Roll Call 202

Hope you feel better WA. Having Covid is miserable

My bf got me a cordless drill set and a damaged screw extractor kit for like DIY stuff and whatnot. I love the color of the drill. I feel like bob the builder now lol

I have no idea what to do with my life. I have nothing to say anymore.

Maybe I need the Invega Trinza injection? (I was supposed to get it today, but I'm getting it on the 20th).

Does it actually help with negative symptoms?

I was freaking out cuz I have nothing planned.. I don't know what to do..

I was advised to practice gratitude.. I forgot - Idk.. I'm just... Waiting for something to happen. I feel way too calm,

like there's nothing going on in my head.

I went ahead and got the exact precision screwdriver computer repair kit my bf recommended. It was on $16 and has pretty much everything you need. It’s also like good for other types of repairs like eyeglasses, watches, furniture etc. So I’m all set for any kind of basic computer stuff like battery changes or upgrading ram and whatnot. Also got a tripod to make our video chats easier when we’re playing trading card games together over video chat. He’s gonna get one too. That way we can like angle our phones down to the table for when we’re playing games hands free.

I’ll be able to get the replacement battery for my laptop soon. It’s doing great with the ram upgrade.

I’m doing pretty good, the days have been going by super quickly cause I’m preoccupied by my hobbies and projects. And then on weekends I spend more time with my bf because he doesn’t work on weekends and his schedule is like 3:30pm to 2am on weekdays so it’s kinda hard for us to spend much time together during the week because of that since he sleeps till around 12pm before he gets up for work and I’m usually asleep once he gets off but eventually he’s hoping to get back on first shift once he’s in the union. He’s buying his car tomorrow. We still call eachother everyday though and can occasionally squeeze in a couple episodes of Naruto over FaceTime SharePlay throughout the weekdays when there’s time.

Yesterday we watched some of the lord of the rings and we played a game of yugioh since he was off. But yeah things are going well. I’m shocked I’ve been in a relationship for an entire year. That’s like unbelievable to me. I’d never thought I’d be able to be in a healthy relationship and I sure as heck never thought I’d be in one that would last this long. I can’t wait to go down there and see him in person again. It’s been 10 years since we’ve seen eachother in person which was when we last dated.

I’m working on getting a job. I’m not in a rush but I am putting out applications regularly and did make a resume finally. So yeah maybe I’ll hear something.

But yeah. Doing this 101 classical piece violin challenge where I post a video once or twice a week on Facebook on a simplified version of classical pieces, and am aiming to actually do the entire 101 songs from a classical songbook I got for violin. The goal is to complete it in a year but if it takes me a little longer that’s okay I just want to be consistent with it and get it done roughly around that time. Just for practice really and to work on technique with the bow and whatnot. I put in my posting schedule on my planner app. I have Tuesdays and Fridays scheduled for video postings on Facebook every week. So hoping to get two videos posted every week of a different classical piece.

Invega helped me a lot when I was on it but I feel like for negative type symptoms the abilify I’m on works better for me in that aspect. I’m a lot more passionate I guess about my hobbies and motivated to do things. But I’m on some other meds too. I think I recall you having a bad experience with abilify though? I’m not sure I could be confusing it with something else.

I have a job interview today (well yeah technically today) cause it’s after midnight already. My interview is at 7:45am. If I get it I’ll be working inside in a garden and lawn center

So the interview went well. The guy who interviewed me said he just has to discuss it with the person who is in charge of the department I applied for and I should hear by this afternoon. He also said that the interview went well

I stumbled a bit on the last two questions but I think I presented well overall.

And it was a very in depth interview so I kind of feel like they actually go more in depth when you’re actually being considered. They told me a lot about the company. Hopefully that’s a good sign.

Good luck!!!!

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Now the really hard part, waiting. They said this afternoon. And only 9:30am right now. Just waiting on that phone call. If it comes lol

Waiting …………

Ughhhh this sucks. It’s been 27 hours without sleep and I can not focus on anything enough to distract me and pass the time cause I’m too paranoid I’ll miss a call

I just want to sleep but I have to sit here glued to my phone the next 5-6 hours

Still nothing :/

I've been dreading catching norovirus the past few weeks because it's very heavy where I live. The last time I had a stomach virus I was so sick, I couldn't stop vomiting and having diarrhea. I don't want to go through that again. But I had a possible first symptom and I don't feel well at all. Nausea is coming on and I feel tired and weak.

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I think I'm gonna get a Coke. I'm thirsty and I need to hydrate with sugar water.

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Last time I got hired at my previous job they called me around 5:30pm to tell me I got it, the same day of the interview. Idk how this place is though. they said I'd get a call sometime after the afternoon I just am really impatient cause I'm exhausted

Calm hypomania but no creativity

Only time heals

Until then, Idk what will happen.. But I'll be ok.