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Dec 03, 2004, 04:32 PM
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This is the kind of thing that triggers my paranoia ... a "pattern" that develops in different areas all in the same day. Today I had "delivery" problems. My dentist calls me this morning to say the statement they sent out to me was returned to them marked "moved & no forwarding address". My mate's Mom sent me a package for my b-day that similarly got returned to her. I've been living here almost 5 years now. Then later people started complaining to me their email to me was bouncing back to them marked "unknown recipient" or something. I'm paid up with my DSL provider, no reason for this. I start to think the FBI or CIA or some Hush-Hush wad of "Spooks" is monitoring what I do online and deliberately targetting me in an attempt to sabotage / "gaslight" me. Why? Because the knowledge I possess of certain spiritual and prophetic realities is a direct threat to their current agenda and the current administration.
Of course this is paranoia, you recognize it, I recognize it ... but I still have to feel all the anxiety it makes me feel. Even though it is true that I know things that are dangerous to their agenda, etc. why would they bother to track me and do low-level mind-***** hassles on me -- most people wouldn't believe me anyway if I told them what I knew, because it too is the kind of stuff society and the establishment have worked UBER HARD on the past several generations to instill the general meme that all such things are "delusional" and have no meaning other than that the person telling them to you is mentally ill.
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Dec 03, 2004, 04:35 PM
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Hahahahah, good thing I can laugh at myself. My friend just emailed me back to say it was all her fault, she accidentally made a typo and put an apostrophe in my email address! ROFL .... I'm such an eeeejit sometimes.
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Dec 03, 2004, 06:24 PM
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Dear Mal:
Believe me, I understand! My mail was also returned to sender. Seems people were raiding my mailbox and throwing some of it into the nearby field. They had a reason, too. Four identity thefts later, I know what that reason was. LOL. I can laugh about it now, but was not taking it too well at the time. We're not paranoid. They ARE after us! Tee-hee. Adieu |
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