help!! class in a bit over an hour and I don't want to go.

okay so I have my first class for tafe in a bit over an hour. this is the first time I've been anywhere to study after dropping out in 2009.

yesterday I went in to talk to the coordinator and he was so rude and grumpy I ended up crying in the toilets and I haven't even started classes yet. this is a horrible start.

I am meant to see the disability support lady Thursday but I don't want to because I'm too embarrassed because my DBT T got me to call her yesterday after I was so upset by the coordinator and she didn't know what to do. and I was making no sense.

I can't call my T because I took up WAY too much of her time yesterday and I think she's coming to my pdoc appt this afternoon.

I know that I would let soo many people down by not going today. so I'm trying to make myself go.

but I don't want to. I want to curl up in bed and die.

I dont know what to do..

By asking for help, you can improve your grades (hopefully). Just Humble yourself, Things will be okay. It all works out in the end... Honestly I didn't ask Disability office for two years, and I'm glad I finally did. It took time.