The mind and everything else, it become hard and solid, like a stone - The most physical, evil.. Dense piece of matter, that humans have carried for millennia..

Anything that gets in the way of progress (In a bad state), such as dropping something on the floor, car won't start, being stuck in traffic, not being able to open a door (In a a bad mental state), is physical.. Consciousness is not physical.. It's bad mathematic equations.. It's the reason as to why highly spiritual children find math hard.. - Because everything in life is mathematical. And when you grow older, it's a decrease in less decisions being made.

And the world, in our awareness.. We are safe there (If we are mindful).. Everyone needs a holistic approach to life. And that means, light. Lighting up your brain, lighting up your life.. With variety, intensity, good frequencies, allowing the brain to relax (Within the mold - Like a geometric shape, expanding to many other levels.. All points connecting, wiring the cortexes.. The reality.. The virtual reality.. - Like an orgasmic, colourful, sugar, psychedelic, cocaine, hit).. Euphoria (Is what heaven is.. And any drug, has its karma.. We are free from nothing.. Nothing is free.. Even if there were no such thing as money, we'd still all.. Have to pay..). We'd have to work.. But most importantly, we have to give..

And that brings us to our next point.. The dopamine.. What we need to survive (In order to move physical things..) - Without dopamine, you have parkinsons.. You can't move.. And all of society, is given temptations and instant wires to plug into the brain, and stimulate themselves, unlimited pleasure - Harnessed from alien slaves in other dimensions, letting the current in the pool of water, flow from one battery to the next.. (Caused by the lightning storms of the swirling demon cloud)..

The light shines on the flowers, gives them warmth, life.. We need life. Free will, God, suicide, happiness.. It's all a choice/non-choice, given by you, to own your soul.. And continue, through the worst unimaginable hells. I can't say the most positive things.. I'd wish to.. Sometimes I'm a free spirit, but half of the time, I'm in hell.. Idk why it's like that..
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I have to go to the IRS building tomorrow to confirm my identity for my tax return, because they still have my old address so I have to go there in person to straighten it out. I have an appointment there tomorrow there at 2. It's a 15 min walk to the bus stop, an hour bus ride, then a 15 minute walk to the building. Ughhhh it's gonna be a long day. But at least once this is done they can finally process my refund. I'm nervous because I never go that far from home and I always worry about getting lost or something but it should be fine. I have plenty of bus fare on my card. I have my phone so I can check the map. I just have to be calm and do it. It will probably be good for me anyway to kind of get out of my shell I keep myself in by staying in my city all the time, I never venture out far. So maybe this will give me some confidence to get out further and do more stuff

Make sure you have the Uber app or lyft app downloaded and you can get home from anywhere in an emergency

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I ended up deciding to rescheduling it but today I got the letter in the mail from the IRS that allowed me to verify my identity with them online so I shouldn't even have to go there now, so my refund should be processed in a couple days

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How is everyone?

Iím spending a portion of my tax refund on a new upgraded violin. I currently have a cheap as hell $75 violin. Sound and quality pretty poor. So Iím buying one in the $400 to $500 range.

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Or I might get a new laptop. Not sure. Will have to decide

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This one looks nice , it has Windows 11, a 1 year free trial to Microsoft, and has 20gb ram and 1TB SSD for $489
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Or I can find a place to replace my battery on my currentl laptop. Decisions decisions.

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Or I can find a place to replace my battery on my currentl laptop. Decisions decisions.

I would say new laptop over battery replacement. The tech (RAM etc) on the laptop are probably outdated by now.

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I would say new laptop over battery replacement. The tech (RAM etc) on the laptop are probably outdated by now.

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Okay Iíll do that then, my old one is about 5 years old now so Iíll get a new one

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So Iím gonna hold on to my tax refund for a few months , put it in savings and add to it over the next 3-4 months then purchase an even better laptop. So the one Iím looking at now is around $780. My current laptop only has like 12gb of ram. So it doesnít run games well other than like the Sims and Stardew valley and whatnot. And I have a decent game library on steam and games Iíd love to play but my current laptop canít handle them due to its low ram. So I think this would be a good option.

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ASUS Vivobook Laptop, 16" FHD IPS Display, AMD Ryzen 7 5800HS, AMD Radeon Graphics, 36GB RAM, 2TB PCle SSD, 180į Lay-Flat Hinge, Wi-Fi 6, Bluetooth, Keypad, USB-C, Webcam, SPS HDMI, Win 11 Pro

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The goal is to buy the laptop, the new violin and the OLED Nintendo switch (to upgrade my original model switch) all at once and to do that Iíd need to save $1,500 total for all of it combined together.

With my tax refund Iíll have roughly $575. So that goes into savings. Then maybe put like $50 a month into savings with it. Occasionally I may be able to put like $120 a month into savings with it just depends. If I do put $120 into savings per month I could have my goal met by October or November

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Actually you know what Iím going with the original one I posted. The blue one. Itís $489. Has 20gb ram 1TB SSD. Iím gonna need it for college. So Iíll order it next week. From what I understand 16gb is good for gaming , 20 is even better, and the screen looks really good. Plus I love the color. And it has a much bigger SSD than my current laptop.

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