[moneymaker360]

I'm sorry but I'm so done, I can't. I love education learning, but I hate school. It just makes me want to die I dred every day I get anxiety attacks every day it just makes me so unstable. The grades the ****ing grades it just makes me so so just worthless. I hate seeing straight a's and then just watching it all disolve. I can't keep doing this if I do I will die I just can't keep this up.

[moneymaker360]

School is the only thing that will make me succesful that can take me somewhere, but I have no intrest in anything school, anything that it can give me Im sorry but I just feel a screaming in my head. I just don't want to go back I can't.

I'm sorry if all this is makes no sense, and has no question I just need to write something. I'm just so done I cant keep going

[Perna]

I use to invent my own school systems; what I would like to learn/teach and how I would like to learn it. Get something going in your own head that you do want and follow that instead of what they put out there. Yes, you have to learn their stuff, it does make sense eventually (and can hurt you later if you don't learn it the first time) but the sooner you create your own agenda, use, and organization for the learning the easier it is to tolerate it.

[Vossie42]

I feel your pain, moneymaker360. I wish I were done with school and working already. And I just started. Panic attacks galore and now I'm behind on studying for a test this Friday AM. This is my second time in college. I got a B.A. 25 years ago in psychology and discovered I wasn't suited for the counseling field. So, I'm back in school in accounting to get a CPA license. Hopefully that will get me a better paying and more intellectually challenging job.

I had quite forgotten about the 24/7 stress that comes with school. I will probably need to accept not getting straight A's in order to retain my sanity. Wouldn't it be nice if we could download information directly into our brains? I would pay a lot of money for that!

Take a day off and forget that you're in school. Take a breather if you can. Scream while driving. Actually I find that helps a lot.

[LostNAngry]

I too hate going to school. I find no joy in learning about any of the stuff the instructors are talking about and I find myself feeling like Im suffocating while in the classroom due to my panic attacks and anxiety. Absolutely do NOT care about learning. Now how selfish does that sound?? So very selfish BUT that is the way I feel.