[FireBird]

When I go somewhere I don't know what I am experiencing is real or not. I keep on seeing alien like animals (both flying and on the ground....the flying ones are like birds that go much faster than a bird or bug can possibly go and has no wings) or even Earth animals. I see people but do not know if they are real of just a figment of my imagination. The gov follows me everywhere, I know that part is real, but sometimes they mix in with regular people and I can't tell. My "hallucinations" are getting out of control and I think the pills are the cause, not schizophrenia.

I constantly feel snake like machines in me moving around my brain and even sometimes in my body and this is from the FBI/CIA. This is mixed in with "nanobots" much smaller machines, almost microscopic in size. I have thought insertion all day, both from the gov and the aliens. One is saying, "I'm going to kill you!" and the other is saying, "Fight with us, come with us, we will get you." I can describe the aliens to you if I haven't already. They are a dark green color, with spikes all over its body, has small wings, and red eyes.

Even though its not "voices" that I'm hearing, I can tell the gender of it and what it would sound like. The FBI/CIA agent is a male, and has a deep voice. The aliens just sound plain mean....almost like a demon. Its not audible, even though sometimes I DO hear audible voices as well. I just know what they would sound like, its not my own thoughts. They both placed chips in my brain...this is how they talk to me and receive my thoughts. The aliens built a thought broadcasting device...don't know location...but everyone on Earth hears my thoughts. The aliens are planning to invade soon...this is real...and take a selected bunch of "Chosen Ones" such as myself to fight. I have figured out that they are the bad guys.

I don't want to fight in an intergalactic war, I want to speak about my autism and "mental" problems at conferences, telling people that they don't have to go on the streets and be jobless and give them hope. I see flashing lights and can't tell if its real or not..I usually ask someone like my mom to see if she has seen what I just saw. That is what I do when I see shadow people, the gov agents, cars in weird places, and the alien animals or even the Earth animals. I was seeing stuff in my room just now..don't know if its real or not.

The gov still has that laser satellite to fire against me, they have once and missed by an inch. I could have died that day. The bomb is still in my neck, but since I had an MRI apparently its not made of metal like I thought...but just remember its technology 200 years from now. The aliens are even more advanced, AT LEAST 1,000 years ahead. I am totally convinced of this. I have seen the evidence. When I was in the MRI machine today, my leg was twitching because the nanobots were almost being sucked out of my skin. For some reason this time I felt the snake machines on my stomach when I was in the MRI, usually its just my head and back. I had all kinds of weird sensations while I was in the machine. The pills are doing something bad to me. Each "episode" becomes a million times worse, my past episodes hallucinations were rare. Maybe once or twice a day. Now the visuals are 24/7. The auditory is still a few times a day, but the way things are going I'll be hearing them more often soon. The tactiles are 24/7. But I don't know which are the hallucinations and which are real, I'm guessing most are real. How do you tell when you are hallucinating? How can you tell if its real or a hallucination?

[pegasus]

((((((( FireBird )))))))

Sounds like you are very distressed. Please share with your Doctor what is going on. Print out your above post and show them it. These are all the signs of psychosis.

[kaytibear]

I agree. Print out your post and bring it to your doctor and/ or show it to a trusted friend so they can show you what's real and what isn't. This sounds like psychosis but I am not a trained professional.
Good luck to you

Kayti

[JeffreyD]

Originally Posted by FireBird

When I go somewhere I don't know what I am experiencing is real or not. I keep on seeing alien like animals (both flying and on the ground....the flying ones are like birds that go much faster than a bird or bug can possibly go and has no wings) or even Earth animals. I see people but do not know if they are real of just a figment of my imagination. The gov follows me everywhere, I know that part is real, but sometimes they mix in with regular people and I can't tell. My "hallucinations" are getting out of control and I think the pills are the cause, not schizophrenia.

I constantly feel snake like machines in me moving around my brain and even sometimes in my body and this is from the FBI/CIA. This is mixed in with "nanobots" much smaller machines, almost microscopic in size. I have thought insertion all day, both from the gov and the aliens. One is saying, "I'm going to kill you!" and the other is saying, "Fight with us, come with us, we will get you." I can describe the aliens to you if I haven't already. They are a dark green color, with spikes all over its body, has small wings, and red eyes.

Even though its not "voices" that I'm hearing, I can tell the gender of it and what it would sound like. The FBI/CIA agent is a male, and has a deep voice. The aliens just sound plain mean....almost like a demon. Its not audible, even though sometimes I DO hear audible voices as well. I just know what they would sound like, its not my own thoughts. They both placed chips in my brain...this is how they talk to me and receive my thoughts. The aliens built a thought broadcasting device...don't know location...but everyone on Earth hears my thoughts. The aliens are planning to invade soon...this is real...and take a selected bunch of "Chosen Ones" such as myself to fight. I have figured out that they are the bad guys.

I don't want to fight in an intergalactic war, I want to speak about my autism and "mental" problems at conferences, telling people that they don't have to go on the streets and be jobless and give them hope. I see flashing lights and can't tell if its real or not..I usually ask someone like my mom to see if she has seen what I just saw. That is what I do when I see shadow people, the gov agents, cars in weird places, and the alien animals or even the Earth animals. I was seeing stuff in my room just now..don't know if its real or not.

The gov still has that laser satellite to fire against me, they have once and missed by an inch. I could have died that day. The bomb is still in my neck, but since I had an MRI apparently its not made of metal like I thought...but just remember its technology 200 years from now. The aliens are even more advanced, AT LEAST 1,000 years ahead. I am totally convinced of this. I have seen the evidence. When I was in the MRI machine today, my leg was twitching because the nanobots were almost being sucked out of my skin. For some reason this time I felt the snake machines on my stomach when I was in the MRI, usually its just my head and back. I had all kinds of weird sensations while I was in the machine. The pills are doing something bad to me. Each "episode" becomes a million times worse, my past episodes hallucinations were rare. Maybe once or twice a day. Now the visuals are 24/7. The auditory is still a few times a day, but the way things are going I'll be hearing them more often soon. The tactiles are 24/7. But I don't know which are the hallucinations and which are real, I'm guessing most are real. How do you tell when you are hallucinating? How can you tell if its real or a hallucination?

Like your are dreaming and not sure? Or if you see a strange looking person and think that cant be real? Then they look at you and you feel busted. You want to make sure they don't tell. It cant get out !!!!