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Old Oct 30, 2008, 03:39 AM
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The last several months have been blissful because my head has been by and large very quiet. I haven't heard voices or anything. Now the voices are starting to come back. It started yesterday. Luckily, I'll be seeing my counselor later on today, but I wanted to get some stuff out now anyway. I think the voices are from repressed anger. I'm sick of anger and have no idea how to get rid of it anymore. I've spent ages trying to vent it, with no success, and now I'm afraid I'm jaded about it. I think I wasn't successful because I felt at some deep level that I'd be humiliating myself if I expressed the rage I feel and other people heard me. I've been deeply humiliated many many times in life and I've stuffed it all and I think there's a part of me that's trying to protect me from having that happen again. The problem is, instead of protecting me, it's keeping me from getting better. I still don't know how to circumvent it, but at least I have a better idea of what's going on. I'm really sick of this crap, and I'm ready for it to stop, but there's still a part of me that can't handle it, and I don't know what to do. Thanks for letting me vent.
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Old Nov 04, 2008, 11:46 AM
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(((((( VioletMcCall )))))) Just noticed this thread. How are you doing now?
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Old Nov 05, 2008, 11:38 PM
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I am sorry your going through this..I belive that anger can have a personality of it's own that if not let out slowly can have a whirlwind effect on us..I wish I had something more to say then I understand as I fight that issue as well..Hope your appt. went okay?
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Old Nov 07, 2008, 08:14 PM
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(((((( VioletMcCall )))))) Just noticed this thread. How are you doing now?
Thanks. I'm doing a lot better now. My sleep pattern has gotten better, so maybe that has something to do with it.

It's just nice to have someplace to go to vent, no matter what the hour. It's a nice forum here, unlike most of the rest of the 'net.

If you need someone to listen to you, let me know, and I will.

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Old Nov 07, 2008, 08:16 PM
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I am sorry your going through this..I belive that anger can have a personality of it's own that if not let out slowly can have a whirlwind effect on us..I wish I had something more to say then I understand as I fight that issue as well..Hope your appt. went okay?
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Misercriz,

Hi, thanks. I was getting some of it out with this story I started; I'll have to get back to that soon.

The appointment went fine. I'm glad I've got someone to see, she's a big help, and really nice. She has two little dogs that are in the room with her, so I get to pet doggies at therapy! Cool, huh?

If you need someone to talk to, let me know and I will listen.

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