[123zagori]

Hello there...I am a 15 year old female.I just started high school in my country and here for the past 5 months I have been dealing with a serious problem.You see I tend to hear voices every single day.It wasn't that much of a problem before.But it sure is now.I hear them INSIDE of my head although sometimes I can HEAR them with my ears.But only a few words such as "never" "die" "kill" or even a yell.Most of the time though they tend to be internal.I repeat they are NOT my voice.They consist of a female voice with a british accent,who I call Mary,and a male voice I call Adonis.Adonis is really aggresive and mean to me and others.He tells me I'm a worthless person who was sent by him to kill as many as possible.I don't listen to him of course.But it makes it realy difficult for me to trust anyone.Mary is appearing much less than Adonis but she can make everything shake.It feels like the earth is moving, i tend to twitch my body parts (etc: head,palms)and have an extreme anger for no reason at all.They say I got to do what they tell me in order to survive.Adonis says he will hurt me and Mary tells me she'll posses me.Sometimes I tend to see Mary walk around in reflections of almost anything and even get a climpse of her in the corner of my eye. I often tend to confuse what's real and what's not..I feel lost.I have also never done drugs or have I ever done alcohol abuse.I just want help and answers...I am also scared of my parents finding out.The voices tell me that they'll hurt me and that they put someone to watch me.Spy on me.And kill me.I know they aren't real.But I can't take it anymore.

[Chris Altman]

Hearing voices in not normal no matter how old you are. Go seek help if they are interfering with your everyday life. Best of luck...

[Not_Crazy_Yet]

Originally Posted by 123zagori

Hello there...I am a 15 year old female.I just started high school in my country and here for the past 5 months I have been dealing with a serious problem.You see I tend to hear voices every single day.It wasn't that much of a problem before.But it sure is now.I hear them INSIDE of my head although sometimes I can HEAR them with my ears.But only a few words such as "never" "die" "kill" or even a yell.Most of the time though they tend to be internal.I repeat they are NOT my voice.They consist of a female voice with a british accent,who I call Mary,and a male voice I call Adonis.Adonis is really aggresive and mean to me and others.He tells me I'm a worthless person who was sent by him to kill as many as possible.I don't listen to him of course.But it makes it realy difficult for me to trust anyone.Mary is appearing much less than Adonis but she can make everything shake.It feels like the earth is moving, i tend to twitch my body parts (etc: head,palms)and have an extreme anger for no reason at all.They say I got to do what they tell me in order to survive.Adonis says he will hurt me and Mary tells me she'll posses me.Sometimes I tend to see Mary walk around in reflections of almost anything and even get a climpse of her in the corner of my eye. I often tend to confuse what's real and what's not..I feel lost.I have also never done drugs or have I ever done alcohol abuse.I just want help and answers...I am also scared of my parents finding out.The voices tell me that they'll hurt me and that they put someone to watch me.Spy on me.And kill me.I know they aren't real.But I can't take it anymore.

I hid my schizophrenia for over 20 years. The voices I hear are usually my own voice and I have heard them from 5 years old. I grew to trust my voices but later as they became worse I had trouble telling what was real and what wasn't. Getting glimpses of her from the corners of your eyes sounds like my "shadow people" I see. I know its hard to accept but they aren't really there and it is ok to ask for help. I'm a 33 year old man who just got help this summer because I didn't want the stigma of mental illness. I pretty much knew all my life what was going on with me as my uncle had schizophrenia. Don't worry about your parents finding out. Just get help for yourself. I think if I had sooner maybe I wouldn't be such a wreck now. Good luck.

[mairead.heckler]

I want to ask you if they ever got better? I hear them too. There's one named Delilah she says I need to pay attention to what they say and that I need to do what they tell me or they will hurt me. I have another called Camera Man, who tells me that I should hate myself and nobody likes me. But the Baron is the worst, he says his existence pains me and everyone around me. He says whoever's life I enter I just screw it up. They say nobody will believe me and only a few of my closest friends know about them. I'm probably going to be diagnosed with schizophrenia. They tell me to do things, they tell me to cut myself and they say I need to do it or they're going to hurt me. When I don't do what they say they hurt me even more and it's like I'm not even in control of my mind. When I have thoughts I don't know whether their mine or not. They already hurt me because I told a few people. I can't do this anymore their always there. My friends say to tell my parents but I can't, they said they would kill me. They told me I was alone and nobody else has this problem because I'm a freak. I just want to know whether people think like me. -Mairead, 14

[catman8989]

Hearing disembodied voices is never puberty I would think.