Ahh... Maybepossibly?

Hey, I have a small concern.

I think I might possibly have schizophrenia. Maybe. A few of my friends think I do.

The symptoms I have currently:
Fear of social situations
Paranoia
Hearing Voices
Crying for no reason
Hearing things that aren't there
Low self-esteem
Strange fantasies
Panic Attacks
Severe Anxiety
Depression
I suspect maybe obsessive compulsive.
Eating more than I should lately.
Spending more time on the internet I should.

The thing that worries me most, though, are the voices and the fantasies.

The voices threaten me constantly, and though I know nothing will happen, I 'm still scared out of my mind (pardon the pun, lol.)

And I'm really embarrassed to say what my fantasies are, but...
I'm constantly fantasizing about murdering people. Everyone, anyone off the street. Every time I do, I start feeling flushed and excited, and my chest tightens. Especially when someone makes me angry.

NOW, DON'T GET ME WRONG. I would never murder someone. It's 'wrong', and of course, no matter how much I plan it out, I would be caught. I'm not smarter than the authorites. I'm not that far gone yet.

So, opinions from anyone?

I'm in a similar boat, so I don't know, I think maybe I am because I hear voices. It's not nearly as bad as it was before, but every once in a while they're there. My p doc upped my medication because of it, so we'll see if that takes care of the problem.