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Feb 08, 2009, 09:45 PM
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I’m tired again. I feel deaths presence again. I told him of my decisions or that’s to say, I told him illusions, not my true decisions. He seems to be finding reasons to put me down as if before there was. I’ve gained my permission in the grand illusion of things it wasn’t him that killed me nor his words; they just made me rediscover my true destiny. For that I thank him.
...I think Im going crazy...
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Feb 09, 2009, 10:10 PM
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Hang in there. I think it is good you are communicating with your voices though they may be scary. I hope you feel better.
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Feb 10, 2009, 09:16 PM
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aww the voices tell stories of horror, melting glass windows change into people long gone, screaming out of the darkness telling me to do things... I face them with tears in my eyes screaming for them to leave me be, but the voices whisper a whisper.... a whisper of ill fate, I dont know what I should do... in my mind I throw myself to the floor and cover my ears but the beings begin to scream orders at me... I cant stop them... they are too strong...
People come, they point and laugh at me... they scream at me "You weak thing" it becomes a chant... to face the voices in my head... I must always prepare for a battle, a battle that I almost always lose... I hope that this time I win...
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Feb 16, 2009, 12:00 AM
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sometimes i hear voices too but always realize that voices don't make you weak if anything it will make you strong because you realize that don't give into your voices.
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Feb 16, 2009, 02:42 PM
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who knows for me its just hard... at times they are all over me and other times it seems like they are asleep... oh well....
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Feb 16, 2009, 07:37 PM
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Hang in there. I spent quite a few years of my life in the grips of maddening delusions. It felt like a constant waking nightmare; a constant battle that no one could win. I hope you seeing someone about this. No one should have to suffer like this without help. I finally got on the right meds and stayed on them and my symptoms have all but disappeared.
"Tried to believe but you know its no good, This is something that just can't be understood." neil peart 
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Feb 18, 2009, 09:06 PM
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Im getting ready to see someone but not yet.... I need to do all the paper work and some other things also...
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